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Are you saying that Truth can be truth 50% of the situations and a lie 50% of the situations? I could agree on that.

All of the people who wished to gain mass(the ones I personally know) were just uncomfortable with the body they already had. Gaining muscles, even after years of training, they still didn't feel content with the body they had. Even after several injuries, they continued their lifting of weights, because the pain felt addicting. Most of these people got very big and muscled, then felt ashamed as they found out why they did it. Every muscle in your body will seem like a scar that you have enforced upon yourself at some point in your life. Its not that bad, but its still a thing to consider before you do mass gaining. Don't be discontent with the body you have... Take care of it and it will give you the experience of a lifetime. Never allow other people to judge your body for you. Girls think they want muscles, women know they crave for a man. You're a man, no matter what size.

1. There is not one everlasting truth 2. Truth changes 3. Constantly change your truth to compliment the environment 4. Flow trough diffrent truth's with little effort as possible, choose the replacement wisely with efficiency as your intent 5. When you latch on to one truth, you will suffer 6. When you have no truth, you will be uncertain 7. When you're comfortable with uncertainty, you will create truth 8. When you latch on to your creation you will suffer 9. When you smell the scent of flowers while taking a dump, you will have mastered the Art of Truth 10. Stay far away from nobility... This is not truth, this is an order, maggot! My wish is your command!! ...Is the truth of the commander. 11. I am more then 10 is the truth of 11 12. We can take out 3 lions is the truth of 12 intiatied African tribesmen with spears 13. I'm afraid to expose my genitals on this friday night, is the truth of a person who is paranoid on the 13th day of the month 14. This list never ends, thus it never began 15. You actually never read this 16. No, you didn't... 17. No, you're making it up yourself! 18. Everything is 0 19. See? Thats your imagination... To me everything is awesome 20. minus 10 is the amount of noble truths 21. is the number you didn't expect to end the list with

There are no words for Tao. I do not understand it, my mind cannot grasp it. Yet this nothing puts me at peace. All storms make way for sunshine and rain is brought to drought. I cannot give or show Tao to other people. I can only hint at Tao or use Tao to do good or bad stuff. For example, I use Tao to calm down people or show them the way in that moment. Using the Tao to calm my self down so that I can calm others down or using the Tao to create energy you can spend in good or useful ways. We can use Tao for many things, good or bad. We can keep using it all our lifes, everyone can. It is a great way to develop your body. It seems that the real spiritual developement starts by not using Tao anymore. To embrace non action and move closer to Tao. The more things we want to do the more things are left undone. Not in a way that we want to do them, but in a way that things should not be left undone. Everything at all times should be done at the same time. Yet when we stop using Tao we actually become Tao ourselves! There is no end to these cycles it seems. The moment you try to end the cycle, you create a new one instantaneously. We are all trapped in Tao. Why? Because it has a name. When the creator of a mirror is a mirror, there is no knowing where Reality is. Whatever happened, we're trapped here and we're trapped in the next. Do you know how to free yourself from this fractal?

You want a whopper with cheese? I'm afraid that green pill didn't really work.

The concepts you spoke of resonated very much with me. It doesn't seem like nonsense to me. I know that there is wisdom there that cannot be easily put into words, hence all the paradoxical teachings. I checked out a youtube video on the experience of Vajrayana and it seems allot like the experience I've had, without guidance on some lucky occasion. Is it about being without identity yet having every identity all at the same time? Or something similar. What do you mean with "without the right understanding"?

That its secret doesn't make me not want to learn about it. Any leaks on the internet on Vajrayana?

How do we become enlightened? Or how do we realize our light?

Thanks for replies everyone. They're all great. I think so I am. I think not so I am not?

I managed to recall a dream while it was fresh in my mind. I was in a house where I slept. Went to the bathroom to piss. Like always, I was aware, more then usual. I could not seperate one thing around me from this reality. So trying to see how this reality is fake, I fail. Thus, trying to see how the dream is fake I fail aswell. Anyone has a better way of distinguishing realities? Maybe using a firestone to reflect the dream, or a very complex symbol that is hard to reproduce in the dreamworld? I tried to read a word in a dream. Rereading it, the word remain exactly the same. Does this mean my dreams get better at conveying words over time? Would reading a sentence also remain the same in a dream when you have read it 500 time in your waking hours? Or do sentences work all the time?

I hope you guys can remain open enough to atleast talk about this. This is not really science. I'm simply trying to digg in my subconscious and make it conscious. Basicly, there are all allot of patterns in everything. Look at your hands. Are they really yours? We recognize them as being the same hand troughout all our lives. Yet this is just one hand out of infinite you have had and will have. Every single moment you have a new pair of hands. This is so obvious that we have become oblivious to this fact. You sit comfortably in your home, thinking that it is the home you have always come to know. It is not. This home has changed so much over time, yet you see more similarities then diffrences. This is because of a flaw in your memory. Everything that you own is not yours, but it is all from your past life. The only thing that never changes is us. The energy. The energy that moves the body and feels love. When you die, you will simply wake up from the dream you were having. Yet you remain a sleep in that dimension aswell. You will crave yet again to return to this beautiful dream you were having one more time. There were so many things you didn't do yet! So you return within the dream and you think its real again, so you again forget to recall the reason you are here! We keep forgetting and remain stuck in this rat race! The only way to recall your purpose here is to wake up. But if we wake up, that means death. Death to your identity in this reality that you have come to accept. So suicide wont really help. It will wake you up, but you will just crave to return again, because you did not fulfill your purposr here. So you will go asleep again and start a new life here in this dream. So, how do we wake up, while still remaining within this dream? Obviously, fear does not help the waking up process. To little fear kills you and you wake up too much! Unless you can remain fearless, accept you're in a dream yet stay occupied by the dream at the same time. Pretend that this is all real while you know it is fake. We have to stay in between the dream and waking state. So that we can do whatever we want here without having fear limit us. In between life and death. Like Bruce Lee would say, learn to die while still allive. But how? Has anyone done this, and how to go about doing this? I'm not really worried about wasting this dream, since we will all eventually wake up. I just want to wake up now, without dieing, so that I can take more from this dream. Please understand that I am looking for exact words that will work everytime I apply them. I have woken up many times in my life and left all kind of messages of remembering that I am asleep. When I read my own message towards my self, it makes no sense! All that I can extract from the message is to die! I have to denie my own existance! Yet I was alive when I wrote it. How did I die while still remaining alive? I cannot recall the transition. I can only recall the stages where I was already awoke. It was very lucid and my ability to predict to communicate with my subconscious was incredible. I wish to write music one time in this woken stage. First I have to recall how I woke up. I just recall that I was like "this is all a dream!" Yet I was not afraid, but I did not end my life either! I was still dreaming while woken up. I hope with more experience can help me reproduce this. I just try to say to say to myself that this is all fake and a dream. I cannot do it. All I can think of is the afterlife. I only desire death and become afraid of life when I think all is fake. It becomes a nightmare. How do I accept all fakeness yet remain fearless? It cab be really scary to walk around really confused. Where everyhing you knew turns out to be fake. I'm also afraid of waking up completely, in the form of death. I was not afraid of this when I did manage to pull of the dieing while still remaining alive thing! Everytime I pull it of, all I can think of is analyzing the experience so that I can reproduce it. I just can't write it down! The only thing I manage to convey trough words is death... Like some kind of total egoless state. That is basicly death... How on earth can we die while still remaining alive? Because in all my lucid experiences I keep wriing this fact down, in diffrent words, over and over again. Yet I do not recalling any death prior to reaching the egoless state. How can this be? Does this mean we can never write down the thing that took away our ego without taking us out of this dream, by waking us up trough death? So you try to word it. See how deep thinkers you guys are. One theory of mine, is this: In order to wake up, you must first go to sleep. So we can train ourselves at night, while sleeping, to wake up without having the dream fade away. Basicly, this is really hard because once you fall asleep you will forget your purpose of waking up up within the dream. Do you see the similarity here? As above, so below... Does this mean we are current living in Hell or does my fear of waking up bound my soul this place of eternal recycling and mandlebrot.

Sure. Its already dificult face to face. I just wanted to make sure that the spiritual realm is rooted in nothing.

EDIT: Ok... I watched part 1-3 from this Tom Campbell NYC master workshop series. My mind was just blown away.... Is Tom Campbell a unification theorist? My neurons just got an orgasm!

Good thing we can reduce our time thinking by thinking together

Elegant, simple on the surface, infinitely complex underneath. There is no end to its mystery. I will never be able to accomplish this simple task that requires no action...

I think thats pretty much as far as we can get with words. So its not emotional nor intellectual? When I try to reach this consciousness I start to daydream... I can't really ask for advice I guess, because only I can teach my self to bring about a radical change in consciousness, right?

Wait a minute... Isn't he talking about daydreaming?

Cool. Thanks for the link. Never heard from Tom Campbell before.

The senes were very vivid and sensitive, yet I was not really dwelling in them. I had control over my perceptions. Infact, I was observing my perceptions and guiding them from a higher place. I think what you say might be a way to wake up, if not atleast make live allot more vivid. Thanks for the great post. Nagarjuna? Never heard of him/her. I'll look it up

Adding no mind stuff to perception! That is what it felt like aswell... My perceptions were the source of all thoughts. Or something like that

So basicly you are saying that the ego is trance, and the bigger our ego is the deeper our trance is? I think thats pretty much what I think... Some people are clueless to their ego's or believe sysytems or reality or trance. Sometimes I try to induce this artificial ego or trance by fixating my thoughts on one specific certain idea or concept. Then slowly as my mind integrates and aligns with it in layers, I get this trance. When playing a piano, I sometimes get in trance and play extremely good. Self-induced trance of focusing your awareness on a specific topic. The trance starts with PIANO. Then you add FINGERS. Then SPEED, TEMPO is added. VOLUME is attracted by this fixated perception, trance or believe system. Slowly the trance grows like a tumor while you only focus on PIANO. It keeps growing with PIANO at the center. Soon you have this Great Trance where you play great Piano and you become proud of your the ego you've created

Yeah, I don't like discussions either! How about a conversation?

Thanks for mentioning Rene. I looked up some of her posts and found this: "Boundarilessness means both, same time, all" Thats what I mean with everything at the same time. So all time frames are included in all of history. Most people think egolessness is nothing, others think it is one thing. It is actually all things together, unified, yet not merged. It is the relationship of all the diffrent things. The connections between them. My birth date calculated and converted to the mayan calendar I find something amazing. I'm the number 13 and daysign of Muluc/Toj. Muluc(a sign of harmony, balance, equilibrium) embodies not only the power, freedom and inner peace that these states of grace carry, but also all the of the struggles and challenges we go trough to achieve and maintain them in our lives. Gratitude for all balance and atone any disequilibrium. It says this: "When the profound currents of passion and purpose that define the human experience are guided with the highest grace and intention of the human mind, you attain the absolute in all that you seek." This sums up exactly what I've been trying to say ever since I began my spiritual journey. I discovered that with highest grace and intention guiding the passion and purpose I could attain anything. How to do this, I did not know. It just happened on some lucky occasions and I keep trying to put this highest intention and grace into words. Is Tao perhaps the underlying Intention of all things?

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If you did not see the film, zeitgeist and addendum and zeitgeist moving forward. Spread the word. If you think this is too naive or too idealistic, the movie will show you the opposite. You don't have to accept it, just consider it as an possible reality. Where the people resist the most, their inner treasure can be found. This movement is peaceful and strives to change the values of people on a global scale. One that does not limit the constructive technological progress that serves humanity. I think this Zeitgeist Movement is at the frontline of this global revolution. This is the real quick version: