So I realized I'm a Satanist.

[Cobie]

 

40 minutes ago, Cadcam said:

… my soul …

You are the only one in control of your soul. All the rest is your own imagination. Be well. 
 

 

[Cadcam]

I've come to accept that humans are not inherently moral. We are driven first by hunger and security, then lust. As we age we receive training that instills moral character. This training has been developed by saintly thinkers. I wonder if we aren't manufactured by a much older society, that already found a way to overcome the death and need for bodies, and programed our species to easily learn. I certainly know there is something else out there, and as a child, had voices that guided and inspired me. I've also witnessed that spirits can speak through me, and control my body. 

 

Ultimately I think all is Chaos, with the gods bringing order. 

[Nungali]

Hang on - were you not playing at being an enlightened Buddhist that dropped desire  ( and was congratulated for it )  last Sunday ? 

 

 

 

and  for months previous,  lamented that you sit around doing nothing and thinking nothing due to 'spirit invasions /  something putting wires in your head / other 'stuff' .

 

Now back to being a Satanist   again  ?  

[Cadcam]

I'm an independent thinker, a monk of my own design. I don't ascribe to any system but my own.

[Nungali]

9 hours ago, Cadcam said:

I'm an independent thinker, a monk of my own design. I don't ascribe to any system but my own.

 

I thought you sat in a room all day with no thoughts ... thats what you often claim .

 

and in this thread you claimed to be a satanist  ... they have 'monks now'  ?  

Edited December 24, 2025 by Nungali

[Cadcam]

If you read my post, that was in my past. 

[Nungali]

I am reading the thread title of the thread you created and continue to post in . 

[steve]

Someone very close to me is a Satanist and an active member of The Satanic Temple.

He is one of the more authentic and compassionate people I know.

 

https://thesatanictemple.com/

[Nungali]

That's a different type ... Caddie belongs to the   ' Cadcam  Buddhist Reformed Satanic Temple of Sitting Around and  Doing and Thinking Nothing ' .

[Cadcam]

I never claimed to be Buddhist and if you read the first entry of this post, it clearly defines what i think Satanism is.

 

And yes, I sit and think nothing quite a bit, and do very little.

[Nungali]

I already read it  ; 

 

You seem to think it is ;

 

'' ... a rebellious, and lawless person. .... calling out "Satan be my god" .... stopped going to church,... this spirit was giving me lessons on chaos and order, .... decided to cause chaos...I used to harness this idea of chaos, as I would interact with others. It gave me a spiritual strength. Eventually I found myself manipulating energy with my mind. It was a form of magic. ..'' 

 

 

[Cadcam]

Yup, you got it right.