Where can I find an expert to help me? I badly need it.

[mishen911]

The problem I think is that I blew open the yonquan points with the repulsor part of my lao gao points. It seems like this "awakened" my stomach in some way because I felt constant vibrations there. I ended up accidentally opening up my third eye later on when I was doing some yogic practice called Shambhavi Mudra. I felt a deep rumbling inside my skull and then I was able to see an eye floating in my room in the dark. I can see things in the dark sometimes, but this was different, and since it happened after doing this practice that is supposed to open the third eye, well, I'm guessing that I did open my third eye because I could feel a subtle "gaze" there that wasn't there before. On that day, I had a sudden explosion in my ability to visualize well. Later on I asked it to astral project me and it almost did, I felt vibrations around me like crazy and it felt like my hip was sticking up out of my body. So I'm pretty sure it was the actual third eye.

Eventually, I started to think that I could speak to my third eye via my tongue. It was able to talk to me. To cut to the point of this post, this subtle voice that is coming out of my tongue can actually speak to me a ton and is constantly annoying me and is able to produce this unbearable tension in my legs. It continuously makes death threats against me. It said that I was diabetic multiple times and a recent blood test showed that I was not creating enough glucose which terrifies me.

If anyone here knows of an expert that I can talk to, then please let me know. I preferably want to travel somewhere where there is an expert that can help me. Thank you.

[Cobie]

49 minutes ago, mishen911 said:

… an expert …

It’s nothing to worry about.  But you must leave all spiritual practices behind for a while.  For now, let daily living be enough in itself, learn to appreciate the mundane. Focus on grounding. Eat healthy. Go for walks in nature, do more exercising. No porn. Try doing voluntary work.  Your mind is playing you tricks, do not feed the problem by giving it attention and the problem will disappear.  Be well. 
 

 

 

Edited Wednesday at 09:47 PM by Cobie

[Krenx]

What does your lifestyle look like. Do you indulge in any bad vices, bad habits on a daily basis? Are there any existing issues going on in your life situation? Level of caffeine intake daily?

 

It is very often the case those things are where the problem is. Little to do with the practice itself. 

 

Good Experts will ask you these same questions, and you will have to be honest about it, but more importantly honest to yourself where the problem is. 

 

I have friends who have experienced things you are going through. They are good people in general. But when we dig down to it, the fault is always not in the practice, but due to existing/ past trauma in their lives, and their aversion/clinging and unresolved feelings and views around it. Bad habits etc.

[BigSkyDiamond]

"third eye making death threats"

doesn't sound like it's the third eye

[Lairg]

1 hour ago, mishen911 said:

doing some yogic practice called Shambhavi Mudra. .... So I'm pretty sure it was the actual third eye.

.... It was able to talk to me. ... It continuously makes death threats against me.

 

No doubt you have deduced that the Shambhavi Mudra does not connect to your third eye.  The point between the eyebrows is commonly within the range of an external intelligence that dominates the personality for its own purposes

 

I have yet to find a spiritual movement amongst humans that is not contaminated

 

 

Edited Wednesday at 10:34 PM by Lairg

[Nungali]

2 hours ago, mishen911 said:

The problem I think is that I blew open the yonquan points with the repulsor part of my lao gao points. It seems like this "awakened" my stomach in some way because I felt constant vibrations there. I ended up accidentally opening up my third eye later on when I was doing some yogic practice called Shambhavi Mudra. I felt a deep rumbling inside my skull and then I was able to see an eye floating in my room in the dark. I can see things in the dark sometimes, but this was different, and since it happened after doing this practice that is supposed to open the third eye, well, I'm guessing that I did open my third eye because I could feel a subtle "gaze" there that wasn't there before. On that day, I had a sudden explosion in my ability to visualize well. Later on I asked it to astral project me and it almost did, I felt vibrations around me like crazy and it felt like my hip was sticking up out of my body. So I'm pretty sure it was the actual third eye.

Eventually, I started to think that I could speak to my third eye via my tongue. It was able to talk to me. To cut to the point of this post, this subtle voice that is coming out of my tongue can actually speak to me a ton and is constantly annoying me and is able to produce this unbearable tension in my legs. It continuously makes death threats against me. It said that I was diabetic multiple times and a recent blood test showed that I was not creating enough glucose which terrifies me.

 

 

 

This is a classic psychological symptom indicating disassociation .  So you need to work on integration .  Its an important 'spiritual psychological ' principle ... many people with a 'disruption' have experienced this 'disassociation '  (one part of you works independently , or not well, or subversively  against the whole of or parts of the psyche .   Anything that offers negative experience indicates a part of the lower nature . You need to invoke the aspects of the super conscious  which can dispel, reintegrate and offer good and healthy advice and suggestions . 

 

It could also be a way of your unconscious telling you to  pay attention to your glucose levels , nothing to be terrified about . 

 

I suggest you follow Cob's recommendation   ... gardening is good for these conditions . 

 

if it doesn't resolve from that , get back to us . 

 

 

 

2 hours ago, mishen911 said:

 

If anyone here knows of an expert that I can talk to, then please let me know. I preferably want to travel somewhere where there is an expert that can help me. Thank you.

 

[mishen911]

5 hours ago, Nungali said:

 

This is a classic psychological symptom indicating disassociation .  So you need to work on integration .  Its an important 'spiritual psychological ' principle ... many people with a 'disruption' have experienced this 'disassociation '  (one part of you works independently , or not well, or subversively  against the whole of or parts of the psyche .   Anything that offers negative experience indicates a part of the lower nature . You need to invoke the aspects of the super conscious  which can dispel, reintegrate and offer good and healthy advice and suggestions . 

 

It could also be a way of your unconscious telling you to  pay attention to your glucose levels , nothing to be terrified about . 

 

I suggest you follow Cob's recommendation   ... gardening is good for these conditions . 

 

if it doesn't resolve from that , get back to us . 

 

I've already tried distracting myself a ton. What I want to know is how I can get access to a good teacher that will take me seriously because this just isn't normal at all. I need a way out of this but I don't know how I can get out. I'm so scared I'm going to die soon. This weird leg tension is really bad and the fact that the glucose levels coincided with it saying I have diabetes is terrifying. Is there any way to get people to take me seriously with what I'm experiencing? Thank you.

 

 

 

[mishen911]

6 hours ago, Lairg said:

 

No doubt you have deduced that the Shambhavi Mudra does not connect to your third eye.  The point between the eyebrows is commonly within the range of an external intelligence that dominates the personality for its own purposes

 

I have yet to find a spiritual movement amongst humans that is not contaminated

 

 

 

Okay then, so what should I do to get actual help then? Like, where do I go? This does not seem normal at all and I'm very scared of what's going on with me right now. It doesn't seem like anybody is taking me seriously.

[BigSkyDiamond]

for peace of mind, do whatever medical steps are indicated as advised by medical doctor, for instance to bring the diabetes under control and to bring the lab resutls into a normal range.  AND also get accupuncture from a Doctor of Oriental Medicine who also dispenses Chinese herbs.  This will help balance whatever is going on.

 

As an earlier post said, STOP doing the energetic practices for now to give your system time to settle down.

It sounds like there is anxiety and fear that may also be throwing you off balance, so talk to a counselor and follow through on any tools they give you.  And spend time in nature walking, gardening, sitting on the grass, leaning against trees.

 

For the physical issues and the emotional issues, go to professionals in those areas to address.  If you get too far out there with the energetic stuff, and ONLY try to deal with it from the energetic level, it will just keep spinning out and will not be brought into balance.

 

 

Edited yesterday at 04:45 AM by BigSkyDiamond

[Lairg]

46 minutes ago, mishen911 said:

I'm very scared of what's going on with me right now

 

There is a vertical flow of Light that anchors in the heart - carrying life force and spiritual purpose.

 

The more attention you give to the Light in your heart the more you will rise above adverse energies

 

Some Christian art depicts a flaming heart - but it seems that the faithful are still not often told that they too have such a heart

 

 

[Gerard]

After reading you your opening this is my diagnosis:

 

"You are completely ungrounded."

 

 

[Nungali]

17 hours ago, mishen911 said:

I've already tried distracting myself a ton. What I want to know is how I can get access to a good teacher that will take me seriously because this just isn't normal at all. I need a way out of this but I don't know how I can get out. I'm so scared I'm going to die soon. This weird leg tension is really bad and the fact that the glucose levels coincided with it saying I have diabetes is terrifying. Is there any way to get people to take me seriously with what I'm experiencing? Thank you

 

I am taking you seriously .   What I said isn't a whimsical reply . I have a lot of and years long experience in these sort of things . and they don't arise   only just because of a set of practices , many things can trigger them . 

 

You are having a 'psychological disturbance' it is VERY clear to the outside observer ,   searching for a 'good teacher '  might not be the remedy at all and even if it was and you don't find one , what are you going to do then ?   You don't need a teacher, you, at this stage, need a therapist . 

 

Its obvious that what you are experiencing is not normal at all , far from it . I get that , hence my advice . 

 

Have you seen a medical or therapeutic  person about your  leg tension ? Have you tried any TCM treatments ?    Yes, diabetes is an unfortunate condition, I have a few friends with it , but they manage it .  It need not be a terrifying experience . 

 

But I think your feeling of being 'trapped' (in a situation you cannot get out of ) and feeling terrified is indicative of other forces, situations or disturbances  which could be behind the whole thing .  A therapist can help you uncover this . 

[liminal_luke]

@Cobie´s advice about living a normal life, eating healthy, and being grounded is great.  I would also suggest getting an evaluation from a psychiatrist.

[Neirong]

On 02.07.2025 at 11:58 PM, mishen911 said:

The problem I think is that I blew open the yonquan points with the repulsor part of my lao gao points. It seems like this "awakened" my stomach in some way because I felt constant vibrations there. I ended up accidentally opening up my third eye later on when I was doing some yogic practice called Shambhavi Mudra. I felt a deep rumbling inside my skull and then I was able to see an eye floating in my room in the dark. I can see things in the dark sometimes, but this was different, and since it happened after doing this practice that is supposed to open the third eye, well, I'm guessing that I did open my third eye because I could feel a subtle "gaze" there that wasn't there before. On that day, I had a sudden explosion in my ability to visualize well. Later on I asked it to astral project me and it almost did, I felt vibrations around me like crazy and it felt like my hip was sticking up out of my body. So I'm pretty sure it was the actual third eye.

Eventually, I started to think that I could speak to my third eye via my tongue. It was able to talk to me. To cut to the point of this post, this subtle voice that is coming out of my tongue can actually speak to me a ton and is constantly annoying me and is able to produce this unbearable tension in my legs. It continuously makes death threats against me. It said that I was diabetic multiple times and a recent blood test showed that I was not creating enough glucose which terrifies me.

If anyone here knows of an expert that I can talk to, then please let me know. I preferably want to travel somewhere where there is an expert that can help me. Thank you.

Third eye opening is an irreversible action that completely changes the way you perceive reality. 

You do not have a third eye open. 

I do not think there are public instructions "how to open the third eye", otherwise there would be millions of people with an "opened third eye".
There are public instructions "imagine your third eye open" = that is it. Congratulations. 

Because so few have truly experienced it in the real world and understand how it functions. 
I have experienced it and I can tell that legitimate third eye opening process, takes about 2 years at the minimum of a daily intense training. 
 

You don't seem to know what you are doing. 
Which is not the best strategy if you do want to get it opened or develop any other ability and internal quality in this lifetime.

[stirling]

Nungali is right, this is a psychological problem, NOT a spiritual attainment of any kind. What you are saying does not go with any spiritual tradition any of us have heard of and there is a LOT of expertise here. There is no better idea about what to do, or better option than to seek medical and psychological aid. Please seek help.

 

I am locking this thread.