yugenphoenix

This is an amazing share thank you! I have never heard of these Faijin methods before. What lineage did you learn them in and where did u learn them?

Yes the Goetia are just the “Old Gods” whose followers lost and they became the demonized.

All those old men prophet types of the Bible were first magicians and demonologists, then found the one God, duality to non-duality like us all.

Terry Dunn of all people praises the Thoth Tarot, in fact memorizing it in the Flying Phoenix thread. He seems to have some occult background and in fact that thread and the further research it spawned led me to realize how “occult” all lineages are Eastern and Western…each lineage has an anchor entity or egregore that is the keystone of it’s power and acts as a sort of harnessing of the forces of the universe thru that particular symbology and imagery. But the value in memorizing the deck seems to be kinda of like the hexagrams of the I Ching, at first they are pictures, descriptions, or yarrow sticks and then they become active forces you can see and “manipulate” to find your Way. A useful exercise for sure but I’d only worry about the Trumps (of Amber 😉) and not sure I’d want his energies thru that deck…perhaps it’s powerful but worry about the taint of it as per the message of this thread about old sorcerers. Why do you like the Thoth deck so much? And what’s your tarot experience? I am a Rider Waite purist myself but have wanted a Necronomicon/Cthulhu deck for a long while but fear it’s darkness lol I have this really cool tarot like deck that is an American indigenous teaching based imagery I really like with card names like “Old Woman Sorcerer” it vibes nice with me.

It is a treasure you find in your own heart and a strange sense of freedom from learning to trust in God and empty yourself of your self 🙏 Thank you so much, it has been a hard two months, difficult and changing for me, but hardest on my oldest child who “lost my best friend” 😔 and it’s so hard to watch your child suffering as you mutely impotently stand by as all you can do really. He was my very close to be my son in law and I think of him as part of our lineage and clan, it was an and is very very hard on us. We are 6, wife and kids but very close. He was the first to truly join our circle. I met a famous spiritual teacher named Malati at his passing. She was the reason I say his death was “spiritual” for me. He grew up practicing Hindu with his parents but they all had drifted away from it, but kept some private practices. But Malati is very famous I guess, perhaps some of you know her? She was a spiritual advisor to the Beatles and is based in West Virginia. She arrived unexpectedly at the moment of his death. That is a true thing. She was supposed to be there that day to bless him (he was expected to pass in hours to days) at some point but no one knew when and she was just there, hugging his family and mine and she was just there right when she was needed. And she has incredible peaceful radiance that is pure and deeply touching into your being. I hope to meet her again and would welcome the chance. And I think I will.

You are a solid OG my man, if you say he ain’t got the juice, I’m not interested in learning anymore about him…unfortunately just another fakir on the corner shelling out his own soul little by little.

Religion is itself just another cage, but “spirituality” was how I became aware there were bars.

OMG and you are a Tool fan 🤟 (and thus a Bill Hicks fan 😝) Anyone into magick SHOULD be into Tool, lyrically, musically, imagery, ALL is magick 😁 Have seen Enochian symbols on their gear as well. The universe, God, and us all a fractal of course.

Wow! Love all you said there a lot! 😁 some of these references I know, others have me making note of them to wander down yonder one days past, but this guys work came immediately to mind when I read your response and wonder if you read his work or saw a video presentation of his? https://www.my-big-toe.com

Completely agree, but can you expand on that a bit? 🤓

Yes me as well! And the more it happens now (it has greatly increased over my years of practice) the deeper my gratitude for each and every thing becomes. And yes only “exactly what I need,” never what I WANT. Nothing there, dead tree. I have confronted a deep loss to our family recently and it has accelerated me a bit and changed me very deeply in good ways. And my only explanation for our loss I am left with is it’s a “mystery” of God. And the crazy thing is I am ok with it, it’s odd to me, as what has appeared to be a person who has traveled in this body for the last 54 years, that person I thought I knew would not be comforted in anyway by something he would have called “laughable and naive, like a child” and who knew that was just what I had to become to see with clarity and find peace 🙏

Yes to the first in many ways it’s true. Yes, indeed that is the case for each of us 😁

This seems to happen every now and then 😑 I am finding the more money they ask for, the less they have to really offer. I hate seeing good people taken advantage of.

“The drawings shown on the front are reproductions from "Hsing-ming Chr Kwei" or "Meaning of Nature and Destiny". Written in 16th century, the book is used to explain meditative breathing techniques. The front view shows the centers of the involuntary circulation of Chi energy. The middle field of elixer (dan tien) is represented by a new moon and three stars, the yellow court by a square, and the lower dan tien by a cauldron. The right hand of the figure holds a moon, symbolized by jade rabbit. The left hand holds the sun, symbolized by a three legged bird. The three legs of the bird symbolize Heaven, Earth and Man. Sun and moon are the movers which bring about the circular movement of the energy in the body. The drawing on the back shows the centers of the controlled course of the energy circulation. These drawings explain that Chi Energy will awaken when the yin and yang energies of the body are balanced. Postnatal chi derived from food and drink will then liberate prenatal chi stored in the bone and marrow. "A spark will be born in the pot (abdomen) when cinnabar (elixir) is inside and mercury (spirit) is enough. After they are mixed the yellow seed (chi) is planted and will grow. You may laugh at the cauldron (cooking pot lower abdomen) but its drug is life so don't waste time on idle talk. You may laugh at the cauldron but its method is to cultivate the essence. (when the river is calm you will find the gem) My form is Shen Tai (spiritual). When the flower opens the news will be of the yellow seed. Refining the sexual essence must be controlled by the soul or else it is as if you are boiling an empty pot. The small figure fanning the pot represents "kindling the fire" by regulating the breath. The cauldron pot in which the essence is boiled (to become chi) is the lower abdomen (dan tien).” Anyone have the videos? And most importantly, are they worth it? 🙏🙂

Yes I have found mudras to be powerful and very helpful at times. Who is Rudi? 🙂