ddilulo_06

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  1. I think it's caused from a lack of love. In my experience, I felt I had 2 options:

     

    A)Replace the wank habit with something else that would distract me.

     

    B)Open my heart... lemme 'splain

     

    I believe all ailments come from a lack of love. Our ego then attempts to fill that empty feeling with things like food and a lot of pullin' the pud.

     

    If I were you, I would learn to open more to love... by whatever means.


  2. Relationship to others shifting via Kunlun... hmm... I notice that my allegiance to people who primarily use me and are habituated to doing just that without really seeing me, has weakened a lot. I cant feel the pull that I used to, to please them and fulfill the unspoken contract to do what it is they set me up to do. Whatever it was I set them up to do, also seems to have gone with the wind. So I seem in this respect, to myself, colder.

     

    I'm not playing the old games.

     

    At the same time, I am warmer, and more forgiving to other people.

    Almost randomly, as far as I can see from my limited point of view.

     

    Does this make any sense to you, mgd? Is it in any way what you are experiencing?

     

    Yes... as well as a desensitization to things not loving and an increase in sensitization to things loving. Tiz' nice. :)


  3. Yeah man...

     

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67J_66hdN-I

     

    Funny thing is I wouldn't be posting here if I followed my own advice. ...such is the nature of duality.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    ...try not to think about it.


  4. so the wankers are bumping this topic up again eh? :lol:

     

    I have had no desire to masturbate after the Max seminar... this is day 8. I'm not even keeping track.

     

    All I would say on this topic is to stop trying to control your bodily urges... that goes for all areas of life. The trick is to find out how you REALLY feel and follow that.

     

    Feel like wacking off? Do it.

     

    Feel like supressing your sexual desires? Do it.

     

    Feel like being "disciplined? :lol: Do it.

     

    Whether you realize it or not, we all do what we feel like anyway... always.


  5. I'm feeling more like having a meeting at this point so I'll grant his wish. March or whenever is fine with me.

    Oh, also, I don't do magic in any way that can be tested.

    WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! YES! WOWO! WOOBAHWOOBAH! COOL! HALLELUIAH! etc... etc... :lol:

     

    I think you're pretty much bound to post a review after the meeting. :)


  6. Hey Dusty,

    Glad you had a good time. Now you see why it is so hard to read the things people who've never met us have said in here and consider that they are actually referring to Max.

     

    Max says thanks for being his "victim" for the burning palm demo. :lol: He hopes it has helped release some of your trapped fire.

     

    Take care, bro.

     

    Chris

     

    I'm having a hard time taking in and believing all this stuff is real and works... and I was there in person!

     

    I'll be Max's "victim" any time. :) Those healings have helped tremendously, although I didn't think so while he was doing them! "Wha? Slap the crap outta someone to make them feel better? :blink::huh: "

     

    :lol:

     

    I was amazed... people were releasing all this trapped junk out of their systems... a few people flopping around like fish out of water in what looked like extacy... people crying, laughing, and growing so much closer to themselves and each other. I'm so glad I was a part of it. :D And then you look at the veterans and their attitude made it seem like it was just another day. I found Max's matter-of-fact tone funny when he was talking about siddhis. Meanwhile, I had to find my jaw because it was on the floor. :D


  7. I don't know... but I know I got something from Max. While I was doing RP the first time, he did something.

     

    Whether people need one for RP, or if it's any different, I dunno. He didn't say anything about a RP transmission @ the seminar that I remember hearing. Did he talk about a RP transmission at a seminar you went to Yoda?

     

    PS: I feel you more now that we're connected in the same Kunlun energy now. Don't really know how to put the feeling into words though. :):P


  8. first off, I understand there needs to be an energy transmission from a qualified teacher, but since I live in Mexico it will be difficult for me to attend any seminars at least for the time being. is the book sufficient to start off at least into an initial practice? how should i go about this?

    Just do it... no transmission needed to start.

     

    Straight from the horse's (Max's :lol: ) mouth:

     

    "People don't need to see me anymore."

     

    Glad to see another Kunloonie in the making! Please let us know how you like it!

     

    Dusty


  9. Holy crapp... just go see Max already.

     

    I 've never met any other masters or teachers before, so I can't compare him to any others, but I feel SO grateful to meet Max. I feel like the search for the saving grace of this lifetime is over... AND I'm ONLY 20!

     

    Ok... back to Max. This guy is FUN. He really embodies that playful, childlike nature, which makes him very approachable. I didn't see a hint of ego in him at all... like a clear vessel oozing compassion.

     

    The practices are SOMETHING ELSE! Today I practiced Red Phoenix for the second day ever, and I'm already getting a symptom of my third eye opening... and if I'm having openings this quickly, anyone can.

     

    Remember that thread about social anxiety I made... haha! During the free lecture on Friday night, here Max is talking about enlightenment, living much longer than normal, and many other awesome happenings I don't feel compelled to give details about, and then I ask him about social anxiety. :lol: Well... I still definitely have it, but it's fading very quickly. After the kunlun session we did on the first day, I noticed myself being MUCH more open and less self-conscious. The duality generator was quiet.

     

    And oh my.... the people were great! :) I'd never felt so loved! I was skeptical about this whole thing being a cult on friday, but the people were definitely free thinkers for the most part. In the end, the hugs were incredible. I want THOSE kind of hugs in my relationships!

     

    Highly personal processing was going on, which made us feel closer very quickly. I loved that.

     

    Okay... I could go on for DAYS. Ask me questions if you want to know more.

     

    Dusty

     

    I almost forgot... I asked Max if had had anything to loosen up my shoulders because I'm very stiff in that area. He chose me to be his "volunteer" :lol: for burning palm and scorpion palm on me. They worked beautifully. I feet much more relaxed immediately afterward; however, my back didn't end up looking so beautiful...

     

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    Max having fun slappping the shit out of me:

     

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    The day after:

     

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    The bruises you see actually felt good while Max pulled the skin up. It's like Chinese cupping. The part that hurt was the slapping on my lower back and stomach. The healing brought out some of my overactive fire...