welkin

haha. Ohhhhh no. I'm not talking about that tongue. I'm talking about the tongue that's gotten you this far. The one that calls itself happy idiot. I want it to speak to me directly if it's not 'gotten', if you catch my drift.

'Why so serioussss?' I've been following the thread so i can learn. Can you explain in a manner where it can be of value to others including myself to prove that it is not trying to create any confusion? And so it is not only benefiting a select group of people? Thanks

CAT'S GOT YOUR TONGUES?

Chapter 1

all part of the plan. But 'why; is the real question. All your patterns so visible yet the intention still foggy.

Things take time sometimes. And can heal all. Why's that the way or i guess. only way?

Sorry, all i wanted to do was help. I guess something i felt as an attack got the better of me, and it derailed the thread. I will try to speak directly to the ideas discussed without any judgments.

you're totally right. i'm sorry. g2g now

My friend. Why does being a gangster only mean physical violence. Being a gangster is a mentality. 'No Earl..., it doesn't only mean you get beat up or dealing drugs.' Wait why are you proud you survived gang violence? And on both sides? Sorry to hear honestly. Don't mean ya gotta be a gansta partna. MY FRIEND. Why does you stating helping them reintegrate into society mean it's a false comparison . Omg dude i'm honestly laughing. No more of this. Is it really that hard? it's in the damn word lmao. "GANG"ster see, the difference is i feel slightly bad after all these interactions. You guys feed off of it like Egotesticle vampires. Was today's conversation "authoritative" enough for you? Since that's what you believe i lacked. And yet i continue to prove my power doesn't come from authority, it comes from listening with something you don't seem to be working on.

Something tells me i won't get kicked out, because it was equal and fair on both ends. If minions can come trash ideas. Why can't i defend the OPs ideas? I'm not even from thelema or anything lmao. Also why ya'll acting like gangsters. It looks silly. Do you even know why gangs were formed in the first place? lol

If you were wise, you would have experienced already that true power comes from a heart that never betrayed them. Like i said, if you believe that the power came from the practices themselves, you've lost your way. Must suck to have an entire life's experience, only to realize you've only learned as much as your parents. Because there is in reality only one lesson. And yet, you've decided to learn everything but that. Want to know what the lesson really is? Dummies? To focus on that one thing. Unfortunately, brainwashed robots never woke up to realize it was simple all along, and yet so complex we could never have come up with it ourselves. You would've realized then that everything comes easy to you, because it comes straight from the source. How do i know you haven't attained that? That's the point. You've clearly showed you learned nothing in that regard. LOL. Keep mocking me. keep believing i'm bluffing. I guarantee you, my words weigh more than your entire life's practice. Bet? I'm also keeping count the amount of times your comebacks evade any real response to the ideas i bring up. So silly that i have to do this, only because I'm arguing with in-denials. In a fun learning way of course.

Holy shit did you mean this by my lesson? I learned this when i was 15. And damnit, it took me 13 years to realize it was wrong. please tell me that's not the lesson.

That's how I feel.

Everything you will be doing is to find that 'voice'. Your true essence. From there on, you just need to listen to it. Don't try to create that voice with what you do. Find it.

Do you even believe you are intelligent or logical? You must Unfortunately it ends there. And yet, you might be far away from the first Oh also, you don't even realize why you even do what you do. It's been done to you so much you think that's 'normal'. LOL And guess who's good at using all the tactics you use. Deceivers. And yet, if you want to call me that which i have no fear of. Be my guest. The writing says enough. Edit: You know who else called my people "little men"? Who do you think you are in all this ..... let it sink in.

If you only knew how powerful you are, you wouldn't say anything you say. Because you wouldn't feel you lack it.

good one. hope you feel better. You want to find Shambhala right?. Good luck. they see everything you say, do, and think. But in reality, they see only what's inside. It does exist, and is found when the person's time on the 'inside' is right. Even after everything you've mentioned, i hope you're able to find it. Because from what i see on the surface, for you it seems but a myth and far away dream. i genuinely hope i'm wrong.

Everything out of love. Even conflict is love. Because if sometimes conflict is required, but not utilized, then love will vanish. Love=Truth Truth=Love

Are you sure you're not delusional? I can breakdown all your points. So he thinks that i only google and youtube and have been spiritual for 6 months. Something tells me you've never heard of people being spiritual never having done any qigong, yoga, meditation. So he believes spirituality comes from books and certain practices. So therefore he probably doens't know what spirituality means. Or.. maybe he knows it to mean based of what he 'learned' or was 'taught'. Not experienced. Also, doesn't seem to realize that everyone's different. So some people's spiritual journeys will be harder or easier depending on a bunch of factors that you already KNEW, but refused to consider.. SMFH again and this self-elevated, self-initiated, self-important, and self-entitled through self-serving logic. There's so much consusion, hypocrisy, stupidity, delusion, self mirroring. That it's not even worth the time... but i will say this. i bet his imagination has dwindled due to being influenced to being so hard by the book. If you’re alluding to stalking me and knowing what my face looks like, you’re the one who’s sounding creepy here, not all-powerful or skilled. No amount of boasting or huffing and puffing is going to make a difference. you were going to do my akashic reading. need to know your name. decided to know what you looked like to see if i can trust. Now you know why we never did the reading. sorry

Maybe you cleaned yours so hard, it doesn't look like anything anymore. Something someone can reconstruct like a puppet. just saying. please stop giving me ammo

how original. Moving on... Proof? (taught in university no?) Is all you have in your arsenal? wit? Buddy, there's like 10 more powerful layers. SMH this is the epitome of our civilization i guess

And to Earl, i know you have a good heart. But i've seen what you look like. I've seen your eyes. Both of them . Why would i continue laughing. It's sad. Do you see what i see? hmmmmm

If you are not aware of what is inside you. I want you to know i can see clearly what you don't. If you do know what you are and is inside you, i'd be very scared for the things to come soon. And if you do know what i'm talking about, then you clearly know what you're trying to do in this thread, and more importantly what a "TROLL" truly does Have fun in the mirror tonight.

In all honesty, if i look like i am simply trying to get attention. Which in some alternate manipulated universe Earl Gray seems to think the OP is trying to somehow do... (Need a second to SMFH) The answers are all in there. The point is only those who can see and hear will understand. It's not that i can't communicate in a way that is understanding to the logical mind. It's that the logical mind would never believe something that does not fit the logical mind. It's impossible, because that logical mind you think exists, has been manipulated for millennia. I hope that makes sense. nothing i said was meant to insult, but to awaken.

To the op and to the forum i apologize. Just having fun with this one. Just wanted to show wit ≠ intelligence or truth for that matter. Secondarily, within the thread you will find that some here seem to rely their consciousness on the text. Too stupid to realize text was there to help you simply remember what's already inside of you. SMH how sad.