bradley

desperation, twerk. responded to wrong haiku grey hairs burn my brain

I feel, so unreal all pervading emptiness I do not exist

Maybe a little evil is okay... like I ate two donuts yesterday. There was this donut demon screaming in my ear and I embraced her, and I liked it... : ) There was nothing the broccoli deity could do to save me.

Has anyone seen come across any good/authoritative feng shui guides for the Year of the Fire Horse? (in Chinese is okay too). Did a google search cant find much, and half of them are contradictory. One says avoid bright light, the other says enhance bright lights. One says avoid south facing rooms, the other says activate the south...

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i feel for you dude! honestly maybe try taking a break from all this stuff for a while. Thats what ive been doing--living life exactly as it is, trying to stay healthy, work hard, and avoiding too much time on the internet.

maybe its supposed to be a play on words, like the "Dude"-hha, but thats like just my opinion man.

i think your describing pleasure. pleasure and happiness are different things in my book. i think the concept is if you abstain from excessive pleasure seeking, thats when root happiness can take hold. when not seeking pleasure for its own sake, it can also amplifies the pleasurable experiences that do arise naturally. its not that you avoid pleasure, you just dont seek it for its own sake. try avoiding all sugar for a week and see what it does to your pallette...

my weird thought. karma is basically like time. its the force connecting one state of being in one moment to the next. maybe then karma is basically the force of gravity per relativity... just weird thought i had.

cause of many emotional problems is dopamine imbalance--though easy to attribute to demons or something unworldly like that because it takes away your own personal responsibility in the matter. engaging in pleasurable stimulation exacerbates the downward cycle. the cycle is improved though abstinence and pain. Rigorous physical exercise is a good way to improve the cycle. Simple zen meditation too. Hard work too. Internet scrolling bad.