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  1. So my teacher has explained most of theseā€¦ and youā€™re not quite right about all of themā€¦ but thatā€™s because Iā€™ve explained in more depth to my teacher and he can ā€˜seeā€™ whatā€™s going on anyway. The original reason I started talking about light is because @Taoist Texts said something like ā€œwhite light is white lightā€ - but actually there are many white lights. oh and the third light - no there are no radiating lines. I also donā€™t practice Vipassanaā€¦ but I do practice meditation.
  2. Essentially using your mind in a focused, contrived or restricted way is ā€˜transfer methodā€™ā€¦ so focusing on points along the line would count as that. Iā€™m not sure whatā€™s meant by opening and closing the Dantiens means specifically, but that could certainly be contrived if it uses the mind to do it. I think thereā€™s a time and a place for that actually - but with the more subtle stuff like MCO, itā€™s better to ā€˜dig the channelā€™ā€¦ Qi is sensitive and will rebel as soon as you try to contrive its movementā€¦ and contrivance also blocks access to various deeper aspects of qi (such as ā€˜cultivated qiā€™ or ā€˜preheaven qiā€™ā€¦ or ā€˜Ling qiā€™ etc)ā€¦ the wrong aspect of consciousness is driving the bus! For instance many internal methods will have various standing and moving formsā€¦ your awareness is simply allowed to absorb into the body - and itā€™s the maintenance of correct mental and physical principles when standing that does the work (such as allowing the crown to be suspended as the rest of the body sort of hangs off itā€¦ and releasing the sternumā€¦ setting the shoulders, sinking into the kwaā€¦ stable, relaxed, attentive awareness etc)ā€¦ all of these physical principles set up lines of internal tension (as long as muscles can relax) that correspond to various channelsā€¦ like a taught guitar string that can carry a vibration in just the right toneā€¦ and along with the mental principles together they also allow the qi to sink while increasing the generation of Yang qiā€¦ (qi sinks - downward movementā€¦ yang qi is generated - upward movement) this sets up the initial ā€˜channelā€™ for the microcosmic orbit and the initial movement of qiā€¦ (though this isnā€™t the ā€˜realā€™ alchemical MCO yetā€¦ itā€™s just qi movementā€¦) There are also methods that use the hands to shape the qiā€¦ We never give the qi direction with the mind - with the mind we only ā€˜listenā€™ (absorbed, stable, relaxed awareness) and ā€˜releaseā€™ (Sung) while holding the correct posture (or doing the correct movements) - and this ā€˜digs the channelsā€™ by reshaping the body - which in turn reshapes the channels for the ā€˜waterā€™ to run down. In fact the hardest and most crucial thing is training the mind not to interfereā€¦ constantly releasing even the tiniest level of contrivance (for example wanting to feel some effect is a sort of contrivance at the back of the mind)ā€¦ itā€™s a never ending, almost impossible task Awaken wouldnā€™t agree with this methodology I imagine - sheā€™s more keen on zifagong (spontaneous movement) - but in my tradition we use both ā€˜digging the channelsā€™ and allowing the qi to refine and self-organise through spontaneous movement. One is better for ā€˜buildingā€™ and ordering - the other is better for mobilising, releasing and refining.
  3. 1 - white light like snow envelops the inner vision from around the sidesā€¦ fills the vision. After, when I open my eyes all I can see is white for several hours. Slowly the white receded and it was like looking through fog. 2 - I absorb into the body, it starts to disappear, all that is left is a field of qiā€¦ over time as I absorb into the qi field, it disappears and various colour lights startā€¦ depending what Iā€™ve been working on. 3 - very bright flashing light at the centre of inner vision that stabilises into a pure white light that over time condensed into a disk. 4 - a light that only appears outside of practice like a lightning flash - usually flashes 3 times. Now thinking about it there are a few others - but doesnā€™t matter too much
  4. Im not sure I completely get what youā€™re askingā€¦ But prayer and service to others is one of the best cultivation methods if youā€™re not able to cultivate at the level of the qi or use the mind to reach meditative absorption.
  5. Could you try to explain a little more about it then? Youā€™ve mentioned the coloured lights that then form into a round shapeā€¦ thatā€™s the experience of the black liverā€¦ but what is the black liver actually?? Itā€™s not Yuan Shen, right? From what I understand it is the light of your Original Self (or your Soulā€¦ or the deeper aspect of Hun-Po) If you could explain Black Liver from your point of view, I think people would be able to understand you a little better.
  6. Oh Iā€™m sure I fall in that category from time to time šŸ˜… Honestly I think itā€™s just a case of semanticsā€¦ Daoists tend to differentiate the mind that arises out of sense-based cognition and the one that was there prior to thisā€¦ of course they arise from the same source. But they differentiate not for the purpose of explaining the truth of the matter, but for helping to give context to the process of internal alchemyā€¦ Thatā€™s why it might seem a bit arbitrary to ā€˜seal the sensesā€™ (which is not quite what it appears to mean in reality) - but itā€™s important for the alchemical transformation process. And as we know the views of internal alchemy and your views diverge significantly after the process of recognition of oneā€™s true nature.
  7. Great We agree on both of these points then.
  8. Youā€™re starting to sound like Awaken yourself! šŸ˜… The only way I can understand others is to let go of my own views for a short while to understand their views from my (admittedly faulty) interpretation of their POV. I think that sometimes itā€™s worth giving people the benefit of the doubt and being gentle with the imposition of your own views before fully understanding. By Acquired consciousness, I mean the consciousness of the acquired mind. ā€˜Sense-based consciousnessā€™ā€¦ the self that dies when ā€˜youā€™ die. The consciousness revealed when you ā€˜seal the sensesā€™ is the consciousness of the Original Self - Soul (or black liver (from what I figure of her writing)) or whatever you want to call it.
  9. In Awakenā€™s terminology ā€˜carrying methodā€™ and ā€˜transfer methodā€™ are one and the same thing. It simply means using the mind to cause changeā€¦ she correctly (imo) points out that using acquired consciousness to move qi (or enter ā€˜meditativeā€™ states) is incorrectā€¦
  10. Oh I always understood what she meant I donā€™t agree with her on all points - but guiding the qi with intention - whether visualised or directed with focused mind or with some other sensation is indeed incorrect. Itā€™s something that is taught very often but as Awaken says it blocks of access to deeper layers of the process (as well as severely limiting the amount of qi that can be generated/regulated).
  11. Yes - and that all bodily processes apparently slow down/stop - not just the breathingā€¦ Between the 4th and 5th Jhannas thereā€™s a bit of a paradigm shift from functioning in the physical realm to functioning purely in the spiritual realm.
  12. Yup - exactly right Pretty much every important method is done this wayā€¦ Dig the channel and the water will flow of its own accordā€¦ Instead of ā€˜carryingā€™ the water in your hands like a low-level schmo I think before we can set up our school sheā€™d have to unblock me first (I predict a sitcom style love-hate relationship for this one)
  13. I side with the Theravadan interpretation - that itā€™s not one of the conditions for determining Jhannaā€¦ Only because for me, my breath stops at various lesser samadhi absorptionsā€¦ However Iā€™ve been taught that both breathing - and all other metabolic processes pause during 4th Jhannaā€¦ things like heartbeat, pulse etc - and this absorption can last from days to months at a timeā€¦ The place I go to in Burma they have these tiny caves that have been lined with smooth clay - once youā€™re in they seal the entrance with clay tooā€¦ apparently to stop insects and vermin messing with the body during extended meditationā€¦ it struck me that once the entrance was sealed closed, there wouldnā€™t be any air exchangeā€¦ not a problem if youā€™re not gonna be breathing I guess šŸ˜… Ive heard stories of having to plug the various orifices of the body to stop insects and rats making their way in aswell
  14. SoTG lineage

    I agree. Iā€™m suggesting that turning your attention to something else would be the best way to disconnect from the immediate influenceā€¦ Talking and analysing the situation is like stirring up the mud at the bottom of the lake. Just give it some time, let it settleā€¦ once the water is clear, releasing that trauma will be far easier - and will avoid re-anchoring it in your mind and body.
  15. Yes you speak - but you never listen. Take time to listen and youā€™ll find that the world is not as black and white as you imagine. You may discover that people agree with you far more than you realiseā€¦ And if youā€™re able to listen, many more people will be interested when you do speak.
  16. Sorry but I think you absolutely misunderstood my intention. I never said that Christians are political. Or that theyā€™re bad or not valid. I said Christianity is more often political than spiritual. Thatā€™s very different. I try to be reasonably precise with what I say - Letā€™s loose the broad brush indeed. I actually believe that Christianity as a religion - and prayer as a form of spiritual cultivation are both very much as valid as Asian ones. As an institution however - it has, over the centuries, done exactly what you mentioned is ā€˜evilā€™ - which is manipulate peoples innate spiritual calling for power and control.
  17. I know that when I have a disproportionate reaction like this, it suggests to me that thereā€™s an inner disharmony or contraction around some unresolved inner conflictā€¦
  18. I think it can be - but more often than not itā€™s political more than spiritualā€¦ Interestingly - many of the pastors flying on their private jets and sailing around on their private yachts donā€™t charge - but encourage donations insteadā€¦ (sorry @Wilhelm - I can never stay on topic for long!!)
  19. Well, heā€™s no Buddha, but Iā€™m friends with a gifted and attained monk who was meditating to a high level from a very young age - he tried thisā€¦ He came to Switzerland with a group of monks, was asked to stay and teach - so he did, all on a donation basis (thatā€™s all he knew). Even though he got plenty of donations, after paying various costs and fees he was saddled with extreme debt within 3 months and had to ask his friends to pay for his ticket back to Burma. Western life is not suited to spiritual cultivationā€¦ you either adapt skilfully or you fall through the cracks (or you escape back to a country that has spiritual tradition baked into the culture )
  20. I should add - if the main aim of teaching is to manipulate people for the satisfaction of oneā€™s base desires (in whatever form) - then yes thatā€™s probably as close to ā€˜evilā€™ as anything. However if the main aim is a genuine attempt to pass on teachings and do what one can to help the person achieve these things - then asking for money (whether donations or a set price) is absolutely beside the point.
  21. I think thatā€™s probably one of the worst things, yeah. Itā€™s not just material gain eitherā€¦ there are plenty that give teachings for free but exploit the spiritual yearning for: a sense of power or control (like the lady that tells her followers to commit suicide - Teal Swan is her name, just remembered)ā€¦ or sex and adoration (like that ā€˜Buddhafieldā€™ guy) or many other such base instincts.
  22. We donā€™t know whether he did or notā€¦ Iā€™d imagine he didnā€™t. But I suspect in that day and age people would bring what they could as gifts and donationsā€¦ I wonder how such things would work nowadays in the western world. I imagine if he, or his entourage didnā€™t ask for payment or donations, his message wouldnā€™t get farā€¦
  23. People go to concerts, operas, burlesque shows, standup comedy etc etc. Is it good or evil? I mean why even care?
  24. How did I not work that out ahead of time!
  25. Yeah - Iā€™m personally not anti seminars in person or on zoom. I mean itā€™s not exactly how I would suggest to go about learning cultivation - but so what. It can still be helpful for some. Iā€™m just curious why in TTā€™s view seminar peddlers are on the same level as Trungpa - (who was, by all accounts an abusive alcoholic and a rapist - having ruined many lives and caused a number suicidesā€¦) I could imagine high level Yogis and Brahmins during the historical Buddhaā€™s lifetime calling him a seminar peddler as he gave his Dharma talks...