Mattimo

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Magic is the unknowing-knowingness' that breathes the awareness to ponder the question if 'it' / 'it's-self' is possible

'Conspiracy Theory' is a label that universally categorizes alternative view-points with socially conditioned undertones of quackery.

'Conspiracy Theories' are an assault against what-we-think-we-know.

What-we-think-we-know may be a belief-system. Consider one's or other people's emotional response to the notion of a 'conspiracy theory' and/or alternate view-point. Moreover, do people have an aversion to a different perspective? i.e. the actual information that outlines a given alternative view-point? Or, do people simply repeal in disgust in reaction to the mere label, 'conspiracy theory.'

Consider the possibility that what-we-think-we-know is wrong and that largely, 'the system' and the resultant status-quo is highly oppressive, in nature. Consider the psychological mechanism and/or principle whereby the oppressed individual justifies his/her oppressive existence.

Consider the concept and/or LAW of truth. That is to say, irrespective of what one believes, the truth steadfastly remains pure, untouched and immutable - whether it is conspiratorial or not.

I can unequivocally state that from my perspective, many so-called 'conspiracy theories' are valid and that in actuality the real 'conspiracy' is against truth. The question is: do people have the courage to think for their respective selves' and reclaim sovereignty over their mind's?

Hi everyone I have two questions for you and they are unrelated to each other but I didn't want to make two posts

 

Okay so one is that I've begun doing tai chi on a daily basis and now I have a headache I went from doing around 45minutes 2-3 times a week into doing 15-20minutes daily. Otherwise it has granted me good energy and uppered my general feeling but on top of that I seem to be getting a headache

 

The other question is about taking tattoos. I've always wanted to take one, maybe a buddhist lotus-tribal-figure or something. But it feels somehow controversial to take a tattoo to represent spirituality when taking a tattoo doesn't seem like a very spiritual action So I wish to hear your opinions I somehow think that a pure body would be more spiritual than a tattoo'ed one.

>Experiencing headaches could be a side-effect of purifying your body which can manifest through tai-chi practice. However, your headaches could also be an indication of so-called improper practice. That is to say, perhaps it is necessary for you to make an adjustment in terms of structural alignment, relaxation, etc.

>Regarding the tattoo, only you can answer that question. The opinions of other people do not matter at all in this case. Are your underlying motivations for getting a tattoo sincere? Do you want to get a tattoo because of superficial reasons related to your personal-image. Or, will getting a specific tattoo represent and embody your inner-most genuine character and provide you with inspiration to achieve your goals. More to the point and ignoring the previous questions, simply, do you want to get a tattoo?

Hello,

 

I'm aaaalways sick, so I started looking and finally found a good qigong teacher, so now I practice at least 2hours a day and I feel much better, but it takes time... At the same time I practice kung fu, which is a very Yang and hard style of kung fu. Two weeks ago I got sick again and it wont go away. Do you think it's bad to mix a very yang style of kung fu with very yin style of qigong? All the energy that I gather with qigong, does it go away when I do my kung fu, and prevents me from getting healthy? I just can't imagine my life without kung fu...

Any suggestions?

My response may not seem helpful to you but in my opinion only you can answer the question that you have posed. Relax and listen to yourself and you will arrive at the correct answer. Nobody can possibly provide you with the correct answer because they are not you and they are not aware of the dynamics that comprise you.

I have no intention of maliciously criticizing any previous posts/posters; however, I believe that the use of esoteric jargon largely serves to deviate one from truth. To provide an example, frankly, the dialogue of 'energy-this or energy-that,' on-the-level-of-verbal-communication, is unsubstantial, meaningless and counter-productive. Moreover, I believe that referencing the word/concept 'energy' in an externalized and dissociative manner may often be delusional/incorrect. I do not mean to imply that my statement is absolute and that one should never reference the word 'energy' in dialogue. However, what I am sincerely trying to convey and/or suggest is that discussing and referencing the word 'energy' is potentially dangerous to one's spiritual progress because of one's identification with a word, which represents a concept, that is presumed to be official, objective, and universally comprehended. Therefore, people may inevitably explore and reference 'energy' purely in a mental and/or imaginative, dissociative and ultimately unreal manner. Similarly, the fallacy I am trying to address is present when relating and/or referencing one's body in a segregated manner. i.e. 'my arm, my leg, my foot, etc.' Being conscious and aware of one's relationship, comprehension and utilization of/with language may be a profound means for spiritual growth and/or the expansion of awareness.

Certainly nearly all of us have read about the trap of identifying/associating words with the actual thing/perception/experience the word represents. Yet, I believe most of us (myself included) have not/do not attempt to fully digest and live by the profundity of that simple fact. Indeed, yet another aspect of the mind is to want to move on to the next concept or idea and not embrace the simplicity of truth.

Likely, everything I have written is intellectually obvious to nearly everyone. The question I ask myself is: do I have the courage to face the fact that my relationship with language may represent a defence mechanism that hides the ultimate reality of unknowingness'

It has now been nearly a year since I have been living in this hell.It all began when I started to take consciousness of the point in the midle of my forehead by listening to an hypnosis CD from a german hypnotist.At first I could only feel it as a little hole but it steadely got bigger until after about 2 months of concentrating on the point ALL the time it burst open and since then my life wasn't the same anymore.

Later on when upon reflecting on these days I found out that my energy body wanted to rebalance itself(after a night's sleep the point would have closed down again to some degree),by concentrating on the point all the time I basically held against that.

Altough I was able to close the point down again pretty easily my energy body was already at a point where it wouldn't rebalance itself naturally anymore.

So from there on I dabbled in meditative practises trying to find a solution to my problem.I did Bruce's Water Method and noticed that I could feel grounded but it wouldn't get me back to earth.

So,some months ago I made a threat on here already asking for advice,somebody told me I should go barefooted which I did even in the forest and it didn't help at all besides feeling a little refreshed.I just feels like my chakras are broken,they won't open again no matter what,sometimes I feel the point on my forehead reopening but the shape feels distorted.

All the time I have this endless fatigue if I have a good day I am able to do a full school day of 8 hours without falling asleep.I have been doing ZZ every morning for about 6 months now without which I think I would have no energy at all.Also since about a month now I am doing 30 min of Tummo everyday,some people said that they couldn't sleep at all when doing it too much but not so for me,I am still as tired as ever,although I notice an uprisise in energy 30-60 min right after doing the practice.

Also besides being tired all the time all my confidence has vanished,I have problems talking normally with people because I just get 2 anxious sometimes.

2 weeks ago I just couldn't take it anymore,so I tried to commit suicide by taking an overdose of GBL which I ordered on the net together with alcohol.My mother howeever found me unconscious in my bed and called an ambulance.I was actually glad to be still alive since I wanted to continue living because I had finally found what I had searched for all my life.

But although I still have many things I wanna do I don't want to continue living like this.It's only been 2 weeks now and I am already thinking of suicide again.

All I wanna know is can somebody on here say with 100 % confidence that I can become normal again?

For today I was supposed to go see Dr Liu Dong in Paris to as him for advice but my brother which was supposed to drive with me there couldn't because didn't get a day off work cos one of his female coworkers just got to know that she has breast cancer on wednesday and so he needed to help.This was for me my last ray of hope if I won't be able to get another appointment then I made just crash...

Josama, brother, STOP. Relax - you are not alone. Even though it may be hard for you to fathom, there are other people who have/are venturing through hell. I understand and can relate to your desire, in your anxious state, to explain what is happening to you. However, this dissociative jargon about energy-bodies and chakras is absolutely and unequivocally meaningless - please, trust me. These esoteric concepts you refer to are profoundly misunderstood metaphors/descriptors that relate to YOU - that is/are YOU. Everything is not outside of yourself; perhaps, it is within yourself and you are becoming aware - and it is overwhelming. Whether you are prepared or desired it, you have embarked upon a path towards greater self-awareness and the so-called state of normalcy may not return to you. HOWEVER, Josama, to be normal is to be insane and the chaos you have recently experienced is a build-up and release of the insanity of the world that you find yourself in. YOU ARE NOT CRAZY. Josama, in my humble opinion, I would advise you to make every effort to minimize any current stress(es) in your life and BREATHE. Allow time to pass; allow yourself to relax. The reality is that you are strong and you have always been strong because deep down it may be the case that you feel heartbreak/heartache for the misery/trauma of the world and your family and/or friends? Josama, the only course of action, in my opinion, is to summon and cultivate the strength to carry on and to believe that whatever you are presently feeling will diminish and eventually fade away. The question is simple: do you choose/want to live or die? Based on your limited posts that I have read, I genuinely believe you have the strength of character to choose life - and that is the most profound and noble path one can pursue (in my opinion).

I don't know why but everywhere I look I see the same discussion over and over again. And they go in circles. But the people who are discussing are obviously enjoying it a lot. So I am left wandering if I have grown beyond this community, or is the community that has changed so much that I don't recognise it anymore.

 

Most discussion seem to be around:

this or that teacher (this would be interesting, but maybe because I am happy with mine, I don't find them attractive),

what will happen in the year 2012 or 2020 (as if anyone had a clue)

what is reality (and ghosts-threads are under here too)

quantum-stuff

farewells

and topics more generally about what is taoism, and is this taoism, or is that taoism.

 

I am missing the kunlun's and the lizardmen which are not so high in the hitparade, but that is pretty much all.

 

And it is not changing.

 

I am not trying to be negative (maybe succeedng, but surely not trying). I just would like to have some feedback.

 

I don't seem anymore the same people (which can be good), but with them it seems that the experience also left. And I see people going around in circles. Maybe I was not the only one who got bored. I see some people leaving with great announcements (no I am not announcing my departure, I am trying just to understand). And people having probably left in a more quiet Way.

 

Had we developed any experience in those years? Have we suceeded in passing it on? Have we even tried to?

I have not read the replies to your questions/points raised in this thread. However, from my perspective, the concerns you have raised is a product of increased awareness. That is to say, the Tao Bums forum has not necessarily lost it's magic for everyone - only for you and people who have reached similar vantage points. The spiritual journey is referred to as a path and you have ventured far. Perhaps it is the case that intellectual banter/filler does not seem as important or alluring to you, as it once did. Moreover, relativistically, your perception may not solely have to do with external circumstances. Rather, perhaps it is the case that YOU have changed and YOU are beginning to see and relate to things in a different light. Everything has had a place and facilitated your journey, but onward you/one must traverse - and unexpected, profound and immense fear necessarily begins to obscure your/the aforementioned spiritual path. In my opinion, there is no other option other than to keep on going and be present in witnessing where the journey takes you.

As I mentioned in my earlier post.... Don't "do" the asana, let it do you. Go as far as you are comfortable to your edge, relax and breath. Allow gravity and the body position do the work. Don't force it. As you breath and relax you'll go deeper into the asana. Personally I feel that your sifu is setting you up for possible injury by putting a deadline in place. We finish every yoga session with shavasana (death pose) laying flat on the floor, meditative; allowing the muscles to recover from the stretching. This is a very critical part of the process.

 

I agree with Starjumper that the extreme pose you showed on the first post of this thread is something that will take a long, long time to achieve and will probably not be worth the potential danger. Being able to do that type of asana will not really improve your martial art either. You should look into yoga for athletes. As a previous poster mentioned, it looks like you're after overall suppleness and general flexibility, a very worthwhile endevour.

 

One other thing to consider. Yoga asanas are not designed primarily as a stretching exercise or workout. They do that, but the deeper benefit is that they open channels and massage/invigorate the various organs internally. For some of us there is a deeper spiritual component as well in the meditative aspect of yoga.

I largely agree with your statements. I believe that so-called stretching is a very no-pain-no-gain, externalized, Western mindset in terms of increasing one's flexibility. I highly encourage everyone interested in increasing flexibility to read and practice some material related to the Feldenkrais method. Simply, the method revolves around LEARNING how to organize your muscles and NOT stretching them. Therefore, increasing flexibility is accomplished via slow movements which, scientifically speaking, provide more sensory information to the brain and thus enables one to have greater control. Think about tai-chi.

I think there may be a tendency to relate to principles of movement as being external to one's self - this is an error. The fundamental principle(s) of movement is/are not intellectual in nature but in fact are directly perceived or realized. The key is intention and the application and/or translation of minimal effort and the production of maximum physical force. This may be achieved through slow movement which will necessarily lead to the learning and/or realization of these mentioned principles - everything else is intellectual filler. Hopefully that makes sense.

I sincerely wish to hear other people's comments or perspectives on what I have attempted to outline or describe about the method...

Anyone?

I don't think you can kill the ego, you can see the unnecessary suffering and stress it causes you to believe in it too tightly though and then decide to relax your grasping at it. Maybe you mean the same thing but killing implies violence and any sort of violence is counterproductive.

I share the same opinion. You know, I often think about the spiritual ramifications of the study of language. Language is an expression of one's perspective on life and the reality of being alive. I believe "kill" is the wrong word and/or approach to be used when discussing the ego. Seemingly, the notion of "killing" the ego is dramatic and emotionally charged. Instead, what if one were to recognize the ego? What if one were to face and become aware of the ego? What if one were to perceive the ego as an aspect of one's self?

Consider this, what if thinking about the so-called ego in terms of "killing" or "conquering" is actually a form/manifestation of externalized fear? What if it were the case that simply "seeing" the ego is magnitudes more frightening, despite being superficially passive and meek?

-Matt

Not to ramble but...

In my opinion, Functional Integration, is an extraordinarily profound and effective "activity" That makes other so-called medical/health therapies or practices meaningless, by comparison. The idea is that the practitioner possess a level of internal knowledge gained from experiencing and/or practising individual lessons labeled: Awareness Through Movement (ATM), which I have essentially explained above. Through subtle touch and hands-on guidance, a practitioner may be able to directly communicate with a patient's nervous system. Through this delicate communication, a practitioner may guide a patient through patterns and/or expressions of movement that are more natural and/or easy. Through this guidance a client may be able to directly perceive and let-go of parasitic muscular tension and necessarily codependent mental tension. The patient surrenders control, through the support of a competent practitioner and awareness (from the patient) may gradually increase as she/he begins to be increasingly intrigued by the novelty and ease/freedom of movement that is all-the-while requiring no personal effort. In fact, it is this lack of effort that is the gateway to optimum independent and potent functioning.

I get the impression that not a lot of fellow-bums know about this so-called method. Indeed, "method" is the wrong word to use: ***Feldenkrais is a scientific framework that attempts to describe a methodology and ensuing practices that have the potential to ultimately spiritually transform a person***Feldenkrais is 21st century Yoga. However, Feldenkrais is not necessarily "better" or "worse" than other methodologies i.e. tai-chi, dance, etc; rather, it is another way to the same truth.

-Matt

Yes...

I encourage everyone to watch both videos and try to bare the poor quality. The first video is a scientific introduction. The second video is an example of an application of the Feldenkrais method labeled: Functional Integration:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QIml2vDC_OY

http://www.veoh.com/watch/v15811338hqwqGxg9?h1=Moshe+Feldenkrais+in+CERN

Enjoy,

Matt

I would like to add...

In my opinion, Feldenkrais lessons are akin to tai-chi form; they are both road-signs to a greater concept/awareness/knowledge. Please, if you have a genuine interest in this method, I implore you to read and re-read what I am trying to say...

Yet another HIGHLY IMPORTANT point I forgot to make was/is: Do not force yourself. Do not perform movements in a physically OR mentally straining fashion because a lesson instructed you to do so. If you do not want to do it, do not have any delusion that a lesson will magically transform you. Only YOU can transform YOU. Perhaps what I write seems nonsensical, but I believe it to be critical.

Get down on the ground and explore movement; this is the method. If you are not curious and/or feel enjoyment, be with yourself and try to perceive why this may be so.

Does anybody know about this? What are your thoughts on it? I find it to be very useful in recovering from injury but I get frustrated at the hugeness of resources...I'd like to find a few movements that are really effective for common troubles. Anyone have any good websites or books they would recommend?

I have taken half of a Feldenkrais Teacher Training Program and will share some of experiences/opinions/thoughts for your benefit...

The so-called Feldenkrais method is one of the most profound concepts/methodologies/practices I have ever encountered. Literally, Feldenkrais is Tai-Chi, perhaps presented in a manner that is more easily consumable for the Western mind. Feldenkrais is based on experiential learning through movement, the refinement/ease/quality of movement and the relationship and awareness that is present between mental intention and action. Below are some fundamental concepts:

-The human skeleton is designed to absolutely and perfectly counter-act the force of gravity so as to ideally provide one with the feeling of being weightless at all times.

-Through slow movements, primarily taking place on the ground so as to minimize the impact of gravity, it is possible to "feed" more sensory information into one's brain and achieve higher motor-functioning and beyond.

-There is no limit to the ability to refine the quality of one's movement

-Working with movement is tangible and not abstract; moreover, it is primal to life. Due to the relationships between the motor centre of the brain relative to other brain centres that include speech, emotion, etc. through movement it is possible to completely transform one's self.

----Movement is so absolutely profound and applicable to all aspects of life in that ***if one cultivates the FREEDOM/CHOICE to move in any direction with grace, strength, no-strain, etc. than that freedom directly and proportionately impacts freedom of thought, freedom of emotion and in other words totality and/or personal stability---

Moshe Feldenkrais, the "originator" of the method clearly stated that it is YOUR method. The method is a means for personal transformation. Although there are so-called lessons that are structured, through verbal guidance, to attempt to make one aware of certain anatomical facts...the principle is slow movement...the principle is greater skeletal awareness, the principals is the interaction that comprise YOU and the quintessential relationship YOU have with movement...and on and on and on.

For example, how can you arrange yourself on the ground so as to feel stable and secure and then perform a simple action such as dragging your arm, as you please, slowly across the carpet. Can you allow yourself to perceive this movement; can you allow yourself to discover a more relaxed (and yet paradoxically more potent) manner in which to arrange yourself to perform this movement...

I can go on forever...

Hope this has been helpful,

Matt

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Qi is just a word until it's reality becomes SELF-EVIDENT.

 

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Agreed.

^ Guys, please...it doesn't matter.

I like to entertain the idea that empty-force is possible. Perhaps it is a natural outcome of the refinement of awareness and movement that practices such as tai-chi can lead one to. Truly, I don't see why not. Apparently, some of the most famous masters of the last century mentioned or alluded to such a concept i.e. Huang Sheng Shyan and Ma Yu Liang.

I would like to become a student of Taoist Qigong. My main priority would be the sexual practices (Mantak Chia's stuff is way too complicated for me) but I want to use them as part of a greater system for a full spectrum of benefits.

 

Could anyone point me in the right direction?

I would suggest being more holistic in your approach to presumably increase stamina and potency. That is to say, broaden your focus to include a practice that develops total body awareness, relaxation, coordination, etc. This will likely be far more beneficial from the onset.

I believe there is REALNESS in nearly every practice. Various texts, words and practices are descriptions or way-points that aid one with the fundamental alignment with this REALNESS. More than likely, things get convoluted, misunderstood and perhaps misrepresented in/on the metaphorical map which has faded, been vandalized and weathered. The factor of our dissonance with ultimate reality, also plays a key in our ability to interpret potential ancient wisdom. Once again, there is a silver thread that runs through everything, but what is it? Is IT inherently simple?

@Jetsun

I understand the desire and the action of pondering life and one's vantage point along that line. I choose to believe there is a greater purpose; I choose to believe we are playing a game; I choose to believe we accepted to play this game. I choose to believe the objective is to make the best out of it and follow the path, through the maze that is the best route for YOU. Karmic rebirth is irrelevant. Face life or die.

Perhaps there is intonations of extremism in the statements above. Moreover, I will be the first one to admit that I do not vehemently follow my maxim of life. But I strive to, in whatever capacity I can, at this present time even if that capacity is subdued at times.

It is what it is. The reality IS that YOU are here...now embrace it.

In accordance with a previous post: The concept of all-is-one is senseless intellectual babble. My mind tells me, the concept may be an ultimate truth that is impossibly represented through words and impossibly understood or grasped by the analytical mind BUT how can I be certain?

I can't, intellectually.

Hi everyone,

@ the truth: unequivocally, there are no "best systems." period. The only thing that matters is your relationship and understanding of you and your truth. Moreover, techniques and practices are merely tools to help one align and/or realize greater clarity and wholeness. I cannot emphasize or scream this enough BUT there is no elusive, abstract magical property present in certain techniques that, if one blindly follows, will lead one to this personal integration. It comes down to awareness, intention and action. Rather, the dance between intention and action and the you that plays the strings of that fiddle. What can one do that develops totality and contentedness? What can one do to face fear? What can one do to shed the veil of false notions or perceptions?

What can you do to embody and radiate TRUTH?

The missing factor in spiritual babble and abstractia' en masse is the importance of you, what you do and what you think. This is seriously downplayed in a lot of so-called teachings. The notion or ideal of all-is-one and one must overcome the ego, is absolute nonsense in an intellectual sense. Please don't misunderstand me, since it is possible such concepts may be an ultimate truth (if one exists) but it is generally meaningless and generally counter-productive on an intellectual level.

What can you do to honestly and sincerely come to terms and face yourself? Emphatically, it is different for everyone!!!

Dwai,

I have not taken the time to read the multitude of responses. However, I am sure many people here have offered sensible advice. In my opinion what you are experiencing can be described as the manifestations of nervous system purification; it is an inevitability of so-called spiritual practices. Be with your feelings. If it becomes too painful, do what is necessary to maintain stability. Go for a walk, a run, scream, hit something. Perhaps, you might also need to reduce your practice duration. You decide. Regarding Ego and the mental chatter of, "I should do this; or I should do that" - it is all nonsense. Rather, spiritual or psychological ideals/notions/concepts aren't entirely something to be adhered to or followed via will or mental rigidity. FUNDAMENTALLY, it is the outcome of true REALIZATION - period.

Take it easy,

Matt

Effecting change requires power, no? Positive change requires a virtuous, substantive power. Since evil corrupts easily, one must have great internal strength to be able for one's words and actions (his existence by extension) to not only resist the corrupting nature of evil, but to dominate it thoroughly.

LittlePie, this statement is truly quite profound and something that I resonate with quite strongly. It is akin to saying, "in order to change the world, you must firstly change oneself." To be thy rock; solid and immovable amidst the chaos of society and world at large is truly inspirational and humbling.

Hey Immortal!

 

Why do you keep riding this old horse. You need to put her up to rest.

 

You will never be able to discredit the fact of evolution.

Why is that exactly? Evolution is still a theory and there are still many questions that remain unanswered. I highly recommend reading the book "Darwin's Black Box," written by a biochemist who makes a case for irreducible complexity. Interesting stuff. Many people falsely assume that if one is questioning evolution one is automatically championing the big-guy-in-the-sky creationist view. Not so.