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  2. Flying Phoenix Chi Kung

    I'm new to this system, but so far I have found bending the bows to be epic, my favourite on volume 1. It is helping to realign my body quickly, and I feel like I am in a new, more fluid state. I feel like I move as liquid after doing it, and my steps are lighter, like I feel I am almost floating when I cool down and walk afterwards. I can't wait to see what the system holds after several months of practice.
  3. It seems that Yaldaboath was originally the planetary spirit of Saturn and was bumped into Earth for reasons outside his control. Various feuds resulted that only recently have been largely resolved
  4. Here’s the Neidan for women PDF I remember printing for my wife…unfortunately at the time I was practicing ā€œMantak-deluded like/inspiredā€ practices and now I recall I got her the female Mantak book and thisšŸ¤¦šŸ» Thank god it never jived with her šŸ˜… It’s disappointing but thought I’d share it anyway with you, ignore the occasional Jade egg šŸ˜ but even if ONE idea or the inspiration of a way to go with your personal practice is found to you in it, it’s worth it to peruse. I read it a long time ago and just glanced at it today saw the Jade egg and Mantak as one of the sources and thought šŸ˜‘ (Swimming Dragon is another source though and it encourages women to practice it! 😁) Final-Draft-Paper-for-Neidan-Conference-05_17_101.pdf
  5. Self dicipline

    Thanks for that quote! I believe that your teacher is correct- in a spiritual setting, yes this method is beneficial. But, sometimes we need we also need a hard lesson and hard language to motivate us or just to help us see through some illusions, the wise person will know the differences in setting and when to apply it. I love this grass analogy quite a bit!
  6. God interacting with humans.

    Or maybe god is really the Demiurge- Yaldaboath creator and keeper of the material realm, trapping us here in a prison and feeding off our suffering. In that case not only do they not seem to give a darn if we know or not, but also appear to relish or gain something from suffering. Wait, I think I hear the cries of Sofia now...cough cough is that pneuma or just my cigarette smoke? I don't want to take away from the thoughtful responses above. But the point is there are many version of "god" and the devil, satan, shaytan, shaitan, heck throw hades in the mix, or even Melek Taus. I think I've read that Zoroastrianism had a major influence on the Abrahamic streams, introducing the concept of dualism (good forces battling evil forces) in the doctrines. An idea present in some Satanist sects is that you are a god- or the realization that you are inherently divine (godlike) and should worship yourself (this tends to have some wacky effects on the psyche though). That concept even sounds very similar to Sanatana Dharmism and non-dualism- the recognition that you are one with the divine, there is no separation. The divine essence is already there, you just have to realize it.
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  8. Ahhh, makes sense and happens quite a bit tbh. Psychotic, you say? maybe I'll grab some popcorn...brb His name actually reminded me of cacodemon (Greek, not gamer mythos) I wasn't sure if it was a play on that lol.
  9. The fastest Swordsman on the Internet

    Oh yeah .... wielding a plastic sword will help with that .
  10. Urgent: Bad Gateway 502

    ok, thanks!
  11. Has anyone tried the course on ancientmasters.org?

    You seem to be a highly skeptical person to spend such a large portion of your time debunking fake masters and gurus. You must have realized by now that if you present yourself as having knowledge that invalidates more or less all publicly known spiritual systems, people are going to be skeptical back at you. I'm still interested in learning from you at some point because you present things differently than anywhere else I've seen, and that's interesting to me. You can't honestly expect anyone who's spent any meaningful amount of time in spaces like this one to offer any more interest than that because again, you present yourself in a way that could just as easily be a delusional narcissist with a God complex (not saying you are, just pointing it out). There are a thousand cult leaders for every real spiritual teacher.
  12. Reality is more complex. There are many layers and vehicles between Spirit and Matter. If one of the layers does not operate properly, Spirit cannot flow easily through to the densest layer. Typically with dementia there are brain issues including contamination. When the brain is not suitable, the next levels above (including mental) often turn away to more productive activities - such as parallel timelines/incarnations
  13. ... and another thing I found , when they are able to , ask them questions about what they can remember , sometimes parts of their life are remembered and they can be entertaining fascinating and amazing , as well as enjoyable for them to have someone to listen to . https://www.thedaobums.com/topic/56258-wrtings/
  14. Thank you for your service ! I did similar work ( but paid ) for 10 years in a public hospital . It certainly brings this question up for contemplation ! I used to also tell a lot of jokes , if they get them, they appreciate it . By staying absolutely 'in the moment ' with them . I think our 'eternal spirit' may not be that connected to our mind brain and current 'awareness' ... the mind passes away like the body does . I found the only way to flow with it is to be in the moment with them , its an exercise in the full reality of that as if one is really doing it , the past moment (or the present ) never happened . To find peace concentrate on the aspect of 'doing service ' . Its one of the main branches of yoga and magick , to not practice it will lead to imbalance .
  15. Indeed ! Cadcam has a bit of history here on DB's . It wasnt occult study that sent him psychotic ... he already was psychotic and thats what attracted him to the occult so he has something to blame . Check his post history
  16. My natal chart

    I dont know , it looks like the remains of some type of huge coral block 'Samoan Stonehenge ' !
  17. Deep respect to you for volunteering. However this can be very heavy. If it gets too much, do allow yourself to stop.
  18. Urgent: Bad Gateway 502

    I never click on solitary links.
  19. Urgent: Bad Gateway 502

    https://youtu.be/2uAj4wBIU-8?si=OZQQjEvaTxs53xvH
  20. The Dao is just reality, as it is. Flowing "with" the Dao is being in alignment and not causing resistant eddies and currents with our attachment or aversion to what we think should happen, to what is happening, or what might happen. To an enlightened person, these changes in functionality are just reality as it is, nothing to worry about or cause confusion. My late teacher's teacher, the abbess of a well-known Zen institution died of Alzheimers related causes, but went through the process without struggle, in good humor, and in gratefulness that others were so willing to help her. This obviously won't be the experience of most people. Having worked with my late wife's grandparents, and my own parents as they age, I can recommend just meeting them where they are. Is the reality they believe they live in any more real than yours? If they think you are someone other than who you are, roll with it. If they think they just came back from the pub, let them tell you their story. If they can't find something see if you can get them to laugh with you about it, and let them know that you are sure it will turn up soon. Don't pity them, or try to explain over and over how YOU see the reality of things, or who you believe them to be. This won't improve their condition, or their quality of life. If they worry, tell them everything has been taken care of for now, and things are OK. Find joy with them. For an example of how to work with those who are effected give this a listen. It is really wonderful. https://www.thisamericanlife.org/532/magic-words/act-two-0
  21. Self dicipline

    I find martial arts training to be a wonderful way to cultivate self-discipline. Running and weightlifting are also good but nothing beats martial arts for me.
  22. ŚB 4.25.62 In this way, King PuraƱjana was captivated by his nice wife and was thus cheated. Indeed, he became cheated in his whole existence in the material world. Even against that poor foolish King’s desire, he remained under the control of his wife, just like a pet animal that dances according to the order of its master.
  23. Self dicipline

    Thanks to you all.. @Lairg I live in an apartment, BUT, i happen to have some carrot, dill, chilli and spring onion seeds laying around. I think it is a great idea, really. On giving up the pharmasuticals... certainly, I do not even know why I use it and keep using, when... it is just dumb on so many levels haha, but yeah. @Lala Nila So, Ive been enjoying your blog posts. This morning, we studied the following verse: https://vedabase.io/en/library/sb/4/25/62/ I am a little tired now, so the exact talk he gave after the reading, I do not recall entirley, but the importance of showing up, asscociating with the good, listening to the wise, reading vedic texts daily and developing a higher taste as the way to drop bad habits, stood out to me. Like, lets say you eat a lot of junk - the solution isnt to quit eating, but to get the taste for better foods. And this can be found in the company of the wise. So, I read you do jappa, right, I am supposed to, as well. When you think about it, it really is the simplest thing in the world, but for whatever reason I am extremly inconcistent with it, even tho I have experimental knowledge of its beneficial effects. It is not like they ask me to do it to torture me, uknow. So I asked him where the resistance might come from. I belive he said it was due to material conditioning... When I am in good company or a place that has that sacred vibe, doing my duties becomes so much easier, and my mind a lot calmer. And yeah, in regards to this: https://vedabase.io/en/library/bg/17/15/ So yeah, if one is being judgemental or hard on me when I hardly know them, ofc I dont like that. BUT when it is done intelligently, by one you recognize as a teacher and with the intention to help, go for it. One should be humble as grass, he told me. When someone steps on it, it doesnt get hurt. It simply bends down and rises right up again afterwards. Grazie Thank you.
  24. Urgent: Bad Gateway 502

    It’s not you, I am having the same problem.
  25. Hello World; Hello Forum (or Internet)

    Never ever say "hello world" again. I tried to learn programming and now I'm traumatized. Oh and welcome btw (yes I have a weird sense of humour, probably some chi deviation in my brain)
  26. Urgent: Bad Gateway 502

    I just want to mention that I'm getting this code a lot today when trying to access the site. Not sure if is a me thing or a "you" thing Kindly advise Thanks
  27. Self dicipline

    This is what IĀ“m doing lately: Practice — WOOP my life. So far, so good.
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