Patrick Brown

Please note the shock lasted three or more seconds and really was like a massive electric shock. It's only happened once so I'm not too worried about it. As I've said in the past I've had ton of mystical experiences. Yes I think the bumble bee that others have experienced is the beginnings of the DMT trip. As you get deeper into meditation you get closer to the sleep state and this can cause DMT to be released in the brain. I actually think DMT is released to awaken the brain from deep sleep although I'm no expert on this subject. No what I experienced was no sound, sensation or anything which is why I called it voidness. My drug experiences suggest that this is the state experienced before crossing to the bardos/lokas/astrals/dream-states. Of course I wasn't looking to enter the dream spheres but just to find peace. So to recap, with my limited knowledge, the buzz is the moving into peace (I'm on a constant buzz) and the peace is like the fulcrum between waking conciousness and dream conciousness. So perhaps it's true to say that voidness is a form of controlled sleep although difficult to master. Just for the record I don't think voidness is the end game but simply an aspect of self cultivation.

What I've often thought! Thanks for the link. I even put fractals in this old vid I made (at 1.48): <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param'>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>

What's Kunlun? Thanks You so funny. Yeah sorry about that Mal. Might get Sean to set me up a Diary thread and people will then know to be careful looking at it from work.

Yes that's me the only person in Oxford that can fall over doing qigong! Cool pix, I'll have to make time latter and watch the vids. Thanks for taking the time to share.

This one is so cool and funny: <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value=" name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src=" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>

You cool bro,

What shit!

It's not porn Darin it's beauty and our yearning to be whole again. The image is of an androgynous person that may be a beautiful women or a beautiful man, what do you think? So what do you see the beauty or the conditioning of your programming?

I think it's an aspect of 'true magic' that he's giving out. He probably got it from several teachhers and he has really done his home work. Pretty sure he's a member of the magic circle so that's a starter although I wonder if he didn't have a few hidden masters i.e. Occultist's. Hey he's a good guy telling us how we're getting fucked.

What's Max teaching? Some fake system which gives you a buzz and then fucks you up! I mean look at Chris he's turned into a complete fuck-head! Am I wrong? Lets all kiss the gurus arse because his shit smells so sweet!!!! Fucking wake up. I've been very ZEN today so please don't misconstrue. JUST...

So where's the proof (facts), please? Yes and you haven't come up with any 'facts' to verify Max's authenticity. It's the same old game isn't it? You talk shit and expect people to buy sh-it! I'm not wrong and I can feel your nerve braking, boy! So do you think I'm enlightened? Max isn't! So what do you make of that my little one?

So where's the proof, please? Oh a bit like Max?

What videos?

Photograph of nude, androgynous woman [not safe for work] [edit]Changed embedded image to a link -- Sean

I do. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

To protect people from your rubbish. I'm also sure I know more than you but I don't know everything! Does Max know everything? You are beginning to look so bad but then again that movie trailer said it all didn't it? Fake?

This must be love i.e. Beauty and the Beast! If you're a sexy beast then all is cool if not then my venom may turn out to be poison in your mouth!!!

$$$$$$$ ?

Can't you hear me? <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param'>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wlMhGszrqY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>

So where does Kunlun come into it? It doesn't. Unless of course it's a money thing!!!!!! EDIT: "You can refute facts all day" What fucking facts are they then boy?