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26 minutes ago, Apech said:

So there!

 

OK so how do I do a so there back?

 

I dont feel the least bit threatened to attend my church. and I will extricate myself from this situation. 

 

You can win. I have no need to continue to hurt my own feelings.

 

There are no opposing forces for me in that church. There is a priest that is kind and educated. There is a local Hermitage

with Father Seraphim and I have ordered a book from Mount Athos. Looks like tools for me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

my new philosophy is something I learned from amy coney barrett----

 

she said it time and time again something that she heard from Ginsberg the woman on Supreme Court......

 

something goes across her desk and she will make decisions at that moment. every thing else is speculation.

 

Something like that. not exact. everytime she said it I was like ohhh that is sharp

 

I will try to find it.

I dont mind a quick discussing but not going in depth because for me I want my own unfolding.

 

Like the homosexual topic. Its not my issue...So thats like a side track.

 

I dont have time to hash out the issues out there in the world

well I study Christianity on my own. I dont want to discuss it here. quote this quote that.

 

I have to learn on my own. what gets revealed to me  without much interception or debate.

 

forum stuff. not that there cant be great lessons or videos or some necessary sharing.

 

You dont see me trying to change your views.

 

Have them. I have mine

 

I will tell you two pretty interesting things crossed my path yesterday.

 

more than two but you can have two.

 

St. Catherine

 

and a member of the church I saw took her eye phone out in the foyer where there are plenty of icons

and an alter. She took the phone and touched it to the cross on a bible in an icon painting.

so for me its like annointing the phone. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I dont have a problem with Christianity.  Its working for me. in basic necessity. simplicity like 10 commandments

If you do have issue with it thats your experience

 

that doesnt work for me though. I dont want a hot tub. I dont want a cosmic hot tub.

 

I will struggle with particular issue and I prefer in total a stand alone practice. which is no longer available. but I will get it back.

 

 

 

14 minutes ago, liminal_luke said:

This perspective is not universally shared among professed Christians but what can ya do

where is your research on this erroneous perspective?

 

 

On 1/3/2021 at 8:38 PM, Paradoxal said:

so why should we care if delusional fools don't "believe" in a real virus?

There are many perspectives beyond yours and beyond your understanding and beyond the understandings of how others may agree with your understandings or not.

 

Lets say for myself-I was lucky in the beginning of the pandemic to have a selection of N95 masks because of my profession. I used them immediately. I remember walking into the grocery store and this was just the beginning of being told to wear masks over the news local/statewide.

 

"believe" in a real virus doesn't affect me.

 

what I believe in is taking precautions. I dont need to concern myself with delusional others or others.

 

Big Pharma also kills people far larger numbers than coronavirus. Not to say Big Pharma cant be helpful at times.

 

Plenty of people are not delusional because they have superior developed immunity through nutrition, discipline, and fresh air and work, and they dont get involved with the fear tactics and games-and they may choose no vaccine.what they decide is their choice.

 

Once again I said regarding my immunization is once the choice is available to me I then make my own choice. What anyone else thinks is not my concern albeit good or bad.

 

 

I have to Edit because I want to add 

 

 

 

 

just take in the first minute. there is a cure for cancer. maybe not ever bit of cancer on this planet-

but there are healings. guess where the Gerson Institute is today? baja california.

 

 

So Toni you may want to reconsider thank you to my post.

My views are radically different than your own-most likely

and I am really only interested in my own focus and study

 

Can you answer why? 

 

Charlotte Gerson over her dead body would not have taken the immunization. 

Charlotte Gerson was a true healer as was her father and the Institute is helping people today.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 If anyone has any interesting and useful metaphysical insights I'd love to hear them, but if I just wanted cynical boomer quips I have plenty of sources to get that from around me locally.]]]]]]]]]]damn quote boxes:

 

 

ha----nice try.

 

oh want to add that in our original meeting over the phone A was about a childrens book. I wasnt out to get anything. So the way you all are pinning me in is not something I like.

 

change what you. I dont want any more issues. Thank you 

 

6 minutes ago, rainbowvein said:

Do you mean teeccino?

yes

are you trying to scare me? because I think you are. maybe its muy own intuition

 

do I need emergency surgery

 

I dont have the counterspace. and I didnt want to eat microwave dinners like amys all the time not healthy

but better than fast food. I have to use over and that fine.

 

I

 

my acupuncturist recommended something too and its on its way next visit

 

 

oh thats double entendre  

 

what a trap in head

 

yes I see the issue. I am not oblivious.

 

my mind has a real odd gauge and so does my body.

 

I have stopped taking caffeine as it was really explosive to me and way too much stimulation. I bought some Biocoffee with wheatgrass and then some various herbal teas.

 

I will find Modafinal 

 

teechino was something I drink too and Pero 

chicory 

 

I dont own a microwave its against my religion

2 minutes ago, dmattwads said:

You feeling ok today there buddy?

Do you need to take some medicine or something?

I need to get off forum. make some peace in myself

I can consult with my acupuncturist who is helpful

I take plenty of b12 d and stopped caffeine mostly.

decafe 

do I need medication. ?

I am truly dehydrated. and I need to detox tea.

I will be fine. and if not I can endure pain. I hope

aromatherapy nice

 

what kind meds you suggesting?

I have IBD meds but I found fasting to be most helpful  to give rest;

by far I know that is superior and ultra fast healing my body-

 

If I can just put down my fight

 

 

 

 

very hard to take in allen ginsburg much like revelations

and some hardcore drug scene 60's is this flow of eastern to western.?

 

I wanst a fan of osho by the way.

 

I am pretty conservative not that its about me. by any means

1 hour ago, Sketch said:

My guess is that anything derived from acupuncture works better if you develop your channel system.

2 hours ago, freeform said:

Imagine finally gaining full liberation - attaining a higher state than even Jesus or Buddha maybe - and then being permanently chained to some curious fellow who decided to go on a woo woo weekend workshop 😅

 

you are just as much the chain I have explored that

 

not too sure I agree. maybe I need a revival and make intense pray and supplication.

I am not sure I trust that offering of higher liberation.....the bible doesnt rule the land but these cosmic wayfarers are distressing

its cruel. will it help if I soften my eyes and swoon in love. do I feel like love because of a sex drive or the feeling of something higher in my chest. I think things are fine and I guess I continue to just relax and see or go walk more or drink more water.

 

well thats good I go to acupuncture to deal with most nagging issue. I was trying to distill my issue

mostly feeling i am pressed between layers of peoples pages. like those anatomy books

and not in control of me.

somebody got a seed in here.

maybe I am blocking your way on a spiritual battle. I love you but I dont.

I run my mouth and regret it usually. these are just thoughts. I dont mean to offend.

I am evaluating really whats happened or not

 

the four legged chair and the wheel made sense though it feels like the wheel is my brain not thinking and moving

or maybe

 

 

the fucktangular is annoying

 

yeah ignorance is painful

 

I am still rooting for jesus. lets see or he just tapped me lightly on the head. with some swirls -

 

 

 

I dont believe any of you

I am cotton mouth- that means I need water and I am too serious for necessary and fear

yes let me go get into my intuitive wisdom

I personally felt a tremendous weight lifted last night. and more open. now if i can just catch up my healthy a bit then I may recover

 

and then turn around and pay it backward.

 

yes I see the magnificient pompous trump trump jesus ,  style over the man in the loin cloth for sure

 

 

I want my mom and I want my mom. I need to make some peace

my friend can see the error of my ways

 

lets have some cat stevens morning has broken. can i.