I have reason to believe that

[yugenphoenix]

On 9/25/2025 at 5:32 PM, Cadcam said:

Reason to believe that the world is a hologram that is projected outside of my body.

 

all of it is fabricated for one person? 

Yes to the first in many ways it’s true.

 

Yes, indeed that is the case for each of us 😁

 

[yugenphoenix]

On 9/25/2025 at 6:17 PM, Cobie said:

 

Carl Jung called it synchronicity. I have this all the time. Works very well for me actually; usually gives me exactly what I need. I just am grateful for it and call it a mystery. 

 

 

Yes me as well! And the more it happens now (it has greatly increased over my years of practice) the deeper my gratitude for each and every thing becomes. And yes only “exactly what I need,” never what I WANT. Nothing there, dead tree. 
 

I have confronted a deep loss to our family recently and it has accelerated me a bit and changed me very deeply in good ways. And my only explanation for our loss I am left with is it’s a “mystery” of God.
 

And the crazy thing is I am ok with it, it’s odd to me, as what has appeared to be a person who has traveled in this body for the last 54 years, that person I thought I knew would not be comforted in anyway by something he would have called “laughable and naive, like a child” and who knew that was just what I had to become to see with clarity and find peace 🙏

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[yugenphoenix]

On 9/25/2025 at 10:49 PM, zerostao said:

We are in a simulation, but that is about to change.

Completely agree, but can you expand on that a bit? 🤓

[yugenphoenix]

On 9/28/2025 at 10:37 AM, Lala Nila said:

I would recommend reading Stalking the Wild Pendulum, Itzach Bentov, The Holographic Universe, Michael Talbot and reviewing Jacobo Grinsberg's work. For less mystical and more theoretical ideas Leonard Susskind, Gerard t Hooft, etc. 

 

Our we in your holographic projection? Or are you in mine?

 

....Or are we all projections of Lord Śiva?

 

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Jaya Ma!

Jaya Guru!

Namah Shivaya!

 

 

Wow! Love all you said there a lot! 😁 some of these references I know, others have me making note of them to wander down yonder one days past, but this guys work came immediately to mind when I read your response and wonder if you read his work or saw a video presentation of his?

 

https://www.my-big-toe.com

 

 

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[yugenphoenix]

On 9/28/2025 at 11:24 AM, Lala Nila said:

"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed into a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness- experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves." (Bill Hicks)

 

row, row row your boat

gently down the stream....

 

 

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*disclaimer: drugs are bad mmmkay and not needed for this kind of realization   (takes a slow sardonic drag of a cigarette) 

OMG and you are a Tool fan 🤟 (and thus a Bill Hicks fan 😝)

 

Anyone into magick SHOULD be into Tool, lyrically, musically, imagery, ALL is magick 😁 Have seen Enochian symbols on their gear as well.

 

The universe, God, and us all a fractal of course. 

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[yugenphoenix]

On 9/28/2025 at 7:14 PM, zerostao said:

 

Do you feel/think that religion helps one break from the simulation?

or

keeps one in the simulation?

or

has no affect one way or the other?

Religion is itself just another cage, but “spirituality” was how I became aware there were bars. 

[Lala Nila]

15 hours ago, yugenphoenix said:

OMG and you are a Tool fan 🤟 (and thus a Bill Hicks fan 😝)

 

Anyone into magick SHOULD be into Tool, lyrically, musically, imagery, ALL is magick 😁 Have seen Enochian symbols on their gear as well.

 

The universe, God, and us all a fractal of course. 

 

Yep, love me some Tool! Definitely one of my favourite bands, I've seen them live 4 times lol. Danny Carey is most certainly a practitioner of Enochian magick- "Faaip de Oiad" (Lateralus) is Enochian for "Voice of God," it such an interesting closing track to the album, wouldn't call it a song per se...but if you know, you know   Lot's of other esoteric elements are woven into their work as well. 

 

yes! I'm fully of that blog you posted above, interesting stuff. 

[Cobie]

 

17 hours ago, yugenphoenix said:

… naive, like a child …

I have a childlike trust in God, it is my biggest treasure.  I am sorry for your loss. 

 

 

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[Nungali]

19 hours ago, yugenphoenix said:

OMG and you are a Tool fan 🤟 (and thus a Bill Hicks fan 😝)

 

Anyone into magick SHOULD be into Tool, lyrically, musically, imagery, ALL is magick 😁 Have seen Enochian symbols on their gear as well.

 

The universe, God, and us all a fractal of course. 

 

Agreed . How can anyone involved in the  western magical tradition  NOT appreciate Tool ... even if one does not like that type of music . 

 

I was presenting a little agricultural talk  as a way of explaining my  3:4 observation * ( not 'theory' as it is an observation from nature ) .  I draw a triangle on the whiteboard and label each corner N P K  -  nitrogen ,  phosphorous , potassium  ;  the three main elements needed for good soil and plant growth . BUT more is needed , the 'micro nutrients ' ( much smaller amounts )  . So I draw a line across the inside the bottom left corner  to represent them . There are three main micro nutrients  and a bunch of lesser ones , so now we can label the three points of this triangle in the corner of the bigger one .  and also draw a line across its inner bottom left  for the lesser ones  and guess what ... within  that there are three major ones and a bunch of lesser ones .  I paused and looked at the drawing ... it only just dawned on me  .... hey !  Thats a fractal  !  

 

Fractal ;    in which similar patterns recur at progressively smaller scales, and in describing partly random or chaotic phenomena such as crystal growth and galaxy formation.

 

* its in my PP . 

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[yugenphoenix]

5 hours ago, Cobie said:

 

I have a childlike trust in God, it is my biggest treasure.  I am sorry for your loss. 

 

 

It is a treasure you find in your own heart and a strange sense of freedom from learning to trust in God and empty yourself of your self 🙏

 

Thank you so much, it has been a hard two months, difficult and changing for me, but hardest on my oldest child who “lost my best friend” 😔 and it’s so hard to watch your child suffering as you mutely impotently stand by as all you can do really. He was my very close to be my son in law and I think of him as part of our lineage and clan, it was an and is very very hard on us. We are 6, wife and kids but very close. He was the first to truly join our circle.

 

I met a famous spiritual teacher named Malati at his passing. She was the reason I say his death was “spiritual” for me. He grew up practicing Hindu with his parents but they all had drifted away from it, but kept some private practices. But Malati is very famous I guess, perhaps some of you know her? She was a spiritual advisor to the Beatles and is based in West Virginia.  
 

She arrived unexpectedly at the moment of his death. That is a true thing. She was supposed to be there that day to bless him (he was expected to pass in hours to days) at some point but no one knew when and she was just there, hugging his family and mine and she was just there right when she was needed. And she has incredible peaceful radiance that is pure and deeply touching into your being.

 

I hope to meet her again and would welcome the chance. And I think I will. 

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[Cobie]

 

18 hours ago, yugenphoenix said:

…  it was an and is very very hard on us …

Yes it’s very hard to loose someone you love. Wishing you well.