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Im going to keep it kinda short here because I've literally told this story to a hundred plus people and so far all I found out is there is something called kundalini... and apparently I experienced it... its a real thing that I physically experienced and afterwards real things happened that I experienced that I wont be able to prove to anybody I guess who doesnt know what this is. SOOOO 2 years ago... I was meditating in order to visit the universal library which I had been to before (also on accident) and instead I ended up in a void that was nearby but not on earth but not too far away (like another galaxy) there was an entity i sensed nearby behind to the right of me... in this place i say its a void because there was no sound, no light, no sensation of any kind that i was familiar with... but some how my mind knew or felt or sensed things. This entity was carrying a great burden on their heart and I felt the weight of the burden and I asked (with my mind?!??? no sound/words) if it wanted help or if it was okay... To which i sensed it TURN and LOOK at me like OVER me where I felt like it could see all of my being and non of me was hidden away. It replied: "How can you sense me? And how are you here?" I said: "Ummm.... I dunno... but are you okay? Would you like me to help you?" It replied: "Creatures like you... dont care about others..." I said: "Well I could walk with you and and try to help you with your burden?" It replied: "This burden isnt for you... it isnt possible for you to carry or help with it" I said: "even a little bit? I could try to carry alittle" (something occurs that i cant remember until some months later) It reaches out and touches me somehow... NOW THIS IS WHERE IT GETS CRAZY I immediately wake up, out of meditation or whereever I was and Im SCREAMING as I feel 10,000 volts of electricity (like lighting hit my spine) going up into my brain... where it felt like a plasma fire was lit and everything was bright... I fall over on my bed and dont move for like maybe 1 or 2 hours just crying... and eventually i get up and look around wondering WTF just happened. I have no idea if this is relevant but i have this mark on my forhead somebody says its a TIKKA or TIKKI mark or something... its a divet in my forhead that looks like one of those marks people put there in India... some guy just told me that was relevant. its a permanent mark or birth defect or something... had it my entire life /shrug so basically this happened 2 years ago... and i just found out like 6 months ago that kundalini is a thing... and it seems nobody I've talked to really has any ideas for me or pretty tells me nothing useful... or they say... you gota find somebody who knows more! so i dunno who knows more or can explain this to me... oh... and this entity would visit me from time to time and I would call her mother for some reason... and we would laugh or thing things and play little games... the last time she visited me was this past month and she told me some things about 3iAtlas... and she sang me a song while placing some images in my mind. so riddle me this please... also i was an athiest until about a year after this occured...