Edward M

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  1. interrupted meditation session

    Thanks Marblehead, makes sense apart from that I can't stop saying them out loud. I hope you are right, time will tell. Thanks, Edward
  2. Central channel or Heart Field?

    Good topic, I'd be interested in hearing more about the heart field and how one goes about working with it? Thanks, Edward
  3. I'll write this second time but different. is experience of having leg channels opened and energy flowing through along with changed pace in walking and direction a result of newly opened channels and fear causing theme of remote control, or fear full stop? I dont even meditate any more and qigong goes wrong, interference, so I'm confused..... fear level its too great to meditate, and wake up in morning consumed by same fear of being taken over.
  4. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Hi Oak, Thanks may give that a go... sorry feeling very low right now, take care. Edward
  5. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks Dwai, I'm yet to be of that realisation, thanks for the suggestion....
  6. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks Karen, ill do my best to take my mind off it, its gotten out of hand ST, thanks for your good descriptions of what you went through, and sorry to hear of your fathers passing, and like you said, thanks for sharing, take care, peace. Edward
  7. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks man, but its not they make it clear each time it seem like that, thats its them having power over me. But whatever happens its an illusion,, no one has power over another, say hypothetically it was a head of state, with no state subjects there would be no head of state, its all an illusion. So I'm saying you are right, there is no power over me, except spirit, sustainer of the sustained. peace
  8. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks ST, that is what is was hoping to hear in the beginning when I started this topic, but the stuff I'm experiencing is so bizarre and out there, that I'm having a hard time believing its all fear based now. it literally feels like an attempt to take over my will. I really hope you are right and it will settle down. Thanks again for your good words. its hard to imagine that nightmares of this kind really happen, especially in this era.
  9. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    If this is government, or monarchy, what have I done to deserve enslavement against my own will? they are as of present trying to take down the real energy from my system, this is attempted murder via occult vampirism
  10. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    This is serious, some occult person invoked something within me to try to attempt to counterfeit the heart voice of my own true will. This is none other than the beast at work. Christ spoke of the counterfeit spirit in his teachings, the false spirit, spirit of selfishness.
  11. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks Jeff, there are too many other people in my awareness, I cant locate you without coming into contact of others... thanks for the support though!
  12. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Apparently this is for my own good to keep from being murdered, its either slavery or murder, I'm not accepting either! whoever remote controlled me around this morning, why???????? life is not a game, this is real people, human beings, you cannot just have them do what you want for your own kicks or sense of security and self comfort. thats what it comes down to, selfish motives are the opposite of the true impulse within us, there fore it is the opposite of Gods will, and if followed leads to the dark side.
  13. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    This is an attempt to initiate me against my will, to bring me under control of some slavemaster who wants to control the general public for their own agenda
  14. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    funny how they know I've got a visit by a doctor coming within half an hour and this happens, hmmmm perhaps trying to get me sectioned.... find some other mug, such as yourself to get sectioned you criminals...
  15. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    this is overriding my own inner voice, this is the biggest sin ever, the still small voice within, is how God speak to us..... they cannot get away with this!
  16. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Ive literally just had an additional sushumna plant come up that is meant to override my own free will.
  17. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Sorry I do think now I'm in trouble, something has been activated in me that wasn't there before. its to get me under control, this world is not what it seems we are living under an occult regime, we routinely have magic used on us, in fact it could be said some events are mass talismans for occult energies to manifest.
  18. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks lit , makes a lot of sense, thank you. I get it now, thank you that is a lot of help. Peace, Edward
  19. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Hi again all, listen, I'm really confused, all the experiences I'm having could be just new energy flows and I'm assigning fear based meanings to them, but the experiences are so out there, and involuntary and at the worst possible times (no family life anymore), that its hard to believe thats the case. Ive had big energetic experiences in the distant past, 11 years and backwards, but like I said I don't meditate now or do much qigong. Could this be a reawakening of energy and I've just not got the awareness/space in mind to handle it properly? If so, the answer is obvious... if not, well, ill just have to be stronger. Thanks, Edward
  20. is this energy or mental formation or both?

    Thanks, ill take that advice.
  21. Does qi flow up the zhong mai, or down it?

    Good topic from the past on this very subject:
  22. mouth of god chakra

    Thank you, Best
  23. mouth of god chakra

    Hey, anyone worked with this chakra before? did you have problems with fine tuning it? what to do if it keeps getting jammed on frequencies because you cant switch attention easily? Cheers
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