I began meditation today after my normal practice.
Today I tried to get intouch with the spirit I communicated with before in 2008.
A person this time of lean appearence and of oriental heiritage appeared, and he had a crown of golden feathers with a cabochron of some fire red stone in the center as the center stone of the crown. His skin was indigo, a type of blue as i had seen before and some of his garments were gold. This time his lips were bright red, which was different from the previous encounter (to which I inquired later in the encounter.) he whirled like a dhervish into being much like a tornadic representation of some of my pakuachang flourishes of martial arts prowess.
I started to ask him a question. What happened next shocked me beyond all belief.
He said "Time to show you who I am". He grabbed my spirit and we took a trip up, up and out of the earth's atmosphere... We kept going farther up, out... At some point I felt like i was being ripped from my body. Then it happened. We left the solar system, the milky way... Entered some weird tunnel and things turned to liquid silver as though everything was liquid silver... out... Past a few nebula... Through another tunnel where everything turned to liquid silver again... Out, normal again and into another tunnel.. Then out again into an orange red sky and a golden lotus suspended in nothing.. I said "are we here?" We entered one more small tunnel and everything turned to silver one last time. Out... It was black at first. I think he could sense that all of the traveling made me feel somewhat uneasy. A sun or a star appeared and I saw a giant golden tree with green leaves all twisted like a bristlecone pine but with much more foliage. He spun the tree and the star around a few times until I had shone a sense of peace and we both perched on the tree.
I asked him, why the red lipstick? He wiped his lips and then said, "It was a test, to see if you passed." "Because you have been held back from accomplishing a great majority of things until this point. Now that you know the true nature of everything and have gone beyond all the obstacles that have been designed to hold you back. Now you know that the true reality is that some seek truth. Others only enjoy meager existence in deceptions. One of the only things left for you to understand, besides what you have come to know within the least few years is this: That women are given to deception and lies, that is their nature because they are weak."
I became greatly disturbed at this realizing that he spoke the truth as well. "So, then we must simply accept the lies and support them from a firm position of truth."
"You have learned well. That is why you have been held back from achieving great things and recieving recognition until now. You are being sent back to Earth as the emissary of truth. You will shine light into all of the dark places of the world. It is your job now to re-write planet Earth as a planet of Truth once more."
At this point I fell to the ground and put my forehead on the ground and began to cry. "Do not ask me to do this. I have suffered enough already. It is unimaginable the things I had to do to get myself back to where I was before. Do you know what they do to people who speak truth now? It is considered a hate crime." I looked up.
Then he said, "That may not be true now. It is all the things that have stopped you before that will not exist anymore. For it is I that stood in your way, holding you back until now."
Then he changed form, one second he was Zeus, another second he was One-eyed Odin and back to his form.
"I am Indra, king of the Gods and you are great, that is why your name is great and will ever be great. That is why your name is Grant. Now step forward, I will return all of your knowledge to you."
At this point he stretched out his hand and a look of absolute anger came up into his face as his fingers spread out. For a moment I was uncertain what he was about to do... Then his face softened and he changed his hand and took his thumb and touched a point between my third eye and directly above my right eye. I saw pages and pages of sanskrit enter my mind... Explanations on coiled thought, concepts that I was never even aware of.
Then as quickly as it had begin, without further explanation he grabbed my spirit and said "It is timeto get you back to your body." This time we entered this wavy wide light green transparent tunnel. "This tunnel goes only one way, for a reason.", he said. I was just trying to wrap my head around all of this and we continued through the tunnel and I was back in my body quickly. Before I knew it he was gone. I went to look at myself in the mirror and I could still feel where he put his thumb. It had to be one of the most profound experiences I have had.
I took some time to reflect on the events of my life and realizing that I felt held backfor the longest time, had given into the negativity.. Felt sorry for myself at some point then began reclaiming much of my former perceptions to arrive at this point and realized maybe it was true in some sense of the word but in some way seems so far fetched and beyond something that might be believeable. In most cases I wonder why would I be chosen for something so vital. I could die tomorrow... Or is it possible? Why at my age? Does the increase in health the past month mean something? I only seem to have more questions and sometimes enlightenment does not just give all the answers though things could just be as they are.
In a sense, it does seem like this changes some of how I feel about lying and deceptive people, making me more compassionate about these groups of people as well. However, I still realize that the clouded nature of using deception as a vehicle for interaction causes a great number of problems. We will see how this plays out in days to come.
Edit: Ishtar was my Ishta Devata.
Edited by TheWhiteRabbit, 22 December 2016 - 04:35 PM.