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I had a strange (possible) realization lately, but first I'd like to ask how many of you have what I have - a frequent feeling of some kind of energy flowing around the third eye and/or forehead or somewhere there, a bit as if your blood was magnetically moved around. A former 'Kunlun Nei Gung buddy' told me that's common and not to be focused on. In any way, what I thought is: While according to a Ba Zi analysis, me being prosperous wood, probably dry due to much fire, I should seek out water and not put so much fire into my head, fire in my head is what developed my mind so well, and people with an overabundance of their day master element are supposed to be giving anyway. So I am now considering that I have given that overabundance of wood as fuel for a sustainable bright fire in my head. That magnetic feeling in my head has been there - on and off - ever since I received a red phoenix transmission from Max, the phenomenon itself quite marvelous/special in my dull life, sitting there in plain sight and accompanying me through many years, not fading - kind of like Max said, you continue your training where you left off. Over the years I've come to resent the idea of creating balance in all your skillsets, especially when you cannot afford that luxury. Success often comes from focusing on your strengths. This might be unwise only when you cannot rely on other people. Sadly that might be the case with me, but I am hesitant to build on that, because lack of support from others around me also means I don't have the energy to become an allround master. I am considering to continue a focused practice of red phoenix (especially since certain symbology might point me towards that) and amplify that strength of the mind. As above so below, so by trying to balance these things out, I might only be tying my feet in the dull middle, when instead I should build up an extreme in order to create a breakthrough, an opening that then can balance things out. Playing with extremes fits my true self very much anyway.