Indiken

Thank You, Sir. I think, You should not answer anymore to me. Because I will not stop to answer You soon. Be well. AL.

Thank You, Sir. I am Sorry, but I do not find any substance in the material You did provide Dindin. By substance I mean the mechanical and objective view of the what can be called "illness". I think reasons are not important, but I desire more substance like this: Questioner: How does an individual go about balancing himself? What is the first step? Ra: I am Ra. The steps are only one; that is, an understanding of the energy centers which make up the mind/body/spirit complex. This understanding may be briefly summarized as follows: The first balancing is of the Malkuth, or Earth, vibratory energy complex, called the red-ray complex. An understanding and acceptance of this energy is fundamental. The next energy complex which may be blocked is the emotional or personal complex, also known as the orange-ray complex. This blockage will often demonstrate itself as personal eccentricities or distortions with regard to self-conscious understanding or acceptance of self. The third blockage resembles most closely that which you have called ego. It is the yellow-ray or solar plexus center. Blockages in this center will often manifest as distortions towards power, manipulation, and other social behaviors concerning those close and those associated with the mind/body/spirit complex. Those with blockages in these first three energy centers, or nexi, will have continuing difficulties in ability to further their seeking of the Law of One. The center of heart, or green ray, is the center from which third-density beings may springboard, shall we say, towards infinite intelligence. Blockages in this area may manifest as difficulties in expressing what you may call universal love or compassion. The blue-ray center of energy streaming is the center which, for the first time, is outgoing as well as inpouring. Those blocked in this area may have difficulty in grasping the spirit/mind complexes of its own entity and further difficulty in expressing such understandings of self. Entities blocked in this area may have difficulties in accepting communication from other mind/body/spirit complexes. The next center is the pineal or indigo-ray center. Those blocked in this center may experience a lessening of the influx of intelligent energy due to manifestations which appear as unworthiness. This is that of which you spoke. As you can see, this is but one of many distortions due to the several points of energy influx into the mind/body/spirit complex. The indigo-ray balancing is quite central to the type of work which revolves about the spirit complex, which has its influx then into the transformation or transmutation of third density to fourth density, it being the energy center receiving the least-distorted outpourings of love/light from intelligent energy and having also the potential for the key to the gateway of intelligent infinity. The remaining center of energy influx is simply the total expression of the entity’s vibratory complex of mind, body, and spirit. It is as it will be, “balanced” or “imbalanced” has no meaning at this energy level, for it gives and takes in its own balance. Whatever the distortion may be, it cannot be manipulated as can the others and, therefore, has no particular importance in viewing the balancing of an entity. Be well. AL.

Thank You, Sir. I cannot resist to offer my perspective again. Be well. AL.

Thank You, Sir. I share with You my perspective.

How do Buddhists explain mental illness? Be well. AL.

Everything I say is only my opinion, so be careful. I mean that it is natural for You to be angry. Contact sports are a good way to use this anger fruitfully. You see, every organ in the human body has an "opening" in the face, which shows the state of the organ. The thick eyebrows, I think, means that your state of the liver is good and healthy. I know one good book about this in english. This healthy liver can experience strong anger. It desires anger, so to speak. I know people who have thin and greyish eyebrowns. Theirs anger is quite pathetic and they feel tired after easily. I am not a doctor, but earlier when I searched for answers, I did amateurishly practice accupresure. There are various points in the meridians. My experience is that they can alleviate Your condition, but not solve it. The problems are not in Qi I think. If there are "problems", so to speak, these problems are deep in the self. I am quite ignorant, so You have to take my words with caution. I did not try these things. But everyone is speaking from their perspective, so to say. It might be that they do not really understand what is going on with You. Nor do I. Everyone is unique, although have has the same basic makeup. I did need to view the definition of agnostic. So be cautios. In other forum I just threw everything "bad" I had openly. People responded very gently. I thought, that this way I will "remove" unwanted things. And guess what, these things I do worry about did not dissapear. I realized, that what I fear, keep repressed and running away from, in reality, I want it to happen. What a relief. For example I fear criticism, but deep inside I want people to criticise me. Strange huh? Life is not "safe" by my definition and is risky in essence. I think to try any of the esoteric traditions is risky. Even in Qigong an injury can occur. The more with the mental disciplines of Daoism. I think that all answers You need are inside Yourself. Again I am newbie and young. For me writting in the forums is one of the ways to do what I feared, but wanted to do. Be well. AL.

Hello, Sir. I too have anxiety, very strong anger and hostility to people. There are very "dark" thoughts, so to say. For example, when I have anger, my eyebrows are itching very much. Eyebrows are of the Liver and Anger is in the Liver. People with strong eyebrows tend to be angry more. They can withstand anger more. I have a question for You. Why do You think Qigong and Daoism will help You? I think this is a good start to answer this question. To clear the Delusions. Edit: I was once to the Accupunturist. The issues, he said, are in the very being of the self. Not in the Qi. Maybe he was a charlatan, but the idea is quite interesting. Be well. AL.

Again, I am interested how MCO does feel? Does it feels the same as You mentioned that qi feels - Light or Heat? Be well. AL.

This was not the answer I was expecting. Thank You for the lession. Be well. AL.

I remember once You said to me in a post that I was "educated", but lack real experience. Now I have the same idea about Your thoughts.

This leads me asking what are this alternate type of consciousness. At the start I thought it is mental illness. I do not know if You have any experience of similar. When it turns on, it seems that all personality, emotions, thoughts becomes peripherical, distant, not important. Only is left the feeling that one is not human, but simply consciousness.

For now I only know two of myself. One is the common, the other is impersonal, a deeper one. The first tap into this deeper "him" was while because of asking question "Who am I". Now "he" regularly, but randomly surfaces. I still think there is the third, the "real" self.

Interesting perspective. I simply thought desirelessness objectively lets one to access what can be called "inner" or "higher" self. Thus one can see the mysterious self or "Dao". I thought desire term contains - fame, wealth, sexuality, bodily functions - that which occupies mind and do not let to see the higher aspects of reality.

The light manifests itself. Green or purple it is. Strong Dragon hums in the right. Weak Tiger roars in the left. Sweet nectar steadily flows. Done, without doing. It is the way of the mystery. The cause is desire. The answer is awareness. Full of desire. So empty I feel. What a mystery it is.

Does qi has to be felt? If so, what is the feeling like? I think I felt qi. There was "qi" rising from dantian to lungs rythmically. This was inner breathing. Is this the right way to feel qi? I had the same feeling couple of days ago, yet could not keep handle of it. I think because I could not keep concentration stable.