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  1. but i was just reading a meditation book thinking about spiritual things and my perineum contracted this is not normal
  2. I stopped doing jekels a long time ago , I just do Yoga Vajroli , Vajroli is when i you bring the penis and testicles upwards by tightening the lower abdominal muscles
  3. well before i practiced semen retention, i never ejaculated, and i haven't masturbated in a week , I only did a few Penis jelgs and exercises an hour ago , but for a teaspoon of semen to come out an hour later while reading spiritual books makes me feel pathetic, I don't know if i should give up penis jelging(exercises)
  4. yes but i haven't masturbated in a week
  5. I do not know why this is going on , Every time i feel bliss in meditation , perineum contracts and i feel semen coming out. I was just reading about qiqong and enlightenment and i felt my perineum contract , i went to urinate in a cup and a teaspoon of semen came out Is this normal? ....
  6. Has meditation really changed me?

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  7. Has meditation really changed me?

    the site does not work , please i want to check it out thanks!
  8. Has meditation really changed me?

    -I have been meditating for 1 year but i felt the results this month -I meditate two times a day ( I surrender to myself , I just remain as "I AM" ) -i practice semen retention & Pranayama -i practice being myself all day with no attachments to anything , feelings thoughts and desires come and they go while I remain as "I AM" with no identification to anything -I have a SAVAGE job so i practice self discipline 11-12 hours a day , I let my anger come and I let it go , I let my "past karmic mind" come and i let it go , Im like the sky and my ego is like the clouds , (i dont want anybody to follow me im not a master ) So do not ask me questions on how to change your life,
  9. Has meditation really changed me?

    I have lucid dreams everyday , They are not 100% lucid that's why i don't pay them too much attention . One time I decided to meditate in my dream and i realized something that gave me the chills , The sense of "being" in the dream is the same as the waking state . The sense of "I AM" is the same in both realms (this was my experience).... but, anyway I don't pay dreams to much attention , I look at experiencing and looking forward to a lucid dream as a weakness ,its some type of escape from life , I must make this waking dimension lucid rather than focusing on my dreams . So i no longer look into my dreams , i let them come and i let them go . By practicing meditation and non attachment i began to have lucid dreams daily. (I do not want anybody to follow my ways because I'm not a master yet )
  10. -I no longer have WILD lust , it is controlled , it is just like a little headache in my mind that i don't need to give in to it , It is a calm type of lust . -I don't have a big urge to be one with a woman , -i no longer get scared in my dreams , I see the frightening dream character with ease . -I feel positive and realize that all thoughts arise from me , including all the negative energies , they come and they go , I don't give in to them , i hope i continue to see positive results . What do you gentlemen think ?
  11. Enlightenment and the Hermit

    lol its easy for me to be a saint in this room, but ill show how much of a saint i am in my physical day job. look at yours egos when ur suffering, that is the right time to meditate. everybody can play a saint in a pleasurable environment, but go ahead live through something harsh and see what type of saint you really are. hard times are perfect for meditation am i wrong?
  12. Thoughts on vegetarianism?

  13. Choosing a Practice

    I have only learned one thing , and this came out of meditation and the help of books that infuleunced me :... "Always be conscious of yourself , Always be conscious in your dreams , never get attached to yourself, never get attached to your ego , never get attached to anything, instead watch everything like a movie .. Stop dreaming in this life because it will lead to your dreaming life . If you wanna know if your really conscious you must watch how conscious you are in your dreams, Escape your prison of fantasy , Instead live your life with consciousness , dont be attached to your pleasures because they keep you asleep ,You must strive to be awake and to have non attachment . There is no problem in this world, the problem in in ourselves , in the midst of war to have peace within is the greatest achievement wake up , escape fantasy! understand that external turmoil is necessary for self growth and inner realization , you must practice conscious living in times of trouble, this is my practice
  14. Sleep Paralysis & Demons of the Night

    i never had a demon on my back or a demon on my chest, but once or two times i felt fingers stroking my back when i was in sleep paralysis , It was 100% real , it was as if somebody was sitting next to me and stroking my back . also one of my spiritual friends had the same experience alot of times . Perhaps it is our own energy that is creating it , or it is a energetic being that is doing it . This is the main reason why im scared of astral projection . But im hoping from now on to free myself from this fear . The worst thing to do is feel the fear , instead you should just allow it to happen and cultivate courageous power . My worst experiences were when giving into the fear , instead i should of tapped into my inner power . When i was young i would awake at night and feel people in my room , i dont know if it was my own fear or if they were spirits . I had so many experiences like that when i was young . Once at night i felt a woman approach me and talk to me , I had courage to listen because i was sleeping next to my mom , .. My gnostic friend told me every time you masturbate , demons from the astral come and collect the semen , he said it was food for them . (he is a gnostic practitioner) (he believes that saving sexual energy will bring one to the astral plane) .
  15. I was going to sleep and i imagined i did not have a body or a mind , I stayed a "witness" through the whole time , My entire body began to shake ,I was fighting to stay awake , the more awake i stayed the more stronger the vibrations got .. I felt my body shift to the right but after it went back to the body , when it went back to the body i realized i was dreaming , after i got lost into my fears and anger inside the dream . I woke up again , i tried going back to sleep and i felt my entire body shake. Right now i feel my lower chakra vibrate" I was awake the entire time , even while going to sleep , I want to know why my entire body felt vibrations? ohhhh man i wish i can conquer my fears, one day i will lol!!!!!! I was reading Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche book on dream yoga , And it said nothing about strong vibrations . He just said to remain conscious while going to sleep . He says through strong practice i might attain "clear light dreams"