SodaChanh

Move to South East Asia.

There is no anchor really. Like Ramana Maharshi says the Heart is Reality. It is neither inside nor outside. Pointing out by a master makes this obvious at once. You see Reality.

Yes but... You see?

What is your next thought going to be?

I like this video on the Don't Know Mind

I have worked a bit on your situation with one of my healing tools. Hope it helps. I can suggest specific healing tools in PMs.

Not sure as it is pitch black in my bedroom during the night so I don't look at a clock or a timer.

Sounds more like emotional release. This is easy stuff. You can also do just sitting, everything will free up if you do it for a long time. I can channel special energies and consciousness to release stuck emotional stuff, it is worthwhile to do if one wishes to do so. Edit: I can point you to two healing systems you can learn for only approx 10 usd, yet they are worth much more in terms of emotional and mental freedom.

Sometimes when I woke up in the middle of the night I would practice the whole of dvd7 and then fall asleep. I would then in most cases have a lucid dream where I knew with 100% certainty it was a dream so no fear or any 'negative' emotion would arise. Very interesting for insight. The whole of FP increases libido I think. There is this deeply relaxing effect of FP which is unique. I sometimes feel like almost falling asleep while being awake while doing the med like GMDW does in his videos. For mental clarity just about any FP med would do since the energy clears away any disturbance in the mind in my opinion. Don't give up, just keep going, the proof is in the results 😊

Sending unconditional love is a purification practice, nothing wrong with that. Though forcing how you feel towards a certain situation is contrary to being natural. From Namkhai Norbu: This non resistance to whatever arises is easiest when having had a pointing out to self liberate phenomena.

What is so disappointing?

A new research paper comes out. Pretty soon after we have chatgpt with millions of users. And you are saying science is in decline. What is the logic behind that? I see denial of things happening. Science is actually moving forward while you are saying it is decline.

You have not understood the Transformer architecture from Google? https://research.google/blog/transformer-a-novel-neural-network-architecture-for-language-understanding/ No, not only hardware. That above paper should puncture a hole in your argument, thus you cannot say science is in decline.

Your thinking is wrong, just because I cannot name a person doesn't mean science is in decline. You do know LLMs? The breakthrough came from Google. So how can you say science is in decline when machine learning and LLMs have had big breakthroughs?

I know a guy working for the local space institute that I would find a good candidate. No, science is not failing, sorry to disappoint you.