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  1. Why end rebirth?

    Taomeow , anything you would reccomend to read from the stuff you mentioned you are reading about (sorry about grammar ) ?
  2. Bagua , I have asked a spiritual teacher that once and he told me : "Well , you have to fall in love with that "feeling" , it has to fill you in so that there is no room for anything else ." It depends what we connect to with words , thoughts and deeds , what kind of relationship there is . Also cultivating virtues of heart like patience , forgivness , loving the challenges and all boring sounding stuff really rocks and make life so much more beutiful and easy going . By the way my life has changed a lot as years are passing by , but by all means I am not connected 24/7 . Just sharing some thoughts.. edit : there seems to be the point that one needs to pass through and this requires either a lot of skill with energetic practises or virtue ,or combination . It is detangeling of a belly ,once this is done everything becomes easier and energy levels are higher .
  3. The Sage goes to a motel....

    I honestly don't now , don't even know about Sagehood , I mean I just mentioned it for the sake of being understood in the context of the thread ... I don't think that I will eliminate fears per se as they are existing as a possibility , but will try not act upon them or claim the as mine and embody them unnecessary . Some of them . Or most of them . All of them ? We will se how it goes ...They definetly feel like my psychological shoe is too small most of the time . Unfounded and some twisted socially conditioned fears don't rock my world . Due to being more or less further away from the center of the being ones own fears are more or less imaginary and/or twisted . This type of fear is dangerous for ones own well being and even physical health . I do not believe (OK never say never though ) that it possible to exist 100 procent TOTALY fearless all the time.That kind of person is not a person and I dont see how could s/he have physical body . Maybe the question should be what does not constitute Sage ?
  4. The Sage goes to a motel....

    Yes, I also think that if he had chronic fears than he would not be a sage . But than again I wont know until I become one ... In Yoga Vashista there is a beautiful story about Demon who gained enlightenment after a lot of realisations and hardships , he felt compassionate and really wanted to stop being Demon . However regardless of his enlightenment the best form he could take eventually was that of a Virus . Being a Virus is much better than Demon because it would do malice on very , very rare occasion . Whereas as a Demon he would need to do harm most of the time . So he lived as an enlightened Virus (or bacteria --cant remember correctly ) and did his viral infections whenever duty called . Maybe it sounds funny as I write , but it is actually a very deep story that shows that Nature is so colourful and full of different possibilities . As well that everyone has a role to play in keeping Life Alive, sometimes an unexpected one .
  5. The Sage goes to a motel....

    This could also depend where Sage is .. If he is in Sri Lanka and has a massive poisonous spider on the bathroom wall , fear would be appropriate signal in order to take action and remove it . Fear of crossing the red light in the middle of busy traffic is also appropriate etc .So fear is a warning , but I do agree that most of our fears are useless and actually in a way we as individuals are defined by fear . Can Sage be having fear of spiders ? I don't know , life is full of suprises .....OK not I suppose if this fear is chronic . Is Sage Perfect ? If so by what definition ?(just some questions that came up as I wrote this , indicated to whomever feels to answer it )
  6. What is this feeling?

    The thing is that with this stuff -- making progress and achievement is just not the correct mesurament for this kind of metamorphosis , infact it can be something like a spiritual virus . It does not belong to the realm of peacefulness . Achivement in this sense would not be Peacefulness , but false satisfaction . . Whatever happens is there for a reason, it is individual way of being . Individual is a sum of many circumstances and not just "doing" and every individual has a unique and important role in co-creation . Every little thing is important . Taking easy and go through everything toroughly . Also sometimes what seems like a lack of progress turns out to be a tool or a necessary pathway in order to be more relaxed . Cultivating patience , perseverance and fearlessness helps me a lot . As well as using the opportunity for practising entering stillness in the middle whatever chaotic demanding situation may be happening . That's where I am at . Not easy , but hey ..that is life .
  7. ...

    I think more like a Wild River ..
  8. What are you listening to?

    ok this is seriously good tune
  9. ...

    I have missed this discussion and am so happy that limitless editing is back ! Opression of restriction and too much discipline is not good for my health .
  10. Hi everyone , Just got this through the mail .. Please sign this petition on filtering esoteric websites in UK . It is already happened on Orange mobile phone and this issue is being discussed within some days to come . So this needs to be signed ASAP , because if they get loads emails and signatures they cannot simply ignore it ,we need clear communication on subject . Smells like DICTATORSHIP wearing a mental cloak of some friendly Merry Poppins like personality. This is insane and its catching on to other countries too it seems . http://www.change.org/petitions/uk-prime-minister-david-cameron-stop-the-unnecessary-censor-of-esoteric-websites-and-web-forums?utm_source=supporter_message&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=petition_message_notice
  11. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    hahaha yes dear , edit it away !!!!!!!!!!!! Yes everyone is different . Your plans sound good , you gotta do what you gotta do . Worst is trying to live someone elses life and think and embody someone elses thoughts . You are Skydog living the Skydog way .
  12. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    Yes , you right Harmonious -- cultural discrimination . This goes so deep -- into our identity here in Europe that is shaped by mainstream Christianity . Just had a thought , wonder how would the similar type of bans look like in India for example ? So it is a desire for domination and not freedom . Def a battle for fighting for , if I look deeper -- it is a battle I have been fighting long time now . This is just a fragment of its outer manifestation .
  13. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    Thanks for sharing your perspective and where are you coming from Skydog . To be honest any perspective is a bit skewed and not just yours , purley because it is a perspective . It is -- an inherent nature of perspective . Never to behave in a way that is disharmonious to society -- are wise words . Interesting question would be : what is harmonious to society ? Is it situational or is there a rule ? Or ?
  14. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    Hey Zeros , You Tube blocked too ? This is crazy . All we can do is make sure to be human conduits for the right kind of stuff to come into being through words , thoughts and actions , be responsible in that way . That is huge amount -- A LOT , because if we all do like this world would be a better place . This is some mad psychic levels we live in , it sways so strong that people are loosing a grip . We need some strong Mental Fu Discrimination Skills and spread it around .. Times are changing true , that seems to be the role of Time . At the same time on one level I sometimes deeply feel exactly what I am suppose to do and stand up for . Otherwise life is like some Shapeless Soup without seasoning , made with swamp water and dust . About anger -- it has to be understood and it actualy does/can help a lot , it is there for purpose and appropriate in some situations . Infact it can be wonderful if used right . Much in the same way fire can be used or misused . What is your personal opinion as to why are the esoteric sites being banned ?
  15. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    I would think so -- yes , it is a genuine show of concern for this situation . from : ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- https://wiki.openrightsgroup.org/wiki/Orange_Safeguard Orange Safeguard Orange Safeguard is the name given to the adult content filter applied to pay-as-you-go Orange phones in the UK. block page example ukmobiledata.net page (on EE) CategoriesCategories blocked by Safeguard are[1]: Anonymizers: These sites allow you to browse the Internet and access content anonymously. Anorexia - Bulimia: Promoting and instigating eating disorders. Gambling: Access to online gambling such as casinos and any other online services that let you place bets. Chat: Where you chat in real time to people you don’t know. Bombs: Explaining how to prepare, make, build and use explosives and explosive devices. Dating: Websites for match-making where the user can meet other people - make friends, find a partner, etc. Forums: Where you’re invited to take part in discussions on predetermined topics with people you don’t know. Pornography: Websites with a pornographic or sexual content. Racism: Sites promoting racist behaviour based on culture, race, religion, ideology, etc. Sects: Websites on universally acknowledged sects. Within this category URLs are included on organizations that promote directly or indirectly: (i) group, animal or individual injuries,(ii) esoteric practices, (iii) content that sets a bad example for young children: that teaches or encourages children to perform harmful acts or imitate dangerous behaviour, (iv) content that creates feelings of fear, intimidation, horror, or psychological terror, (v) Incitement or depiction of harm against any individual or group based on gender, sexual orientation, ethnic, religious or national identity. Violence: Containing openly violent content and/or that promote violence or defend it. Hackers: Containing info on hacking, pirated and illegal software as well as software used for hacking. Malware: Websites containing malicious code or programs such as viruses Trojans etc. Spyware: An application that collects confidential and general information from a PC to then transmit to a third party. All this takes place without knowledge and/or consent of the user. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So people -- we are here on TTB according to above written universally acknowledged as a sect ! Wonder how far is all this in general gonna go ... New genre of wars seems to be appearing . They are becoming more and more subtle . It is not only a war for the land any longer , it is a war for heart and soul of the people . Or is this just more obvious now ? Breaking a connection with a centre of our being on mass level , strange times .. To what point do we need to be taken care of and show that we care ? What is the real role of responsibility ? How important is responsibility ?
  16. esoteric websites ban petition,please sign

    Well yeah , its terrifying . I have lived through dictatorship for 17 years and know it when I smell it .. The real motive ? That is why clear communication on this is SO important . Check out the links in the letter , they is a lot of info in there on different bans taking place , unfortunately my copy and paste skillz on brand new Windows 8 are driving me mad . As far as I understand it they are discussing it behind closed door , with no other input at the moment (pls correct me if I am wrong on this anyone ). YES , the fire could spread in different directions depending how the wind blows. This stuff needs to be debated thoroughly with the doors and window wides open .
  17. Why Do We Exist?

    Why do we exist is -- a not an aprporiate question in long term , it could lead to good pointers that may lead to further discovery-- but cannot be answered with the full stop at the end . If it has to however be answered ,it would most satisfactory be so by silence or maybe even another question or prehapes by laying down on grass outside and looking at the clear summers night sky .
  18. will precedes choice

    The way I see it is that Free Will comes to fructation only when the Time is right . In that sense it is not Free , but depending on the right time . Otherwise one may try and try to free will as much as they like , but it is not going to manifest . Or one may say Free Will is useless , unless the circumstances are right . This shows interconnectedness and interplay of many , many circumstances that co-create a human being and universe just as it is .
  19. Do you cease to exist ?

    Are you sure ...?
  20. Psychological Suicide

    Im coming back here later when there is more time ..:-)
  21. Ambition - Be a Mountain Sage

    I really liked the story of the book "Cave in the snow ", so interesting .(recommended to those who haven't read it yet ) Jetsun you do have a point here .. I know one woman who spend 2 years solo deep in mountains and she had amazing meditation experience , infact so much that at the end she could not handle it and deschiper between waking , dreaming and meditation . Which of course is the goal , BUT ones whole physical system , including the nervous system must be prepared for it otherwise burn out happens OR experience simply remains an expirience and not a new way of being . Anyway the woman loved it and is a risk taking sort of person and is doing well , still working on integrating experience into daily life . Another girl sat in her cave and she told me all she could think of was her home country and nice food for days , weeks , months on end .. Another two old silent sadhus I know of who didn't speak for sooooooooo many years even a word , live in neighbouring cave and are at war with each other . Literally . Neither of them talk , but just furiously write threatening messages to each other , its mad and hilarious at the same time . Just writing this gossip to say that people live and learn and if someone has to do something than someone will do it no matter what cicumstances .
  22. Psychological Suicide

    As mentioned in email to you -- someone I know best described this new perspective mentioned above in previous post : " It is a start of taking nourishment from Universe " . (Instead of common mental/emotional foods .)
  23. Psychological Suicide

    Yes it is not heavy . Infact it is so extremely light that it can be unbearable . That what is heavy is disspearing and usually dearly missed due to lifetime habits that crave deep connections and ways of relating to life . We are used to carry psychological lagguage -- mainly because that is how it is and it is normal and everyone does it and even if we are different still mostly we like to carry " I am different " sort of lagguage . So in this case one commits a sort of (psychological ) suicide ( yes it is terrible dramatic term ) in order to get reborn more bouynt , interconnected .
  24. Ambition - Be a Mountain Sage

    Michael , there are cheap places in India and Nepal ,there are places that if people know that you are there just for sadhana (as in for real , not just a cheapskate ) they let you stay for free . There are also many people in some types of organisations who are so beautiful and honest and non manipulative too and really willing to help when they see someone came and took so much time out of regular life just for practise . This is not on the internet or advertised , you get to know much things from people and other practicioners , and than many doors just open .. Otherwise huts vary in price depending how simple they are , usually if it is a meditation hut food would be available over there as often it is a complex with few huts . (edit after rereading ..) Whenever I go travelling I try find out how does a person of same/similar job do in another country , which means similarish needs and lifestyle and align myself with it (hope it makes more sense after editing , not sure though ..).