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  1. True Christianity vs Convenient Weakness

    Yeah, and it is your own flow! Of who YOU truely are. So you're basically getting smacked by the greater you who you are truely ment to be, because that being is unwaveringly in full alignment with that which you might call Source or God. Because just like Source or God your soul is still non-physical, and you're all your physical life connected to it, the resistance only comes from your physical being yeah. Your soul never offers a single thought of resistance. So your physical being can have resistance to that flow of all things good, but you would feel your energy motional discord emmediatly in the form of negative emotion. That is why you need not fear, because you got fear to let go of fear. But if you ignore your emotions, yes, then you truely need fear, because otherwise you're gonna attract endless of painful physical experiences, untill you let go of that which causes fear. And then you will be like one of those who gets burned alife, and you will say, that the fire is not painful. It is just the idea or believe that you are not loved is what truely is the source of all the pain. So you instantly let go, and return to your natural state of joy ever so more fully. When you realise that nothing can hurt as much as a simple emotion. So an eternity of suffering can happen in 1 second.
  2. True Christianity vs Convenient Weakness

    Very simple. Because God cannot forgive, because God has never blamed anyone to begin with. God is not a human being like Jesus. The word God can represent something physical. So understand that Source is actually non-physical, infinite intelligence. You might think of loving light, or lightning or electricity, it makes no mistake, always follows the path of least resistance, it is always perfect and yet ever expanding, eternal and infinite. Our true nature, even right here and now, we are extension of all of that.
  3. True Christianity vs Convenient Weakness

    So how does one consciously let go? By becoming aware of it! A habbit made conscious becomes a choice, and now it's gone, it no longer exists... So when you die, you will hold on so tightly to your memories and identity, that you become aware of your habbit to keep holding on to this particular idea of who you are. And then it's gone. You literally don't have to do ANYTHING to let go of this life and die. All you have to do, is stop doing the thing that prevents you from going and being free. And the death experience is simply the path of least resistance for most people to remember that they have a choice, and that this isn't all real, just any less than a habbit being real. It's just something you keep choosing, that you forgot you're choosing, so you keep doing it, and not being aware of it, you keep doing it, untill poof, you become aware of it, the habbit is instantly gone. Because you recognized the moment when you chose it. And it is the awareness and consciousness that restores it instantly into perfect natural bliss.
  4. True Christianity vs Convenient Weakness

    Yeah, we all have something that rings our bells. And the purpose is to love God, because God is that which calls us forth evermore, on our ever so unique individual journey, always along the path of least resistance, hence God is always have been given the highest of names. And yet so deep and personally relevant for all of humanity and all things in creation aswell, which can come to know all of that it is through all the things that is all the more of all that it is not. And to realise that the purpose of all the experience is a good purpose, to remind us, of our purpose then evermore. As creation is eternal and infinite, truely ever expanding, as is God, and thus calling us forth evermore, towards all that we are evermore in our ever becoming. So here we are, but mostly we are still non-physical, coming from the Source of all things in creation, which is purely divine and perfect and ever expanding and ever becoming, just as we are. So we are a part of that, and to not forget, we can never forget who we are because we have a heart that will remind us of our purpose at all times, of God's infinite and eternally expanding knowing. And how can you know, and follow your heart, unless you have an experience of that which is who you are not? So bless every evil, and use it simply as an opportunity to come to know yourself ever so more fully and greaterly, in all the good you are as God has created you to be and for the purpose of your ever more becoming of the evermore greater becoming of it all. For even as you do so, you allow everyone around you to do so more fully aswell. As they will also receive your reflection more fully, more prestine more whole. And thus they can come to know themselves ever so more fully aswell, through your leading edge example of your own ever greater becoming. And so we can find benefit in all the reflections of all the beings that is all of who we are not aswell. And so yes, we are all neighbours. And we're all on this journey together. And God's creation is truely one of co-creation. For if you truely were ment to be one thing only, you would only be one thing, and everything would be it, and so you would be everything, and there would be no experience, so no growth, no reflection, and so no ever becoming, and so no eternity and no infinity. So God's ever becoming is through all of us, and everything, as we are the leading edge extensions of all that which we call non-physical source of all creation. But God is not limitted by any particular form. Truely limitless, infinite and eternal, and omnipresent and omni empowered. and omni knowing. And we can know our alignment with our eternal nature and true origin of our source and purpose here in this life, through our heart, which indicates our alignment, more, or less, in each and every single moment of our every life experience, and our focus and attention. For the purpose of our ever greater realisation and its ever more becoming, and the allowing of it, as God calls us forth towards it evermore. Through all of its creation and through us aswell and with us aswell. And so we can bless every experience we have, for it is all part of the ever greater self realisation. Every single experience, is always the most perfect experience for you to have right now. For the purpose of your furthering growth. And if there's something you want, for the purpose of coming to love God ever so more fully in the moment, and you think it is not here right now. Just imagine again, what you think you want. And you will realise, that it feels good to think about it, in the way you feel you want to experience it ever so more fully. But know, that what you have, is the joy and love of that experience, that is already available for you here and now. For you can and will always recognize your path thus then through your unconditional joy, to allow the path of least resistance towards all that it is you truely are ment to become and be evermore so fully. And the way in which is present in your life right now, is how God's giving it unto you! And so it is through infinite wisdom that you have it in the way you have it now. And no matter how small it may seem to you, it is always gonna be endlessly bigger than all that you think it might have to be, for God's truely infinite in wisdom, and God's creation is truely infinite in nature. So understanding the limitations of the mind, we allow our entire physical being to work in harmony and hand in hand, mind and heart and body. So we think for the purpose of feeling, and we feel for the purpose of being. Thus allow yourself to walk the path of least resistance, and enjoy your life more fully, whatever life you find yourself in. For you can always imagine what you might think joy to be, and thus you can always feel what you feel joy to be, and so you can always be what you feel it to be evermore so fully, evermore. For if you allow it to be the perfect life it already is, you will always see the path of your eternal journey is always right in front of you, as all the infinite and ever expanding might of God has created it to be for you here and now, for the perfection of your unique and individual life experience, for the ever calling forth of your being, for your ever more becoming. And even when you think you might be experiencing something you do not want, it is there simply to serve you, for you to come to a more full realisation of who it is you truely are, so in a way you can become it, and no longer need to keep reminding yourself of who you are, for you are thus then evermore being it in your ever greater allowance of your very own ever greater becoming, ever more. And there is nothing but joy, for you to be realised here, for the love of God and for the love of all of God's creation for the purpose of coming to love God evermore, as God's evermore loving you through all of God's creation aswell.
  5. Can you atleast explain how I can contact my clones? I do love the idea. So if you could tell me how, I'd love to try it out.
  6. Yeah that's also a good way to put it. But ofcourse, it depends on who you say it to. Maybe someone is really used to focusing negatively. Then paying positive attention will not give them the benefit of shifting their habbit of thought patterns that they've already established. So sometimes, you might better say, just focus on what you want. Cause even in positive attention exists this contrast of something wanted and unwanted, as in all things that exist. So rather going conditional, go unconditional, and primarily care about how you feel, emotionally, as that is your true indication, of your alignment with your soul in the moment or not.
  7. You cannot ignore it, because you care primarily about how you feel, as that emotion is your primary indication of wether or not your energy motional state of being is in alignment with your souls greater knowing in the moment of your focusing, or not. So both negative and positive emotions are of tremendous value. For how can you know what you want, unless you know what it is you don't want? Your mind exists only for the purpose of focusing amidst the variety of contrasting things, to come to preference, and enjoy unyielding purpose, value, meaning and joy and love and freedom and knowledge evermore, as you allow your unique individual life's purpose to be fulfilled. By allowing yourself to live a life of joy. By allowing your self to feel better. By allowing yourself to focus more often on what it is you do want in life, which will always feel better, and better evermore.
  8. A belief is just a thought that you keep thinking, so it groes expands and becomes easier to continue to think. If the believe feels bad, it will continue to feel worse. If it feels good, it will continue to feel better. Whenever you activate those thought patterns which are like unto it. So cultivating positive emotion, simply think about what you want, all of the time, you'll feel positive all of the time, which is also your indication that your energy motional being is in perfect aligned with your souls greater knowing of infinite intelligence and clarity and knowing clearly your highest purpose here in this life. So, What you prefer. What you enjoy. And love. What makes you feel good. And you got your emotions to tell the difference. So if you feel bad, well, there is your cue, you are thinking about something you don't want, and are in the process of joining it. So what is it that you do want? You simply allow whatever the focused upon thing that feels bad, to serve you. Allowing your heart to guide you. So you don't want it, what is it that you DO want? Or prefer. It's a very simple and easy thing to do, to shift your focus, for the purpose of evermore fulfillment and realisation of your highest purpose here in this life, and your highest joy, and value and being. The difficulty is often in continueing to focus on what you don't want. And attempting to tolerate negative and painful emotion, which is an unnatural thing to do. So allow yourself to feel good, and allow your life to thus then become also good, because you do deserve it.
  9. Valentine's Day Sucks!!!

    Interesting. So the father actually never had a say in it. Hmmm.
  10. The Small Creatures

    Yeah but your soul doesn't look at it that way at all. It allows, ETERNALLY, UNCONDITIONALLY, EVERY SINGLE PATH to become part of your very own evermore received guided open path of least resistance, UNCONDITIONALLY. It doesn't say, well... But this isn't as good as that. It doesn't care about any condition at all! Because it knows your direct path towards the full blown realisation of all that is who you truely are ment to be the evermore becoming of evermore, in every single path and condition in and of and as life, UNCONDITIONALLY, meaning, regardless of any condition, under any and ALL conditions! And it does so through your excitement, which is the indication of the entire journey evermore! The guidance of your soul that you receive 24/7, if you are willing to listen to your highest excitement, joy, passion, love, freedom, empowerment, knowledge, eagerness, willingness. If you are willing to focus yourself, to what does excite you, and what does represent your highest purpose and if you are willing to ACT accordingly AS BEST AS YOU CAN, WITH ZERO EXPECTATION WHATSOEVER ON ANY OUTCOME WHATSOEVER. Move towards it with full faith and trust and are willing to show the universe that YOU are WILLING to allow yourself to be who it is you truely are ment to be the evermore ever becoming of. Then you evermore allow EVERY single CONDITION to serve you absolutely in the best possible way, of allowing you to refocus even more ongoingly higher frequency and evermore so specifically and expanded awareness into itself expanding the resolution and full blown realisation of all the specific life experiences that are truely of your highest value, meaning and purpose in life, and excitement and love and joy! And it's so easy when you just begin to take those first few steps and just enjoy your life unconditionally evermore. And allow the universe to show you how it can support you in all that you love, because you are willing to finally allow yourself to finally be who it is you are, so you will receive ongoingly evermore specific and fully more realised guidance by you evermore!
  11. Valentine's Day Sucks!!!

    Yeah but that is still irrelevant. You are too physically oriented, so you get stuck in your own web of thought, that doesn't necessarily have anything to do with your purpose in life here. That's why I ask, how does the idea of being loved make you feel? Because that is the true indication and guidance you are receiving, directly from your Source. And that feeling, if you follow it in every single moment, whatever it might be, with dedicated focus, with absolutely zero expectation on the outcome but rather allow the universe show you what your highest joy can truely be even as you are imagining it for the purpose of feeling it more fully and moving towards it more fully, whatsoever. meaning, you submit fully to your highest truth and being, under any and all conditions, under every single condition every here and now moment of your life, at your highest most FULLEST capability! in this life, then you will attract all the experience, knowledge and wisdom you NEED to fulfill you evermore in your endeavours of living your highest joy and purpose in life. But you have to be willing to give it your all, and show the universe atleast you are willing to do it! Then the universe will help you to do it! Sometimes, you have resistance, towards doing it, so show the universe, through your actions, ATLEAST IN SOME WAY that you are willing to follow your highest excitement, and focus on your true desire in every single waking moment of your life, and follow through with the actions that represent your highest excitement in the best possible way you can. For even if you fail to accomplish the ultimate goal, atleast do anything YOU CAN DO. Because that is and will forever be the only thing you ever need to do! Nothing more and nothing less! But if you have not even come to the point of even clarifying your desires... Well, again, imagine what you do want. A connection with God? Then go live it as best you can. Imagine it, how does it feel, what do you see as you are connected to god. Go with it. Go fully for it. And if you are dissapointed by the live you see here, refocus! Reset your mind, allow the conditions of your life to help you know what it is you do want. Isn't that tremendously valuable? And simple and easy to do? You go into a mall, you see many things you don't like, for example. You feel despair, at the meaninglessness of it all. So you think, where can I find true value then? And you imagine a beautiful open wide open space of heavenly nature and happy people. Then show the universe you deserve it, you are willing to believe, and take the first step! So you go outside in this scenario, and you find the heaven above you, beautiful clear open sky. And you allow that to be enough, because then you can find even more clear open beautiful space. And in no time, you're there, in the clear open beautiful sky. Where God is with everyone and everyone is happy. And you have the most amazing experience ever. Infact, you even connect with the people there on the most deep level possible. And all the life forms aswell. As all is this source of all creation. And so it all blesses you as your allowing yourself to be who you truely are blesses all of them aswell. So your excitement keeps getting more and more specific and poinyant. Then you come to the place where it is so clear, that your desire is right in front of you, and now you feel fear. So ignore it, and do ANYTHING that you CAN do and that you ARE willing to do. Make an attempt to show your willingness at the very least to be willing to be who you truely are, even tho you doubt you deserve to be. Why? Because then the universe can show you why you DO deserve it! Remember, if you make one step towards God, God always makes 10 or hundred more steps towards you. And know that your physical mind isn't designed to see the complete picture, or even to create the entire reality. Your imagination and thought mind only exist for the purpose of focusing between this or that amongst the contrasting variety. So as to come closer to your specific desire. In all of the freedom that you are evermore. You imagine for the purpose of feeling it, and thus then becoming a more specific antenna for receiving the reality you are summoning towards you by your willing to ACT on your highest joy and excitement and passion, that you have been capable of allowing yourself to feel through your imagination. And thus then you can continue to feel it ever so more fully, if you do the things and move towards that vision as best as you can in any way you CAN do it. Again, even the tiniest step, is the entire step. The first step, represents all the steps of the entire journey. It is literally that easy. Only when you make it more difficult for yourself, by insisting it has to be, well, then, you just insist you don't deserve it, and the universe will just accept your choice and love you unconditionally and support you in all of your choices unconditionally evermore. You are so loved, you're allowed to believe that you're not loved. That doesn't mean you're not actually loved. But you have to be willing to take the first step in showing the universe you are now willing to allow yourself to be loved. By moving towards your preference. By feeling it more fully and thus then clarifying your identifying of it by moving ever so much more closer to it as best as you CAN do. So you might want to negotiate here and there with whatever resistance your fear mind has, to make compromises and continue further. But ideally, this will just again be another permission slip for you, as are all tools and techniques. And will just seperate you more fully from who it is you truely are. And evermore deserve to be the evermore becoming of. So you simply don't need it. Unless you insist. In that case, I would say, make up your permission slips as you go. Invent your own on the go in every moment. Because your imagination is the most capable of inventing the most custom tailored permission slips that work the most best way specifically for you. So even then, you don't need anyone else to tell you how to be who it is you truely are ment to be evermore. And live the life that is the absolute most fulfilling life for YOU. And no one else.
  12. Valentine's Day Sucks!!!

    Irrelevant. Both at the same time.
  13. Valentine's Day Sucks!!!

    If you imagine the most preferrable relationship you can imagine in this moment, How does that vision make you feel? You are right now in that relationship, how does it make you feel? Can you describe it emotionally?
  14. Check out my fractals

    See, I knew you were a magician. All of russia is truely magical.
  15. Check out my fractals

    Did you know, our imagination is a fractal? It is our window to all that exists. Use it wisely, and you are free evermore. I magi nation. A nation of magicians. Just like you. I do not fear anyone, because I do not need to harm anyone in order to allow myself to be free. And enjoy my own freedom evermore in doing so. It is easy to destroy, it takes real power to create something out of nothing. To love, and fullfill your life of its highest purpose evermore.
  16. Freedom or Bulls***

    You are already free. I would rather say, be who you want to be. Then you'll know what to do simply cause you're being your true self. And that also implies doing of what it is you want to be doing.
  17. shadow people- do they have to be negative ?

    Today I saw a seagull, approach Two friends. Young guys. One was very sensitive and was excited about the idea of giving the seagull food before they left. The other one, expressed his sudden excitement to "give that seagull just one good fking kick, oh I would so love that right now." Both expressed the desire to be free, in their own way. And become more like that seagull in doing so. The seagull has blessed them both. Also I like your name. Heaveniceday
  18. Check out my fractals

    1:37 more flowers!
  19. Check out my fractals

    And 0:52 looks like a holographic sheashell!
  20. Check out my fractals

    I like 0:10-0:13 Looks like the inside of a nebulous cloud. The first one also, looks like beautiful flowers omg! and 0:37 looks like a mathematical miracle!
  21. The Small Creatures

    They aren't struggling. They're just being who they are. I do struggle, with who I am. Does that mean everyone is? Hell no. So I can learn from watching an ant. How they work, 24/7, and then die working. And they coulden't care less. They have the freedom to move and find blessed grains of sand and carry them for the benefit of even something that is greater than themselves. Does someone ask the ant what to do next? No, but does the ant recognize the calling of the scent emmited by an ant who's discovered something amazing? Yeah for sure! Food! All run to that ant, form a line through the path of least resistance. And work on the food and bring it back, it is blessed gift from the heavens, it fell right in front of our doorstep! Yay! You can do anything you want really. I choose to be here and write this. That you are free to do what you want, and that it doesn't matter what you choose, so you truely are free to do what you want. Cause you will find good as you exersize your freedom, just like the ant.
  22. Buddhist Practices vs Taoist Practices

    All the ways don't matter, all the ways are simply different ways of connecting more fully to the nature that you already are yourself. But again, every practice, tool or technique is simply a permission slip for humans to give themselves an excuse to allow themselves to accept their own nature, natural good well-being and health, that is actually their normal nature nature as is all nature of the universal well-being energy grid matrix, that is ever abbounding in the entire universe and on the planet earth. Why are humans disconnected? Is that important? Or is it more important to allow yourself to connect to the earth? Regardless of what other humans are choosing. Because this is the only thing that will benefit you and everyone around you through you! So you cannot get sick enough to help sick people become better. What you can do is find your true nature and health. Then help others, then see how succesful your help truely is. People mostly live to die. They think, oh when I die everything will finally be good again. I will be back into nature. Really? You can go back to nature now, if it weren't for all the fearful ideas you had about nature, which is in actual fact YOU. You are nature! So you fear yourself, but nature never forgives you, because nature has never, is not and will never blame you for anything. Unconditional love. You can never be disconnected from who you really are. You are nature. Only when you die, are you disconnected from anything that might have disconnected you. So you can be in this game of disconnection and forgetfulness and segregation, of humans. You can enjoy playing that game. But only if you yourself first connect to nature. Because then all the people and their desires will make more sense. You will see directly the source of every problem for any human, and that unconditional love through you will be of tremendous benefit. So if another human gives you a tool, or technique or excersize or whatever, I highly recommend you view it as just a permission slip, that you DONT NEED. Because one day you're going to die, so why practice your own death. Go directly to nature, and ask who you are. Form a new relationship with nature directly where it already is. You can be alife and reconnect to nature right now! Nature has always been and will always be waiting for you where it already is. And will be evermore. Go to your Source of existance. Source of all existance. And don't look through a microscope, don't look through binauculors. Don't go hiking and ignore every blade of grass because you're wearing manmade shoes that represent your state of disconnection and fear. Nature does not communicate like most humans do. Nature communicates through your direct physical touching it, and being in it. First and foremost through your feet touching the soil. That's it. That's all you need. After that, you can meditate and find all that you seek to know, within you. As you have acces to the Source of All existance, infinite intelligence at your disposal. How you wanna go about using that, is totally up to you. You can become the source of new practices tools and techniques. You can make your own religion if you wish. And just allow disconnected people to believe that if they do that and this, then they'll be who they really are again. When they are already their true nature. IT is only their fear that keeps them appart from who they really already are. And mostly, they fear humans. For hunting them down, because they realise, that every living thing on the planet is of their nature. Yes, God realised beings take caution, because humans have been looking for nature all their life, even tho it is right in front of them all of their life. And yet they still can't allow themselves to connect more fully, due to fear. So yes, God realised beings take caution. In every step they take. May it forever bless every human on the planet to find their way back home to who it is they really are.
  23. Another painfully awesome sleep update, yeah!

    To start off, I suggest, take water in your hand, and snort it through you nose, to clean your nose. The first time you do it, it will be a little bit of a shock, for 10 seconds or so. Not really painful, just a bit of a sting. But only for 10 seconds. After your nose is clean, then the shock wont be there anymore, you can rinse your nose with endless water, all it will do is clean it and you don't feel a thing, cause it's already cleansed. The same when you have a wound, and you put alcohol on it. It stings the first time. Second time, you put 5 liters alcohol on it, you don't feel a thing, because it is already clean. After your nasal passage has been cleaned, you will begin to smell literally everything, every single detail about your environment. And you can instantly identify the source of the problem. But also note, your entire nose is literally ressurected from the death, even with 1 cleaning of your nose. So that unto itself also solved the problem. Just clean tap water, that's it. So simple. Then secondly, your entire physical bodies imune system, is dependent on your blood circulation, which is based on your blood vessels. If those blood vessels are not allowed to expand and contract, they literally die and wither away. They go to sleep in many parts of your body causing them to enter semi-dead state. Which means you're not being a full 100% fully conscious awaked physical body. So to ressurect your blood vessels, you simply take a shower, and make a little bit colder, and then a little bit warmer, then bit colder yet and bit warmer yet. The only discomfort here is again, the first attempt, requires your skin to get used to the change of temperature. Once your skin is comfortable, you can go full warm and full cold with zero issue, infact, it will be extremely pleasurable to your skin. It is literally like a skin massage, that is how sublte the sensation becomes, because your physical body is actually ment to experience temperature in that way. At first it takes a while getting used to. First day, maybe 40 minutes to completely expand all your blood vessels in the warm water and contract it again in the cold water. Training your blood vessels. Expand contract. You wont get tired doing this, you will actually feel a new energy flowing through you like you've never felt before, EVER. You will literally experience your highest state of vitality and vibrancy that you've ever felt before, or ever will be capable of feeling. Then third day, you can instantly enter ice cold water and don't even feel a thing, it will be comfortable. Same with hottest water in your shower. It will be like pleasant massage to your skin. And your blood vessels will enjoy the relaxation of expanding and letting loose. Your entire body will thank you in extacy for allowing it to become awake. This is like allowing your entire physical body to wake up, and breath, in every corner of your body. Nothing is left unattended to. Everything is fully allowed to flow again, contracted and expanded. This is like giving mouth to mouth breathing to your immune system. Literal ressurection, no joke. So it restores back to full perfect natural normal health. You can now never get sick ever again. Also note that the warm and cold experience is one of the most spiritual experiences you will also ever have. It is the one thing that has been at the source of humans questioning, since the beginning of time. Luckily, we all have acces to a shower nowadays, that really helps. Also this improves your confidence, because everything you will feel as pleasurable, so there can't be any fear when you have thick skin like that. But this doesn't desinsitise you, it actually makes you more aware of all the sensations as they become very aware due to enjoying them all. Now thirdly, I would suggest bare feet walk on pure nature the seaside water at the beach, both feet in sea water. Or on grass in the park where there is surrounding by nature. Atleast 1 minute. To completely reset your electro magnetic field of your body and connect back to natural electronmagnetic of the universal well-being energy grid matrix field of the planet, the sun and the entire universe. As this is the most electromagnetic neutral place if you have acces to a beach or a park or just allot of nature anywhere. You can reconnect your self to the earth again in this way. But this last one, well, it's not something you HAVE to do daily, tho it certainly wont be harmful at all. But even one time a year is enough. Your body can remember that natural normal state of good health and vitality for up to a year. But if it makes you happy, I even suggest doing it every day, if you want. Absolutely, zero harm whatsoever. And if you wear shoes or anything, the connection simply wont happen. So your feet has to be touching the soil of the planet that is directly connected to natural nature. People can go on hike with shoes for years, and still feel like something is missing. It is just absolutely hilarious. How such a simple thing, can be the source of so much unnecessary problems and trouble. For humans to simply accept their own nature, and reconnect and allow themselves to be of nature again. And accept their universal well-being fully. So simply. So effortlessly. So naturally. So normally. Then you'll say, this is magical? No... The disconnected of humanity is the true strange magic... That no life form in the entire universe can comprehend.
  24. Corruption and Natural Growth

    The fastest, most enjoyable and most succesful and most natural progress that one can possibly experience in life, is to be thankful for what you want to be, do, or have. And when you say, thank you for my suffering. You realise, wait a minute. That's not what I want to be doing at all! Often people don't realise, that their entire life, who they really are, is the perfect person to fulfill their highest joy and purpose in life. So second doubting yourself, is like asking the sun to stop shining. You can ask all you want, and you can doubt yourself to be worthy of absolutely anything you can possibly want, but if that doubt was grounded in truth, you woulden't exist at all. That is why the conditions of your life aren't always that important. Even as you live your purpose, it will always become more. So keep enjoying your ever expanding desire. As you will be allowed to enjoy it ever more. Not less. More. When you look at what you don't want, it doesn't make your desire less. It also doesn't change who you are. It still continues to expand your being ever more, but you just enjoy it less in that moment, temporarily. And that resistance, is always for a reason that will never be a good enough reason. Which is also why it is always way more easy to let it go than to hold on to it. Even if you suffer, and maybe become exhausted. It still doesn't change who you are ment to be. It infact, makes your purpose stronger in that moment. More clearly focused and defined, more highly fine tuned and precise, more obvious, more fully realised by you, for the purpose of letting go and letting "god." So rather, just accept your eternal journey, your eternal destination. And enjoy the journey, by being thankful for what you truely want to do, be or have. Then you simply don't have to suffer. Suffering is a choice. If it truely is your purpose to suffer, you will enjoy it. And by that I mean, you will literally fail miserably trying avoid suffering. Untill you realise, it is exhausting you, and then you allow yourself to suffer and you are happy again. Because we have always been and will always be made for our own unique and individual purpose in life. So whenever you say, you don't know what you want. Just suffer. And realise. You can never forget what you want. It is simply not possible. Because pain is there to remind you of how it feels to not allow yourself to be yourself. And in so doing, you will then effortlessly again drop all resistance and just allow yourself to be yourself again. And fulfill your life of who you truely are. And are ment to be allowing yourself to be the evermore becoming of ever more.
  25. Corruption and Natural Growth

    Ok, I'll just ignore what you said. I love you too Naturally, I have way more.