The first day I did the meditation for 12 hours straight and the next day my forehead felt like someone had hit me in it with a sledgehammer. It was very painful and any concentration I did made it hurt. It took about three days for it to feel better. I could now feel it easier and also feel it pulsing not just a slight pressure. I started to do the meditations again for 12 hours a days and after three weeks I finally became fully aware of the third eye at all times any time that I focused on it I could feel a numbness, tingling, and pulsation in my lower forehead . I started to try to open the other chakras starting on my throat chakra and working my way down to the root chakra. It took about 3 months for them all to open and for me to become aware of them and feel the energy in them instantly just by focusing on them. I started to focus mostly on the third eye center mediating 10-12 hours a day for the next 6 months.
I began to notice that when I looked at someone that I could feel the energy in their bodies and could tell which of their energy centers were most opened and which ones where blocked. I also could feel people emotions and if someone was crying I would begin to cry even if they were on TV. I also could feel the physical pain of people and animals just by looking at them. If a fish on TV was on a hook I could feel the pain of the hook in my mouth and the fear of that fish as it struggled for its life. I also began to see the third eye chakra, it looked like a semitransparent spinning vortex heat wave in material appearance, about 3 inches across about a foot in front of me at all times.
My diet became vegetarian and very simple and light. Every day I would eat the same thing oatmeal for breakfast, 1 slice of toast with 1 tbs of peanut butter for lunch and carrots and cucumbers with a piece of toast with peanut butter for dinner. If I ate to much the energy could not move and would just be wasted and used for digestion.
I then tried to start to do the small heavenly circuit. For the next few months I moved the energy from the root up the spine to the top of the head and down the front of the body, once I could feel the energy moving very clearly I started to work on the great heavenly circuit. I began to move the energy into the arms and legs after a few months while doing this my arms and legs would shake or kick or fly up into the air uncontrollably and sometimes it was very painful. Sometimes the energy would become stuck and get very hot in an area. The energy became stuck in my throat for several months and It became difficult to breath during meditation. Eventually I began to feel the energy moving clearly in my arms and legs and there was lots of energy concentrating in my navel chakra. When I mediated I began to hear a loud buzzing OM noise and cool energy would rush down from my crown making my entire body numb until I could no longer feel it at all. That energy also caused a euphoria or bliss that was very pleasurable and intoxicating.
At this point it had been 1 year since I started. Then the energy would no longer move in the small or great circuits and was all concentrating at the crown chakra. It became difficult to think or do anything, the world seemed to be in a cloud. My thoughts became fuzzy and I had difficultly thinking clearly, it felt as if I were on drugs all the time and I became confused and did not know what to do at this point. I kept trying to get the energy to come down from the crown but I could not move it. I stopped meditating at this point hoping it would come down but it stayed there.
For more then three years it was stuck there until a month ago. During those 3 years my physical body had rapidly began to deteriorate my joints in my knees became so stiff and painful that I could only bend them 2 inches before the pain became to much I was limping and at one point had to where leg braces and use a cane. I could not drive a car or even walk without lots of pain. My ankles, wrists and fingers had also became very stiff and they popped, crunched and hurt when I moved them.
On august 7th I was tired of living in a fog filled mind and pain filled body and began to pray for help asking for the universe, saints, enlightened masters, God to guide me to the correct method for healing my body and reaching enlightenment, or to someone to who could guide me.
The next day at a farmers market that I was selling some plants at. I was sitting in a chair with my feet up on a stool because it was so painful to bend them. A older man looking to be in his late 60s asked me what was wrong with my legs, I told him about how painful it was to bend them, and also about how much pain my wrists were in also. He said that he may be able to help and asked if he could try something on me. I said yes. He then put his hand on the back of my neck and I could feel energy flowing into my body and my arms and legs began to shake violently he did this for about 15 minutes then put his right hand on the crown of my head and the left index and middle finger on my third eye, then throat chakra, heart chakra and navel. I could feel the energy flowing into each point and my mind began to become clearer and the pain in my wrists, knees and ankles had almost completely disappeared.
He told me to do certain meditations and that it would heal my body completely back to normal and told me I would be running around in a few weeks. I did the meditations everyday for the next 3 weeks at least 8 hours a day, when doing them my body shook and my muscles twitched and I would breakout in sweats but eventually they stopped and I could feel cool energy flowing into my arms and legs the pain and stiffness in my joints had completely disappeared. All other pains and aches in my body also disappeared the energy also moved down from the crown and my mind became clear. Not only could I now run but I was sprinting up hills with no pain whatsoever something I had not done in 3 years and never thought I would be able to do again for my entire life.
I will post more later. And no I am not crazy or delusional. I just want to share my experiences with others so they do not make the same mistakes.