Clarity

The weakness is 'recklessly'. Also strengthened for your ancestor's reckless experiences. To be clear, it's not about deleting a process or an ability, we are deleting the weakness. Human beings have psychic ability built-in and we resonate with each other all the time. The key is to strengthen and delete the weakness. The feeling is strong or weak, it's not an emotion. When we are strongly neutral, it's much easier to access our feeling of strong and weak, this allows us to tune in with our insight. Insight is a triad of feeling (strong and weak), perception, and intuition. When we have insight, we have answers.

PM me if you would like some strengthening for your issues. There's no reason to put up with this kind of pain for the rest of your life. Love won't solve your problems either. The Sufi's have a saying, "First tie your camel, then trust in Allah."

Welcome back, DC!

Very interesting experiences, thank you for sharing this with us in such an honest way. You definitely cracked wide open, that's for sure. This is what happens when people 'wake up'. Not psychosis at all, you have no weakness to being psychotic. Part of what's so terrifying is just not knowing what's going on and seeing everything so damn clearly. You were really seeing the both the beauty and the 'terror of the situation' all at once.

Alienating and isolating others, and making other people give up is a karma from your past. I say so because when I think about you and isolation, then stop thinking and feel, I feel the weakness. Disentangling all of that right now, for you, your ancestors (isolating themselves from others), and your spiritual experiences. You don't have to hold on to anything. The Buddha didn't tell people to hold on, he told them to be skillfully mindful. This means not clinging, grasping, or dwelling in form. This means letting go of any concept of what you think it means to be you. Reset mind, spirit, body.

The weakness is loss and coming from your lungs, not your intestines (even though you feel it there). Losing everything and having nothing (from the past) both need strengthening, done.

The "K arousal" triggered your negative life experiences. So you were on a high for a while, and then you come down and get hit with all your negative life experiences from the past. So now it's time to resolve all the karma and spiritual experiences that have been painful for you for thousands of years. I say so because the first weakness for you is struggling with your spirit. The reason why people stare at your arms all the time (and it bothers you) is because you haven't resolved your cutting karma. That's the karma of cutting yourself (in this life) and of cutting others (from the past, spiritual experiences). Really, it's the karma of cutting others that is the weaker of the two. Going against the grain, I recommend you NOT stop smoking. If you do stop, you must replace it with another habit that supports you. Smoking does not cause depression, that is misinformation. Yes, it can be a nasty habit (I know because I used to smoke). Also, you have a lot of pent up anger and frustration around not getting what you want out of life, let's delete that now. All of the over-thinking weakens your emotions and then you kind of suppress the anger and frustration and shut yourself down. You also need more separation in your life triads. It's like your thinking and emotions are all mixed up and confused. The same is true for the emotions and reactions. You have spiritual experiences of making other people feel kind of hopeless and powerless alongside a karma of suicide. If you are having suicidal thoughts, please contact a mental health professional. I'm pretty sure you can get some kind of free counseling for this if you live in a major metro area. The energy where you sleep is also very weak, strengthening that now. The energy in your bedroom is kind of keeping you down, better now. I strengthened you to the hopelessness. Reset and re-integrate spirit, mind, body (in that order).

You do have some non-physical weakness around breathing. A fear of suffocation comes up as a reaction to a karma of suffocation (from your spiritual experiences at the non-conscious level), coming from the past, resolved. Also, some weakness from the spirits on the receiving end of that karma (them wanting payback), resolved. Re-integrate spirit, mind, body.

For Sifu Jenny Lamb, strengthen her to limitations coming from her ancestors, spiritual experiences, and collective humanity. Strengthen everyone in this thread (reading or posting) for misinformation, misidentifying, and limitations. Strengthen everyone in this thread to connect strongly to their own insight and answers.

Also strengthened awareness for conscious, sub-concsious, non-conscious. Strengthened the spinal cord to support the corrections info the future. Strengthened misinterpretation, misinformation, and misidentification as a triad.

Also, you can delete or disentangle the cumulative effect of all your past experiences of thinking. I mean the mind may be a menagerie but that doesn't mean we have to feed the beast! When I start having thoughts, I look for the weakness. Who is thinking and where are these thoughts coming from?

There would be you, alone with your thoughts....strengthened and deleted. Everyone can be passive-aggressive from time to time, but if it's ALL the time and all your friends behave in this way, then you would want to look at that situation.

Right, not dwelling means not identifying, not attaching. It doesn't mean we never think or have a thought! What does it mean to cultivate a mind that does not dwell in form? There's a difference between being free of thought (never having any) and free from the tyranny of thought.

Why not just delete the thoughts? I mean the Buddha said one should cultivate a mind that does not dwell. This is very different from perceiving that you have a thought, making a judgement about the thought, and coming up with a different thought. Already you are entangled in the form of thoughts! Your friends are just being passive-aggressive. Maybe find nicer friends, eh?

Entities can be deleted/removed. You don't need "spiritual authority" to do so, just your insight to get to the right answer.

Strengthened you to the hopelessness and the weak energy around conflict coming from your parents. The energy in the home and bedroom was perpetuating the hopelessness. Strengthened the weak energy around life purpose coming from your ancestors. Reset body, mind, and spirit.

Excellent! And what else is new? Resolving the karma between our ancestors. Resolving the disagreeable experiences.

You got strengthened by posting, how cool is that?

Don't need any of that to perceive life or to take action. Your heart beats on it's own without any psychological motivation. Strengthening everyone in this thread for misinterpreting, misidentifying, and misinformation.

It's not really about motivation, all you need is the insight into what's needed and the energy to take the necessary action. People's thoughts and misinterpretation take away their energy and then they think they need motivation. When there's no mental confusion, no reacting, and no emotions, then the motivation is just built in because the energy is there and nothing gets in the way of taking action.

Who is motivated? Who chooses? Who commits? Who decides? Who walks a path? There is no such thing as "Taoist thoughts on motivation."

I've seen all of these as weaknesses in people. Sorry, didn't make that clear.

Alien abduction, alien implants, alien life experiences. One person had alien life experiences of operating on human subjects, that was pretty weird.

What do the aliens tell them, buy low and sell high?

I remember Dr. Yuen mention a few times that E.T.s don't visit us because we struggle so much and don't get it right. It was pretty funny. To say another race is good or evil is just more judgment on our part. I mean if they wanted to eat us, kill us, or take our land and resources, we would say they were evil, right? Yet we do exactly the same thing to animals and plants and we do it right here on planet Earth. When it comes to spiritual development, we get it all wrong. The spirit doesn't really need development, it's our humanity that needs to develop or evolve.