NeiChuan

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He is a great guy. Loved the book aswell. I think you already know if you're going to train with him though.

Sorry, I've probably arrived late to answer this questions.

I Will though. I Find, i'm rarely on the site now. I get a notification for each thread made, and when I see one that has something in common with a thought roaming my mind around the time, or has to do with inner alchemy, I head over sometime to read it.

I try not to indulge in information I don't believe is kosher, also if someone will usually reply negatively about something I've said just because their perspective is different. I usually never reply because I rarely come back to the same thread unless I haven't gotten the original point completely of the post. Also the fact that people take their time out of their day to tell me i'm wrong, in a setting there is no objective truth.

That's usually a sign to leave that thread.

"Never give way to anger-

otherwise in one day you could burn up the wood

that you collected in many bitter weeks."

 

Meng-Tse

 

Anger is a loss of self control. Such a loss only makes it more difficult to deal with a given situation.

I don't agree that is a loss of control, if that were true, other emotions would be aswell. It depends on how a person deals with anger. If you have control of your emotions, you can choose which times are the correct times to be angry.

Also, to OP, being assertive isn't always being angry, so you can let people know the line that way.

Whenever the tags "Quantum Mechanics" are put up in a discussion red flags are raised..

Being only about 2 or 3 people on the entire planet even understand what any of it means.. So when I see it mentioned on youtube, or a forum, it makes think.

I don't see why you would want to give up sex. Moderate it yes.

Although why give up an daily opportunity to not only improve your health, and relieve stress, but get to emotionally and mentally more intertwined with another person.

Or just help eachother grow as people. If there's a person in your life you have an opportunity to share this with, why would you not?

It's so rare it may aswell be fake.

It's hit or miss. If you get hit by it in the first place (if they're for real) you'll either just have your shirt move, or be dead. And I doubt a guy only able to move your shirt would think about projecting energy at you.

Another reason to not gain things like this in the hope to use them on people. Then again the systems making it available, I believe filter out people who do look to do things like this.

I just go to bed, sometimes I wake up but I am not in a real world, I guess it's more like a lucid dream because there is no body left on the bed, and I can't fly or have control over the dream. All senses work just like this world, I can eat or shower or whatever.

 

There have been times I've posted on the internet and read books or gone to work even, only to come to find out it never actually happened in real life.

 

Quite maddening to say the least and scary as hell, when the dream starts to collapse around you.

 

 

I am not even training at all right now and most of the time it just happens when I least expect it to.

I really can't explain it much better, aswell as your previous post. Getting stuck in recurring nightmares is a possibility, but a part of the practice.

Thank you. I started doing the Deer exercise, do you think that this is good for strengthening the muscles and getting a feel for drawing the energy upwards?

I will look into lucid dreaming.

 

Can you (or anyone else) also tell me if I understood the Seal the Leaking Door Exercise from Mantak Chia correctly, like I described it in my first post?

Thanks!

The deer exercise alone will be enough. It will be time, but it takes time for lasting results. Be very very sure you take it slow, or else you have to decondition your perineum before you keep trying to excel (or you'll have premature ejaculation)

Differenciate your light contractions from your medium, then to your hard. but most of all don't over do it. The inward drawing of the energy will happen spontaneously when you least expect it if you're diligent, and most likely faster if you're practicing the MCO.

NeiChuan

I am convincing myself more and more that I am recycling the semen that is dying or dead. I believe this is why generally after ejaculation it is said you should wait a couple of days, perhaps to produce more and wait until you have more to recycle with..

This is what I have come up with though.

Edit: Completely forgot to actually reply..

I believe a vasectomy will probably help your training, being the semen would never actually be expelled from your body, yet consistently produced.

He's quite dramatic isn't he? The first few sentences were enough.

It sounds like you're doing real good work, but also need a balance. Do you eat vegetables?

If not many I suggest switching a meal of yours with greeny vegetables, being you don't want your internal organs to over heat, as the way you've mentioned it. It sounds like you're heating up a bit. still try to eat plenty of food aswell.

Again sounds like you're doing good work, the bones feeling like they're on fire is a great sign, good progress.

Glad to see you have time to do this particular practice, what with how busy you are.

Very very impressive Anamatva. I know I don't know you (at least yet) but im proud to hear.

Good job.

Dat cudz finally duz it!

 

Snorez (cat nap)

 

Peoplez CAN hasz too many timez on thurs pawz.

 

Betterz to turns mindz to ceiling purrzuits.

 

May the pawz be wit u.

 

-----don't diss the vehicle----

Oh god The cuteness... Brb Buying Cat

My teacher posted some notes on doing this standing dao gong meditation. I have been using it to great effect. Any other bum do this?

 

http://www.gbolarts.com/pages/notes_archive/notes_033.html

Ah cool stuff. It doesn't look "exactly" the same, but I remember doing a method about back on making energy actually physical, it sounded a bit similar to this. I don't remember all of it.. but the end result was flicking a hand a bit and water landing as if your hand were wet.

This method seems cool.

Do what's natural for you.

This. Also, don't always worry if the person isn't exactly compatible. Sometimes it's the ones that're most incompatible that teach us the most about ourselves, or about things in general.

have fun too

Your qigong practice is based on what people said 2000 years ago.

Great point. Could possibly be 4,000 years.

haha nice

18:20 Bothers me.

Seems like he gets burned and notices "oh crap my head/hair"

Also I don't know what hes put all over that cloth. and all the stuff on the wood may contribute to a slow slow burn.

Gonna pick this book up, thanks for the good read.

Corporations actually pay politicians to benefit their companies, and after the politicians retire, they work as regulators for the corporations. But.. They never actually regulate, and continue to get gigantic salaries that weren't possible while they were politicians.

Resource companies and corporations pay patent groups to withhold technological developments, that may run current oil companies or others out of business, holding humanity back. Perhaps 10 or more years, then release smear campaigns on the technology if it's ever released, like Thomas Edison did with Tesla.

President Obama actually takes more money than all the other politicians running for president.

Those are just conspiracy.

Oh.. Wait a Minute..

ah yeah popping right after a healing is a clear indication. Do you guys ever get involuntary leg movements? After meditating my legs sometimes shoot out, I sometimes barely feel it. I can't say my legs are healing for sure, but surely something is happening.

I agree with you that often people try to do good, just for the reward or for the fear of punishment, which is why I was very unsure about absolute moralism for a long time, however its more of a feeling of being just like or connected to the other person and feeling bad about my actions.

Ah, I honestly believe the only way to get over it. Is to think about the best way you can function to help people, is if you work with yourself at your best.

Instead of heart broken/depressed over previous actions. Otherwise hindered.

I know Ive been mean and hurtful to people in the past and will probably continue to be, but how can I try and make sure I heal the pain, that I may have been somewhat responsible in causing, eg insulting brother when younger, insulting parents during an argument? Is this just needless suffering?

Personally, I never look at it as "what can I do to redeem myself, how much, to these people" ect. Because I myself have no say of just how much I hurt someone, or whether or not they're till this day in pain.

I believe the best thing to do is be better for the now, and the future. Prop yourself up to do good. This way your worked on personality, and things you've done for good in general in your mind will be concrete. It's not about how much you do, it's whether or not you do it. Also what your intentions for doing things are. I also believe if they are only for reward, or out of fear of punishment, the deed you've done is irrelevant.

In the same way clearing up a debt would be. In the sense you now don't have to worry about it, which could be seen as a reward. It may seem harsh, but it's my viewpoint.