Bud Jetsun

"Every consciousness is the root creator of it's own reality model built from perceptions. No two can be alike or they would be the same reality."

 

 

That seems backwards Bud ?

 

 

Consciousness is conscious of something.

 

 

We are conscious of the direct percepion of reality, the things we see and touch that make up the universe-we can use tools to look deeper into the structures of those existent realities.

 

 

Every consciousness is the root creator of it's own reality model built from perceptions.  No two can be alike or they would be the same reality. 

There can be no ultimate reality through the inherent limitations of human perception. 

To our ability to "know" it, there is only our delusions of reality created by us through perceiving them and integrating them into our reality models (which are exclusively delusions). 

Universal entanglement shatters both the time/space/mass human perception limitation delusions, as well as the construct there ever could have been more than oneness.  Oneness is inseparable and inherent both in our minds ability to perceive what we call reality, solipsism.  Oneness is also inseparable in inherent through whatever this illusion of a solid material world happens to be, as evidenced by universal entanglement. 

When you throw a ball up, the ball pulls back on not only your hand and all off the earth, but also all of the stars in the universe of universes.  The illusion there could be other than oneness, either from a human or 'physical' perspective. 

Include awareness from the quantum eraser delayed choice experiment, and all states are undefined until a conciousness chooses to perceive them, and only through the act perception defines (without the illusion of 'time' or 'space' preventing defining outcomes 'post-event' for lack of a better term). 

There is at least a creator of consciousnesses own unique delusion model of reality, and simultaneously only universal oneness. 

He had his own imperfections like everyone else.

He shared much enlightened wisdom and also some non-wisdom with so many around the world.  

If you set an expectation for anyone to be perfect, your own expectation is the first problem to address before critiquing others. 

If you posit the need for a creator then you have to posit a need for a creator of the creator. If you then say that the creator does not need a creator, then it also follows that neither does the universe.

The creator creator creator path quickly becomes turtles all the way down. 

Yet, here we are to ask the question. :-)

That's a clever path to arrive at the same realization through a gentle roundabout process.  Thank you for sharing it. Infinite paths to the same realization, I'm no poet like that fellow. 

Hate is a constructed manifestation of fear-thought alone. 

It's root is fear-thought alone with all the other 'negative' emotions/thoughts/perceptions, just as Love-thought is the root of all positive emotions/thoughts/perceptions etc. 

The human mind to the limit of my own ability to probe the nature of it has all thought arise from either fear or Love exclusively, and when it appears to be something other than fear or love one is simply tricked by the illusion and hasn't completed following the thought to it's root. 

If you're having a thought, it came from a Love-based or fear-based conception.  If you're having a thought you're also inherently in a state of self-delusion, as thoughts must have a beginning, middle, and end, and therefore can't exist in the Now which is all that is real.  For this reason, discussion of thoughts or anything with words is exclusively and inherently just delusions, which is why it's so easy to have illusionary constructs like 'hate' seem so plain and obviously real to so many who's ego's don't like to acknowledge there own fear that creates the illusion. 

There is only your natural state being in the Now.  The things we create words (constructs) for and discuss are pieces of the delusion we create to replace our awareness and ability to perceive the natural state. 

Some pretend hate is not just fear-thought to empower their illusions, in every example I've encountered yet, this has simply meant they didn't choose to follow the origin of the hate illusion back to it's source, but rather back to it's illusion of source. 

With Unlimited Love,

-Bud

I am not looking for suffering, suffering finds me. Its kind of makes it hard to defeat.

Despite your illusions, it's still impossible to be anyone but yourself choosing to suffer.  

If you don't yet have this awareness, ask yourself who else is thinking your thoughts of perceiving this suffering?  

When trapped in the illusion the uncontrolled stream of thoughts of the 'little self' is all you have, and you're victim to the whim of this wild stream of thoughts that's out of your control, then you're unguided like a leaf floating in the ocean.  

If you accept realization that your mindfulness has always been your exclusive domain, you've just transcended the illusion that it's possible for anyone/anything else could possibly effect your state of being without your consent/choice. 

Mindfulness is the simple key to conclude suffering, and there was never an instant someone else was thinking your thoughts for you, it's always explicitly in your domain.  

Perhaps to aid in clearing the mind well enough to make the realization of inherent mindfulness, mediate on recognizing all things unforgiven are burdens that only hurt yourself pointlessly to carry.   Make peace with all previous events in your life, forgive all things you've been choosing to burden yourself with carrying.  

When you decide to choose to stop worrying about things that haven't yet come, and let anything from the past, no matter how cruel or unfair to mindfully leave your thoughts, you enjoy peace and liberation from suffering. 

Alternatively, if you choose to live in a delusion you're a helpless victim of whatever suffering thoughts you choose to have, then you suffer uncontrollably.  

Either way, man cannot suffer without consenting to accept the suffering experience.  The difference happens when you realize the choice to suffer or not suffer at any moment as ever in anyone elses hands but your own. 

Lay down your minds burdens by forgiving completely and indiscriminately. Recognize why yourself and all other beings are worthy of your love.  Gain awareness nobody else but you is there thinking your thoughts, and accept mindful domain of your being and choose to perceive unbreakable bliss if you find you tire of choosing to suffer.  

Awareness of mindfulness is perhaps the only tool needed for liberation of suffering.  It ends the delusion you ever could have been a victim of anything but your own minds choice to suffer. 

If I could find your minds peace for you, I would happily do it, but it is a thing only you can do for yourself. 

Unlimited Love,

-Bud

The only thing that makes me suffer is when I am doing over 100 miles on a bike on a hot day.    Over 7 hours riding on a bike.  That's suffering. 

After you run 100 miles, riding via bicycle 100miles in any conditions feels like a relaxing pleasure.  

Perception of experience is all relative.   Even running for days without stopping on bloody raw feet can be pleasure if you choose to interpret it as such.  

The difference from some perception being 'pain' and some perception being 'pleasure' is if you great that perception with a loving embrace or fear.   

Rather than choosing to suffer your loneliness, appreciate the opportunity solitude offers to explore deeper exploration of the nature of reality. 

One may only suffer through choosing to accept perception of experience as suffering.

Recognize you always had perfect mindfullness, as nobody else can think your thoughts for you.  Observe your mind thinking it's thoughts from a non-judgmental disassociated reference point, then recognize your choice of thoughts alone is the exclusive cause and source of your suffering.  

For reasons of compassion to yourself, choose to conclude the choice to suffer.  Nobody else can do it for you, it's a gift only you can provide for yourself, and it's instantly it's own best reward to choose. 

Perfect mindfulness realization only requires recognizing it could only have been illusion that perfect mindfulness was ever not already in your exclusive domain.   The moment this hidden-in-plain-sight realization is made is the last moment suffering occurs that isn't recognized as more than your own volunteered choice to experience suffering.

Once you've recognized mindfulness, simply choose to appreciate being this moment of now until tears of joy are leaving salt stains on your shirt. 

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

They speak of risk/benefit profiles when analyzing drugs. One of the 'poisons' I wish to try is scopalamine, of Datura/Jimsonweed fame. Has been shown to be very efficacious in the treatment of depression lately, as well as its more common medical use in motion sickness treatment. Then there is the aforementioned spider venoms, arsenic, CO2 use as hallucinogen (increase CO2 levels, while maintaining adequate O2 levels), and a few others. Die the little death, to simply live.

My Datura experience involved ~18hrs of uncontrolled abdominal/spinal muscle spasms while struggling to breathe well enough too survive it.  The ethnogenic effects were hardly noticeable at the time. (I realize this isn't the typical reaction, I may be allergic or something.)

Its a good teacher if you're looking for a mercy-free humbling.  As is tea of morning glory seeds and/or Hawaiian baby Woodrose, which offers an indescribable almost continuous puking/dry-heaves/purging experience while in such a strong state of hallucination eyes open/closed were indistinguishable  (as well as the concept of what "eyes" are) for perhaps 10hours. However, it's much safer from a survival perspective than Datura.  

I am thankful for the perspective and realizations and humbling of the experiences, but would prefer not to experience those lessons a second time. 

The beauty of the plant teachers lessons is in the lack of constructs.  Any human teacher using words inherently can only be sharing delusions about the nature of reality rather than offering unique perspective to offer opportunity for self-realization a plant-teacher can offer. 

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

PS:  Kindly let your spider free, if beings that cross your path are met with torture and death, you are unintentionally manifesting the same treatment for yourself. 

Even the best authors book or the most wise man's words can only be construct delusions if they are in word form rather than the realization itself.

The purpose of meditation or 'practic' is realization of the nature of reality.

The realization does not require a given race or instructors training or ancient rituals, those are just potential tools from someone else's path.

The realizations are all available to every conciousness at this moment of now should they choose, no book or teacher or chant or vows needed. Discovery of what to realize is the challenge words can't help you with, as they can only hold human delusions of constructs, interpretation and conotation. If words could do it we could all just read a paragraph and awaken.

To argue details about the arrangements of words or styles of practice or belief sets is like proclaiming the virtues or strength of ones own imaginary friend vs someone elses imaginary friend. It's still all equally delusion fixated thought if it can be expressed through external means.

Recognize you inherently always had perfect mindfulness, and that it's only an illusion of ego that gives rise to your thoughts running by themselves, as nobody else can be thinking your thoughts for you. Use realization of perfect mindfulness to conclude practice for practice sake, and push for liberating realization.

I had no awareness of eastern religion beyond than that some guys sat around in colored robes. With no teacher, no books to quote other folks delusions from, and no awareness anyone else even bothered to ponder the nature of reality, the core truths in Buddhism were realized.

Awareness of the ego, and meeting the ego and the subconscious further guided realization.

Awareness that only this one moment of now is real, and that in this moment one can not contain thought and remain experiencing the now, as the thought has a beginning, middle, and end like everything else.

Oneness is inherent to the limit of a humans feeble ability to know it, as we only have our own perception experience at that moment, all the rest is illusion we pile ontop covering the infinitely blissfully worry free state of Being inherent to the nature of all types of conciousness.

Religion means re-link. The link is your mind linking awareness of the always present the natural state. This can only happen through realization, and no two paths to this realization can be alike.

These realizations occured just through stumbling in the dark exploring the nature of reality.

It wasn't until I felt so overflowing with joy I wanted to share that I wrote some realizations down and shared them with others. It was only then that a friend mentioned I should find some Buddhist philosophy to read, as someone else had already kindly wrote them down and did a much more elegant job. I then became immediately grateful of reality Wisdom in Eastern religions already being written down relieving my own need to write.

The portions of religion that aren't about making the realizations of the nature of reality are delusion/distraction. One requires nothing more than looking inward with realization of perfect mindfulness to recognize the liberation one always had, but could not perceive because choosing to perceive the illusion of ego.

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

It is not a requirement to choose to have previous thoughts and experiences govern todays thoughts and experiences. 

Be like the lotus, be thankful for the muddy water that gave rise to the being you are Now. 

Now is all that is real.  

Only YOU can prevent yourself from rising above anything, likewise only YOU can set yourself free. 

A response of more pronounced model clinging and assumption does not make your description of what is indescribable better than another.

A different type of model is not lack of model.

Your model of being in a field of white luminous light is still a model.

The experience is more akin to becoming light than your model of a being surrounded by light.

While we use words to describe the indescribable, we are all just trading delusions and models, or they couldn't be fit into words.

ChiForce- Perhaps we have a different model of the natural state of being.

The natural state is what we trade away in exchange for running our internal dialogue of ego delusion. We trade its infinite perfect peace in exchange for concerns about our delusions of things which have not yet happend, along with the choice to recreate our delusions of previous experiences. (Non-Now being)

If one chooses to recognize that nobody else can think their thoughts for them, and uses that awareness to recognize there never has been a moment without perfect mindfulness.

It simply requires perfect mindfulness to conclude and still the normally endless running stream of thought construct delusions and choose to enjoy the unbreakable peace of Now being.

I know nothing, and words inherently lack the capacity to express truth. I can only share my own limited life experiences, which have shown me the timeless and infinitly peaceful natural state is what's left when the normally unceasing loops of human thought delusion/constructs conclude.

When they begin again, the state is lost as though you never had it. However, the loss of the state is not the loss of the realizations the state enabled.

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

Is ingesting poisons, in their various forms (poison people, places, things, drugs, venoms, bad foods, etc.), the fast track? Can you learn the quickest by going through hell? I have been unconsciously doing this all my life, and now I wonder if I should step up my game....Thinking of taking in small amounts of poisons (rattlesnake venom, black widow venom, arsenic, and more - in a controlled researched fashion) to strengthen myself. Anyone here have experience with this?

Anything that offers new perceptions also offers potential for new realizations. 

While piloting a body which features countless specifically tuned chemical receptors waiting to be activated by various plant-teacher compounds, it seems unnecessarily in-compassionate to self to jump first to flesh/organ necrosis inducing poison. 

Before venoms, I would suggest simply running >50miles barefoot first, it doesn't require inconveniencing an animal of it's venom. 

That said, poisons can offer new and valuable realizations, particularly regarding the temporary fleeting nature of the body. 

With Unlimited Love,

-Bud

When entering someones home,school, dojo, zendo, place of learning/worship- you do well to respect and play by there rules.  You don't need to make them permanent, but its important if you want to learn from them or simply live around them.

Clinging to the lowest effort most comfortable path of waiving/deferring responsibility of choice of ones own actions creates a shackle to ensure impossibility of liberation. 

One will note the examples set by those who achieved liberation don't involve clinging to construct delusions.  

No shortage of advise shared from those who achieved self-distraction and self-delusion preaching the virtues of making policy choices in advance of experiencing each individual unique application as they arise in the Now. 

Following rules is certainly the lowest effort path with the initial appearance of the lowest risk.  The most hazardous pitfalls often have the most attractive outward appearance. 

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

I do disagree with the second sentence because of your use of the word "illusion".  (Maybe subjective?)

 

I will agree with your first sentence.  Possibilities are unlimited in the non-dual (Mystery) state.  There are, however, limitations in the dual (Manifest) state.  In the Manifest we have "this" and the "not this", or "that", long and short, etc.

The dual state arises as an artifact of ego perception alone.  The natural state of being does not impose dualism.  For dualism to arise, one must first impose there own egos judgments to recognize a thing as having a nature tainted towards some perceived quality or it's opposite.  

When eyes view these arrangements of pixel states, it is as the ego recognizes familiar patterns identified as word-constructs that the judgement of interpretation and perception of intent gives rise to a dualistic view. 

It is not required to give rise to the dualistic view, it is a choice that carries with it an illusion of not being possible to be a choice. 

As a metaphor, perhaps helpful to think of the relationship between 'hear' and 'listen'. 

With Unlimited Love,

-Bud

The imposition of limitations on the non-dual state arises from a human ego creating delusions of limitations of the non-dual state. 

The dual state is only illusion. 

 

Nothing wrong with external rules on the spiritual path...but people don't like discipline.

Unless one seeks liberation rather than using spiritual practices as distraction to pass the time.

 While choosing to cling to the comfort of delusions, including all belief and human constructs including the imaginary existence of rules, one is only making gestures of development with no path forward. 

It is not the easy path to use ones own being to choose what is the most compassionate action at each moment of now.  It requires much additional energy well beyond the efforts of leaning on a rule-delusion like a crutch.   It requires being in the now of the situation as opposed to taking the lowest effort path of deferring living your life experiences to some blanket inherently corrupt pre-conceived delusion of an overriding rule. 

Rules are the foundation of atrocity, and at best the deprivation of the purpose of human life on earth. 

With unlimited Love,

-Bud

"Laws" man can break are not.  

What some call "laws" are someones ego construct delusion in droplets of ink on paper.  If one recognizes them as such they become someone else's construct delusion alone.  I let others keep their delusions to themselves.

Your ethics aren't a tangible thing, belief in them is equally real/useful as any belief (exclusively delusion). 

You pilot your own body from the 1st person view peeking out your eyeballs.  If you choose at each moment of Now to do what is most kind and loving to all living beings, it is realized instantly as it's own best reward through your personal witnessing that beautiful way of living. 

Violating "rule" delusions men make isn't immoral or unethical, it's often the contrary.  Nobody else can mandate living in kindness for you, nobody else can live with generosity for you, nobody else can enjoy your life experiences for you, and nobody else can be ethical for you, nor can one live with anyone else's definition of ethical. 

Regarding a job and money, money is a pursuit of a number that is an unending human construct sequence.  If you make obtaining money an objective, it's an inherently rigged game, as no amount results in success criteria.  If you are able to read this, you have plenty.  

When I have more money than I need to buy fruit to eat, I give it away to anyone else who looks hungry at that moment.  This is the best use I've found for money. 

With Unlimited Love,

-Bud

Have you entered sir?  You have better than the 2nd hand non-descriptions that abound. 

With unlimited Love,

-Luke

The abyss:

 

Timeless, spaceless, nothingness

Un originated eternal 

Continuum through all centers of existence

Awaiting us to find, always enjoying a new discovery

un created source of creativity

the abyss is you, the abyss is me, the abyss is eternally free

I have to disagree. From my experience if you cling to a non-thought state you will be creating a duality between thoughts and no thoughts. The only difference between thoughts and non-thoughts is your perception that dictates that they are separate. There is no unity when there is a separation between things.

In no-thought, there is nothing to cling, and no awareness of what could cling or what clinging would be. No desires, no suffering, only the indescribable state of being without delusion.

Excellent.

There's no such thing as "mind" there's only the current thought. (Therefore mind cannot be enlightened.)

There is only the illusion of perception of "current thought." Now couldn't involve something that requires thought, as a thought has a start, middle and end, and "now" couldn't hold these past present and future iterations, as it would require all phases of the thought being instant and overlapping.

"Now", the "Void", "Emptyness" are all phrases for the same indescribable state of being without delusion. If you're thinking, you're in a state of delusion.

The enlightened state of mind and thoughts are not compatible. A Buddha doesn't need to speak with another Buddha, there is nothing to say. When a Buddha speaks with a non-Buddha, to communicate requires dropping out of the state of enlightened mind and creating delusions in the arrangements of words rather than enjoying the infinite bliss of the enlightened state.

Words and thoughts and ideas can exclusively express delusions (and the non-real). If you cling to them, you cling to the mechanisms of your self-imposed suffering. This is why Buddha wasn't big on writing down his quotes, you end up with people worshiping the act of reading a book of quotes and calling it practicing.