kingfred

thank you freeform, you spoke to me. I like that alot too

I was wondering if sex is something that would hold a person back from breaking the death rebirth cycle, even M. Chia doesn't have sex unless it's to have kids, and he has the few books that we all know of, by the way, what do you think about M.Chia's Multi-Orgasmic and Taoist Love books?

well, i just want things throughout the day to not remind me of something that some kids did to me. See these kids gave me drugs and then tried to tell me I was weak and gay. Thanks to the drugs, even though that is all completely untrue, it got burned into my brain. So now, for instance, whenever a guy with his shirt off is on TV, my breath will get more tense. This never happened untill this bad trip happened. So i'm just trying to learn how to go back to the way I was before the drugs, and not notice subtle things that could be gay. This is actually not a big deal to me, I know my sexuality and thank the world for making me the sex that I am. which reminds me to ask about celibacy cause that'll be a hard one to explain to my wife, but that's for another thread. well, the shit's lame but anyone got any suggestions?

imagine a guru or somebody you highly respect as a pure person sitting on a lotus in the middle of a lake about 35 degrees above and in front of you. plug your left nostril and breath out your right nostril bodily illness and attachment in dark red smoke, three times. than plug your right, and out your left nostril breath out all anger in a grey-green smoke, three times. then open nostrils, and breath out all inertia holding you back from progress out your mouth in a purple smoke, three times. Then connect your third eye to your pure person's third eye with a white beam. after that then connect your throat chakra to his/her's with a red beam. after that then connect your heart chakra to their's with a blue beam. Then open the blue beam wider so it's like a pathway, and have the guru step onto the blue pathway off the lotus, and walk down it and sit in your heart. after he has resided in your heart, chant the Vajra Guru mantra," Om Ah Hung Benza Guru Pema Siddhi Hung", until you feel fit, but i like to chant until I become one with the mantra. This is from Ram Dass's 'Be Here Now'

just became a member, seein how people are helping themselves so i can model them. hope you all have good days