Alone

[Albion]

Been alone now, for seven and one half years.

 

Wondering if it'll stay like this forever, 

 

Or if 'the Dark Enigma' will bring another lady,

 

my way, in spite of my fears.

 

Get tired of wondering, on some days.

 

Other days are filled with busyness, and the

 

thought recedes to the back of my mind.

 

Then it comes out of hiding, once again.

 

But honestly, right now, I'd settle for a friend,

 

who just lives close by.

 

We'd meditate, listen to music, drink tea, and maybe every once 

 

in a while, we'd Make Love.

 

Then I think that it's been seven and one half years,

 

since I Loved a woman, and for a very short while,

 

she Loved me in return.

 

Don't wanna be hurt again,

 

​Just lookin' for a friend.

 

To explore Autumn with, and watch the leaves fall to the ground.

 

Such a beautiful time to Fall in Love,

 

and watch the seasons change.

 

In November I turn 65. And I'd like to not be alone,

 

on my birthday.

 

Come on. I know that 'you' hear me!

 

​Is that askin' too much?

 

So, she'd better hurry up, cause I'm plain tired of being alone.

 

Do 'you' hear me, I said that I'm plain tired of being alone!

 

Nothing would make me happier, if for once, you'd show up, on time.

 

I'm waiting, but I've stopped watching....................the clock.

 

 

Edited September 28, 2016 by DifferentlyAbledDaoist

[Nungali]

Is this some sort of 'spell' ?  

 

 

...... what ever  happened  to that bum that used to lament the same way , lived with his Gramps and was a bout to take off on a bike ride cross-country ? 

[Albion]

Dear Nungali,

 

     Honestly, brother (I'm assuming that you're a guy), I've not done any spell work since the 1980's!  

 

However, if I thought that it might actually help with the above matter, I *might* consider it.

 

I did some witchy stuff back in 2002, but it was 'attuning stuff', not spell work.

 

I think that if I do some personal work on myself, it *might* help the whole thing happen in a good way!

 

 But I turn 65 on Samhain (Nov.1), and it'd be really nice to have some lovely lady to celebrate it with!  

 

 No, no spell work enclosed, just a Heart Wish. Might be near to THAT though!    You decide!

 

Peace,   Differently Abled Daoist

Edited September 28, 2016 by DifferentlyAbledDaoist

[Albion]

For those few romantic souls here, here is another beautiful version of the same song:

 

[roger]

DifferentlyAbledDaoist,

 

You can always just say (pray) to God, the Universe, the Self, your Higher Power, or whatever you think of as a supreme being or power, something like, "Please send me the right woman for me at the right time, and help me to have a wonderful relationship with her."

 

God answers ALL prayers, either with a yes or no.

Edited September 29, 2016 by roger

[Albion]

Dear Roger,

 

  Yes, brother I do do that (pray) sometimes it's difficult to think of Dao as anywhere near "God".

 

But, I'm a recovering drug addict, 29 years sober, and I can tell you that I did NOT do that alone!

 

But I think that Dao is very near to being like 'The Force' of the 'Star Wars' movies.

 

And the above poem is a prayer/plea spoken out loud, that is written down (and even accompanied by music  lol), for that very thing.

 

"Please send a woman my way, who will NOT judge me for being disabled, and who will Love me for the rest of my days/life  on earth".

 

 Thank you for writing, if you feel so led, YOU have my permission to ask for the above for me too.  

 

Some days, it's hard to keep going on alone. It's really as simple as THAT!  

 

Peace to you,  Differently Abled Daoist

Edited September 29, 2016 by DifferentlyAbledDaoist

[Rishi Das]

beautiful words, Differently Abled Daoist. i pray you find her/she finds you.

[Albion]

beautiful words, Differently Abled Daoist. i pray you find her/she finds you.

 

Thank you so much!  Heart touched!   D.A.D.

[roger]

D.A.D.,

 

I will certainly pray wholeheartedly that your wish come true.

[Albion]

​Thanks so much Roger!   D.A.D.