Thanks for the response guys. Let me elaborate if nobody minds.
Current feelings: Blood pressure really low. Feels like my brain has a 'parasite sucking the energy out'. If it gets really bad, I will experience 'depression like symptoms' whereby I start feeling dizzy, unfocused, very weary, and I get really sad thoughts/feelings. I'm pretty sure its a 'chemical thing'.
I've been to 2 doctors in the last 2 months - both are nice guys, but as usual, it seems they can't get to the root cause of my problem. 1st doc recommend I take 'Creon' for digestion. This has helped. Also, 'Iberogast' for gas - think its had an ok effect. Prescribed powerful med - 'Cilifit' - for depression, but this is a bad drug, judging from my reactions to it, so I stopped after 5 days.. Also, he said, an Egg a day plus 'Future Life' for nutrition. My mentality has been ok for most of the 1st month ie. not 'depressed' feeling in brain, and had energy to do stuff. I was surprised I was able to digest so many things without as bad reactions as I was expecting. So this gave me hope, and my head was feeling ok to talk to people and go outside and do things. I'm still taking the 'Creon' and Iberogast' - so that's been for over 2 months now, but the other things can cause bad reaction for my body, specifically, I get gassy, skin feels itchy, gas seems to manifest in certain points in body causing sharp pain ( can happen anywhere). So, I usually try to figure out what food I've been consuming and then try to eliminate it. So I stopped the 'Future Life" and eggs (a couple weeks ago) etc. I do this all the time, cos something keeps me awake, irritating my biology. As long as I can sleep in peace, that's like the 1st objective I have. So I bounce around with what I consume all the time, going back to old things, when new ones have failed.
So my head started feeling completely drained and slightly sad again, so I went to an Ayurvedic doctor (2nd doctor). He said I must eat 'Kitcheri rice'. Also "Chywamprash" and 'Meltone Syrup'. The syrup had a good reaction for my brain, and one day I felt like I could think really well, but I had to stop it becos of the other reactions it was having in my guts, causing gas etc. I used "Chywamprash' for 2 weeks, but stopped it, then after like 8 days, I took it again yesterday, but then a mouth ulcer I have on my left hand side cheek ( inner lining of mouth) got swollen/ bigger, then I'm thinking I was right to stop it. Plus he prescribed "Sesame Seed oil' to be rubbed on body, and then washed off everyday. The oil was giving me pimples, and I knew this is not good. I tried keeping it on the whole day once, and that night, I could hardly sleep - felt as if my skin was crawling. So I obviously quit this as well. He also said I take "LifeGain' - similar to 'Future Life' , but of course this gave me some bad reaction to, so I stopped. After seeing this doctor I also had an upswing, but the last 10 days, I feel I've been going down. I had like 2 "OK" days in a row, whereby I didn't have to sleep during the day, but then again my energy is feeling really low again.
This is so frustrating. I probably didn't explain all my symptoms, but this is just basically what's been going on recently. Any advice is welcome, cos I really don't know what to do. I go to doctor, they give their advice, and it almost always doesn't seem to help. Some things do help, but most doesn't. If anybody has any bright ideas, I'm all ears.
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