gendao

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  1. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Hey, I got a cool "science experiment" idea. Why don't you and Jeff both give me a basic chakra scan (sans any hugging, deep scanning, or boob-fondling, lol)...and PM me your readings. Once I receive both, I can then post them together for comparison to check for any "objective" congruency or not?
  2. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    ^^ People usually take the path of least resistance. Generally, most people don't bother with jumping through extra hoops if they can get the same result far more easily without it. I mean, if anything, people are even more prone to take shortcuts, rather than the more advisable route.
  3. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Well yes, and look at the massive shame tsunami getting reflected back on him now. That's actually all the shame that he has repressed within himself. First by denial and spiritual escapism...becoming "holier and holier"...in an attempt to "negate" his "shameful" reptilian desires. Which may have seemed to work for a while...until his serpent still crept back in and reared its head again in his extradimensional realms. No, you become HOLY by becoming WHOLE. By being YOU, the whole SHEBANG, buddy, spare none! This is real ZHENGONG/NEIGONG - the brutal path of honest authenticity. (Maybe I'm crazy, but I feel this white starburst in my gut now, and it seems to just blow.the.fvck out of my mind...whenever I focus on it? It is that supercreative, superluminal essence. The sexual lifeforce. The Divine Madness!)
  4. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Lol, well it doesn't excuse his actions...but I feel a bit sad for him if he has so much shame about wanting to be like Bruce Jenner...that he has to escape into a remote outlet and manipulate women into fulfilling this fantasy for him. Because it's not really your particular hang-ups that are the problem, it's any shame/guilt/emotional resistance you have to them that create the resistors in your sexual circuitry. And coming from a (Black Magic Cannibalistic Blood-Sacrifice Cargo Cult) CHRISTIANUNNAKI background (OFC), he must feel IMMENSE SHAME for having these desires... This creates a SHAME-MAN/SHAM-MAN...rather than a true SHAMAN. This public outing could be part of his healing, though...if he can fully embrace his nonjudgmental reptilian/Shakti/Kundalini core and release all shame in his game. Just drop all your "spiritual man preconceived notions & pretentions" and go HAM full-on Pam Anderson, who gives a f***, man?
  5. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Perhaps. But that also evades my question while throwing shade on me for asking it... Just like this dodge: All non-answers to simple questions. What is your inspiration, then? What was your formative (or unformative) awakening experience(s)?
  6. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    OK, first few results were: So, he seems to draw his main inspiration from this AYP offshoot?
  7. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Just curious, what do you feel happened then? His scan of Jay78 here seemed to be pretty perfunctory and innocuous? I also vaguely recall an interaction with Jeff in the chatroom years ago...I think he scanned me...but nothing of note happened, as far as I noticed? How do you cold read a random over the internet, though? Also, I'm assuming any potential sexploitation wouldn't be a problem for dudes who lack boobs?
  8. Can anybody scan my chakras please?

    Yes, I would agree that pros are not necessarily > amateurs, in general in life. I mean, John "Chang" didn't accept payment for his healings or teachings, and so was not a pro...for example. BTW, would you also mind giving me a chakra/energy body scan, too?
  9. Celibacy, and also MCO

    ^ Have you or anyone actually tried his philosophy? Which seems to be love > animalistic sex, minimize excitement, no foreplay, go in firm, harden inside from love only, become still to avoid ejaculation, etc? I'm skeptical because it seems like the complete opposite of what my whole dream experience was like. His sedated approach seems grounded in avoiding shame for carnal lust. Whereas, my approach was first releasing that shame with ZHENGONG...and then fully letting go in the experience without reservation. As in, it's not so much any particular beliefs about sex that are the problem...it's the emotional shame surrounding any of them that are. For example, you could have shame about desiring "nonspiritual" casual sex outside of "love" or shame about being a virgin or sexually-inexperienced (incel). What matters not so much isn't the "hang-up" itself, but the SHAME/GUILT carried for it. I believe that is the true obstacle that should be removed to clear your energetic body.
  10. Calling All Metal Rats

    I was told your year is bad for you. Personally, I never noticed any difference though...most years seemed to be varying degrees of sh*tty, lol.
  11. ^ Oh yea, I was there back in the "spiritual Woodstock workshop" days crisscrossing the country over 10 years ago, now! That ish was cray-cray with people primal screaming and convulsing on the floor, lol! I know we all got stories! I bailed on home solo practice not too long after I felt like I stalled out...and wasn't getting many kriyas anymore. I also tried a few other meditation methods with the same results (none). I think that might have just meant I needed to do more remedial, disciplined methods to work out a lot of the nitty-gritty crap really ingrained in me. Remember, even Max started out with a lot of physical martial arts training. Which is what I eventually shifted into (physical foundation work) and have been doing for the last number of years. As drewhempel says, "you can't fake the full lotus." Anyways, I might start reincorporating a little more spontaneous shaking occasionally again, at this point...to balance out my rigorous routine. I guess it could be like a seesaw you keep angling up or down as needed. As far as tough emotions, I try NOT TO SHY AWAY and feel them so I can release them, especially in regular life wherever they organically arise... I mean, that's one of the whole working mechanisms of practice and healing. For example, I actually was eventually able to recognize the old pattern replicated by the attempted outcasting of me by a clique...and acknowledged it to myself. After which, it sort of peetered out like a raft I no longer needed on the other bank of the river. So ultimately, it's all grist for the mill...if you know how to properly recognize and internalize it (NEIGONG/MIRROR WORK). Anyways, my approach has largely been organic, often original, and DIY. Like, most lately I've been zeroing in on reconnecting with some prime archetypal forces...which has led to some interesting experiences and trickle-down effects. What about you?
  12. In retrospect, I think a complete approach to any skill seems to be 1 part disciplined, technical, "doing" mastery and 1 part organic, NHB, "allowing" inspired artistry. Think of a great musician or song... The former portion would be some kind of consistent yoga or IMA practice, etc. You don't attain the ability to do the splits or full lotus spontaneously...but by consistent effort, for example. The latter portion would be like Kunlun, yigong, shaking (San Bushmen, Osho, etc). And I would also include your regular life in this category too, lol. A lot of breakthroughs are basically spiritual-biological processes that occur on their own when ready (Grace). So, you can't systematize, paint-by-numbers, micromanage, manually DIY, schedule, or force them to happen. In fact, you have to totally let loose and let go! Because they are out of your control and will happen on their own (or not). If you only do 1 or the other, you will hit a brick wall at some point... That said, Kunlun is great! It led me to my biggest awakenings, yet! But I do think it is only 1/2 of the equation..
  13. Taoist birth control

    I recently had a full-fledged "dry" orgasm without ejaculation...and it was completely dry...as in, not even moist, much less a drop of any fluid whatsoever. So, I know that's possible. Although I don't know if it would be like that in every case, especially during actual sex with a woman?
  14. Celibacy, and also MCO

    What stretches exactly do you do? It's very interesting, because I've had quite a similar experience as you. I also have a regular stretching routine, may have gotten a spiritual download recently, and just unintentionally experienced my first dry orgasm, too! (In addition, I think my ballsy & relentless TRUTH WORK led me closer to, well, THE TRUTH!!!) Anyways, this happened during a "wet" dream...except it was totally dry and I didn't "lose the alchemical pill" (at least not physically) as drewhempel would say, lol. And similar to you, it involved NO retention, resistance, withholding, delaying, forcing, or edging, whatsoever! I totally let go in the dream and yet when I woke up, I was totally dry! That was the weirdest aspect, because a lot of the "training" for this tends to involve a lot of willful retention. Whereas in my case, I was allowing more of the opposite and was in fact, shocked, when I had no mess to clean up upon waking, lol! I mean, if I had not been able to physically check...I would have assumed that I had indeed shot my full load. I'll spare all the graphic details too...but I could also see how this could easily allow multiple male orgasms without ejaculation. But at this point, I don't know if this will happen again, intentionally or not? What about you? Can you choose to do this consistently at will now?
  15. the wall, part of trumps insanity

    Well, he is simply the spokesman for 81% of White evangelical Christian men...and following their Biblical sermons citing Nehemiah. So, here is the REAL "DEEP STATE"...over 2 BILLION STRONG...with a total bodycount probably near 100 million...and just "hidden" in plain sight all along!
  16. Levitation and possibly flight?

    Lol at all the abstract and "allegorical" conjecture in here... The first ACTUAL step is qinggong, a concrete skill that a few Chinese masters born around WWI still actually possessed. Before you can fully levitate (PHYSICALLY), you should be able to lighten your weight so that you can jump up progressively higher well beyond Olympic record heights.
  17. It was a deflection from the actual point of:
  18. Impunity Watch

    President Sean, this rebel truthgong master said part of being a good Gaian is thinking for yourself and making your own decisions about right and wrong! But this directly contradicts with what the Christian Colonialist Party (CCP) taught me! Screw the coronavirus...we must MAGA and send this dissident to a reeducation camp with a Gideon Bible ASAP! If not, he threatens to destroy all our plans by attempting to subvert the complete ecocide of this planet!!! You have 24-48 hours to comply...before I wet my Depends! - Walker, PSB Hall Monitor Even a raving, extremist lunatic like that bigoted, ultra-Leftist, hyperdimensional demon Al Gore endorses Gendao's views, FFS!!!
  19. ^ Nice maps, but I was actually trying to zoom INto the local area of her state park. It would have been cool to know what tribes were hanging out there, specifically. But, the whole US was just the closest I could find in .543 nanoseconds, lol.
  20. Impunity Watch

    Devil's Advocate for Christianity...boy do grudge matches sure make some strange bedfellows, lol. Well, none of your fake outrage matters. In the eyes of your Godfather, all that matters is if you believe his love child was his and if not, then you're all just as condemned as me.
  21. A few centuries ago, this entire continent was just one giant, free, stateless park where everyone tread lightly as gracious guests on this sacred Airbnb to freely revere all of its wonders...before all those inhabitants were "saved" by our new slumlords of "freedom"...
  22. Impunity Watch

    Of course, because...well, just another Christian colonialist WASP nest...
  23. Why gendao is worth having on this forum

    Lol, uh...wouldn't unironically claiming a supraluminal typing speed siddhi of 360 million wpm be the definition of EXTREME TROLLING???