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  1. I don't know how to explain this. If this was said to me some five years ago, when I had not done semen retention, I would call them directly crazy. Some very strange things have taken place in my life. Right after ejaculation great suffering follows me. In my mental state I am completely fine but what happens is people who surround me, family, friends, neighbors, people on news(in my country), everything suffers. This has not happened only once. I don't remember exactly when this phenomenon started to come in cycle. Now it has happened more than I could count. I stopped thinking about it, but it follows, even if I forget or try to live a normal life. Here are some repeated phenomenon that occurs after the loss of sexual energy: Same people contacting me or coming to my house after relapse. (i even see this phenomenon in facebook, people sharing posts and updating status.) Neighbor having a fight and attacking each other. Hearing news about car accident and someone dying or bus accident and a group of people dying all at once (my streak goes from 20- 30 days and in those periods of time no such phenomenon happens. Exactly after 4 days everything stops or I don't see them happening until I relapse) New problem arises in the mind of my parents and they have a negative discussion as well. Everything changes. Also, I feel that those people who are unawakened, or those who walk on everyday life as normal beings, are affected. Sometimes positively as well. My analysis is that we all have our perception. Retaining seed makes one individual's perception a lot stronger that it bends reality. All people near you, people in your imagination, everything that is related to you is affected once you relapse. There is no escape from it. Bad luck is mandatory after relapse. Also, what I have found is that retaining seed stops some event from happening and as soon as you relapse those events will follow. Like today I got stock dividend from the companies I had invested on. And all other events followed me one by one. My only question remains is how and why this is happening? Is retaining seed making me live in another dimension that as soon as I relapse earthly things follow me? Or is there something vaguely unknown energy on work? I don't want this to happen. I want things to go in a smooth flow, not relapse changing things and making many event happen. I know some of you have not experienced this. (because maybe you have not still awakened your sexual centers, or whatever through lots of force retaining) But I know some of you have experienced this exact phenomenon. Please comment your experience. Your explanation would be helpful as well.
  2. Hello and my first qestion

    hi im new in eastern teaching. began with mantak chia doing his exercise to criculate enery directly to my head and transmuitation i already feel more intellligent like a genius like napoleon hill said im his book about think and grow rich with sexual tramsntation so i wathc naruto and there is a character called rock lee and he can open his 8 gates to achieve the lotus and gain speed resisance and more for a period of time im wondering if there arer some practixes or exercices to make myself able to make do it by myself to incfrease my strehngt and speed and semen treretion sory for my bad grammmar my kekbard is a lite bad nowadays and im witjout money amd a little conf used recently emaybe too much energy am also recovering form pornm adcicdtion thansx
  3. My story

    Hello Ladies and Gentlemen, I am here to tell you a story, a story about myself. One, that may hopefully be of help to those who read it. Suicide, Porn Already as a kid, I had a very addictive personality. Certain events in my childhood made me want to seek escape in my thoughts. At home, I would sit for days on end on the home pc playing games. When I was in 4th grade school, I watched my first porn movie. I became hooked right away. It increased my sex-drive dramatically. From that day on I was masturbating for three times a day. That went on till the age of 16. At that time, I felt like I was in a coma. Life felt meaningless to me. That’s when I decided I had enough and tried to take my own life. Fortunately I didn’t succeed. When I was 17, I started taking Ritalin. At the beginning, there was a remarkable change. I was hyper attentive. School became a breeze and fun for the first time in my life. However, that also proved my first experience with a drug addiction. After that I started taking more everyday which increased the side effects greatly. Eight months later I tried to commit suicide again. This time however my family got to know about it. When I was a little older I started watching bondage porn. At that time I had a very stupid idea. I wanted to watch some real rape videos. So, I went to the Deep Web to look for some. I watched three videos which had a tremendous negative impact on me. What I did that day was indeed the worst mistake of my life. It was a very bad thing. Drugs When I was 18 years old I had my first experiences with legal highs, which I ordered myself over the Internet. At the time, Mephedrone was still legal and that was one of my first experiences with designer drugs. Unfortunately, this already turned out to be the worst choice for me. Mephedrone, just like Crystal Meth, makes you extremely horny. If you combine those drugs with sex or masturbation then you have the most fiendish combination ever. A study showed that 97% of Crystal addicts relapse because of the sexual factor. It’s the same for Mephedrone. Please do yourself a favour and avoid those two drugs at all cost. I was addicted to Mephedrone for 6 long years. Masturbating on it for hours at a time, seeking escape in my sexual fantasies. Most of these fantasies included intercourse with prostitutes. I found that there was something really alluring about the possibility to just get sex for money. However the real deal was never as good as the fantasy. Though I never had sex on Mephedrone and I am happy I didn’t. My desire to fulfill my fantasies went so far that I started selling drugs. I sold mdma for about 3 months. That didn’t make me enough money though. I nearly made no profit at all, so I thought of selling coke instead. However, this proved a moral dilemma for me. I don’t like the Mexican Drug since they kill so many innocent people out of greed. I knew that those guys controlled the majority of the coke trade. So selling coke meant supporting those guys. I was fighting with myself. A part of me was telling me that if I were to do this I would lose myself. I would not be the same person again. Just when I was actually about to go through with it, I got unexpected help. The previous three months I had been considering completely abstaining from drug use forever. I knew I had a big problem and that in time it would only land me in trouble. Just when I was about to get professional help, I got help from the higher levels. I realized that I was never going to be happy by satisfying the cravings of my ego. I knew that I had to transcend my ego. After that I halted my drug use and have not touched any more since. That is all thanks to meditation. Meditation is in my opinion the absolute best method to prevent or resolve any drug or other addiction. What I am sure of at least is that scare tactics don’t work. When I was in third grade the police held a conference for us where they told us a lot of lies about drug effects to scare us off. I still remember like it was yesterday. That time I asked them ‘Why do people take drugs if they only make you lose brain cells?’ They didn’t answer my question back then. So if you happen to be a parent reading this, then be sure to inform your kids about the effects of drugs truthfully and share my story with them. However, even that may not prove foolproof. Someone who is feeling suicidal won’t hesitate in most cases to take drugs. The absolute foolproof way to solve this is to teach them Self-Love. When I say Self-Love I don’t mean the narcissist kind where we are the victim of our delusions of grandeur and insecurity. Really loving ourselves mean that we accept ourselves as we are without criticizing ourselves. It’s like we ourselves become one of our best friends. Naturally, we wouldn’t want one of our dear friends to destroy his health with drugs. We would want to see him achieve his full potential without beating him down, just pointing his faults out for him so he may be able to correct them. Moreover, Self-Love is in my opinion the best preventive measure against demonic possession as true Self-Love massively increases our innate amount of Light. Light is made of joy and love. Demons can’t abide Light. Demonic Possession In this part I am going to tell you about my (ongoing) demonic possession, my experiences with it and the valuable lessons I learned from it. When I started meditating all I ever did was to focus on opening my eye. The reason for doing that however was very wrong. I thought that by opening my third eye and being able to see people aura’s I could determine girl’s thoughts and feelings, using it to my advantage when hitting on them. What followed is that when my third eye really started to open up, my desire for power attracted a demon. During the night I would wake up scared and feel something evil in my room even though I couldn’t see anything. The first few times I made it flee out of my room by imagining myself shooting golden light at it. However, later in a drunken stupor I invited the demon to possess me with the thought being: ’I want to be evil’ though what I had in mind was that I wanted to be a thug as thugs get all the girls. At the time I wasn’t aware yet what dire consequences that would have later on. From then on I started practicing different meditation systems, looking for ever more powerful ones. I now realize that was probably the demon beckoning me forward, hungry for power. That went on till I found Kunlun which left me finally satisfied. Kunlun produced massive amounts of energy for me. However, the energy generated was only always Yin in nature. I used this regularly for 3 years and started noticing strange things. Wherever I went, people would start sneezing and would let things fall or they would fall asleep after some time. I realized that I was attacking people around me with Yin Energy even though I didn’t want to. I now realize that all that energy cultivation made the demon exponentially stronger. As Sifu Jenny told me ‘who has entity issues should not do any type of Qigong or energetic practice. That is because people who are possessed by an entity or entities are normally dominated by it. The entity will channel your practice and results. The benefits will not be going to you but to it.’ Also, because of this the demon became so strong that the healers I contacted before Sifu Jenny were not only unable to remove it, but couldn’t even see it. Moreover, ‘every failed removal will strengthen the entity’ is what Sifu told me. I experienced three failed removals so I can vouch for that. A way to determine if the person you have contacted will be able to help you is to see how you feel. With Sifu Jenny I just get this feeling that I can put my complete trust in her, there is a sense of absolute security. (I say that as someone who has a deep mistrust of human beings) There is just this knowingness that she can do it. It’s very subtle though and a demon will do whatever it can to spread doubts when you encounter the right person. One fateful day I came across Sifu Jenny Lamb’s website ( After reading her website carefully and reading her description of signs and symptoms of an entity possession I instantly realized that this was happening to me. After contacting her and sending her a couple of pictures of me, I scheduled an online consultation with her on October 2012. During the consultation, she told me that I definitely had an entity issue. She told me the entity had been with me for about three years or so, but didn’t tell me that it was a demon, though it was obvious to me, until she successfully removed them. Then she told me the entity issue was a demon issue. She said she did not specify before, because she didn’t want to scare me. Demon issues are much worse than normal entity issues. They come in a group and cause more harm, not only to the possessed but to people around him as well. After many failures of entity removal, I finally scheduled a 10 day entity removal treatment with Sifu Jenny in September 2013. It was a whole day long working process from early morning to the time I went to bed around 10:00pm, every day. With her hard work, she successfully removed my demonic entities. My body finally felt lighter on the ninth day. She said I should feel lighter as soon as all the entities were gone, which was on the fifth day. But because my physical damage was so severe my mental response was very slow. But I was certainly much happier. I even made my country meal for her and her husband for gratitude on the last night before I left. Before I left, she gave me instructions to strengthen my body. She instructed me to do both physical and mental recovery for a minimum three months to a year (as long as it takes), depending on my progress for the improvement of my health. I returned home safely. However I didn’t follow her aftercare advice at all. The year I went to see Sifu Jenny, I wasn’t taking any drugs at all. However, my sexual desire only got stronger. I decided that if I would not get back to normal again I would start taking drugs again. With being normal I mean living anchored in the world like before. It’s hard to explain. Actually, when I started meditating I concentrated so long on my third eye that it upset my whole energy system. I now see etheral and astral energy at all times and can’t turn it off. It feels like I am caught in-between the mortal and the spirit world. My frustration of being unable to live a normal life and change myself made me dive head-long into drugs again. It was at the height of my sexual pleasure when I got possessed again. I think the reason why I got possessed again is so that I would make my parents suffer with my early death and/or to be able to play the victim, both reasons sound ludicrous but I think it’s actually the truth… Obviously, my psyche was already broken before I got possessed. All my life I blamed my problems on someone or something. I wasn’t even aware of this. Sifu Jenny made me realize this when I saw her, though very subtly so. She probably knew but didn’t tell me directly knowing that I would need to discover it myself. So, before my possession I blamed my problems on my family. During my possession I blamed the demon for my suffering. Thinking along the lines of ‘if only I was entity free’ everything would change. Then as it had to be, when I came back from Colorado, not even one month after my treatment, I was back to taking drugs and masturbating again. I was still beating myself up for what I had done a few years ago on the Deep Web. I wanted to see myself suffer for what I had done. I sought my own death. I thought that I could redeem myself with my suffering and/or death, however I now realize how very foolish this was. What my thought did was attract more demons that not only attacked me, but also my whole family. I brought a plague upon my family and now I am trying my best to try to remedy the problem. What I have been going through is because of ignorance. I want to ask you to please try not to blame anyone or anything else for your own problems like I did. Blaming another, which takes the form of anger, will only make you blind to the truth. Only the truth can set you free. Even if someone has done atrocious things to us that would per human definition warrant our hate, in the end it will only lead to our own demise. Only forgiveness can pave the way for healing. Meditation (Please note: This section is highly subjective.) I started meditating when I was 20 or 21 years old. What I discovered back then blew my mind. I found out that all drugs do is show us what we are able to achieve by meditating. However, while the effect of drugs gets weaker and weaker over time, the blissful effect from meditation only ever increases. However, back then I still had no clue why this was so. Now however I know and I am able to share the insights I have made so far. First what we all seek is our Higher Self. The Higher Self is our original identity. It is what is commonly known as Buddha Nature (Buddhism) or the Holy Spirit (Christianity). It is called Spirituality because it is meant to lead us back to our origin, which is the spirit. However, to do that, we need to stop feeding our ego and be willing to transcend it. (Which means to stop identifying with it) The moment we are able to stay in our Higher Self at all times is when we have reached what is commonly called enlightenment. The two main characteristics of our Higher Self are unconditional love and pure joy. For the people who have tried mdma : mdma seemingly puts us in our Higher Self, the feeling connected to people, the unconditional love and the euphoria are all characteristics of our Higher Self. However, be assured that the real deal is much more rewarding and that without any of the side effects. Moreover, taking drugs hems our spiritual evolution is what I have found. Every time we take drugs we are giving some of our power away. However when meditating we must be very careful what we seek for. Seeking for blissful effects or power will only lead us to possession. Seeking the truth about us or love and life/health however is the right way forward. In the following part I am going to share with you the meditation techniques that I found most effective in my endeavor to reach enlightenment without posing any risk to the user. Even if you are already possessed the following techniques will not worsen it. 1. Chanting “Namo Amituofo”. Amitabha Buddha made a vow before he died that ‘Whoever calls him to mind again and again, he will rescue from the cycle of birth and death’. He certainly kept it. One’s Karma determines one’s potential for enlightenment. This technique enables us to tap into Amitabha Buddha’s Karma. That means that with this EVERYONE is able to reach enlightenment in one lifetime. I found out that you can do the same by only thinking of him without the chanting. Well, for me at least it works, but I got a dream from him by chanting. It may only be possible after the dream or not. You have to test that. The chanting method surfaced after Buddha was long dead so I assume that it works without speaking. So if you feel that chanting isn’t for you or that it’s against your religious beliefs then give this a try. Just think of Buddha (made of pure shining gold) as if he were your best friend. It’s important that you feel trust or otherwise it won’t work as well. The good thing about this is that you can do it at all times, while sitting in school, while writing an essay etc… Also, this is the best possible protection against entity possession as it increases Light. With this technique Buddha will become your teacher. I think Buddha taught my Higher Self, Vipassana in my dream. However even if our Higher Self knows the technique it’s important for us to understand on an intellectual level. This brings me to the next point. 2) Vipassana, which means to see things as they really are or letting go is the technique Gotama Buddha taught to his disciples. It’s an amazingly simple and effective technique once you get the hang of it. The technique is all about letting go of negative emotions and attachments, which make up the ego. For more information please read ‘Letting Go: The pathway of surrender’ by David R. Hawkins. This is by far the best-written and simplest explanation of the technique I have ever come across. 3) Virtues. I am sure you have heard that living a virtuous life is important, but were you also told why? First, being absolutely sincere with yourself, being able to look at your faults openly is important so you can use Vipassana to let go of them. Recognizing your faults and errors is the first step towards rectifying them. Moreover, being honest with yourself and your friends will open your Throat chakra and your Heart. The Throat Chakra is the chakra responsible for change while the Heart is the one for Love. What happens when you start being absolutely honest is that first you will feel more loving and secondly you will be able to change yourself for the better much more rapidly. Sincerity is the single most powerful spiritual amplifier. Secondly, helping others without expecting anything in return will strengthen your Higher Self. That’s the conclusion I have come to. (Just starting to get into it.) This means that every time you help someone your ego will weaken and you will be one step closer to enlightenment. Gandhi said ‘the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others’. There is God in every selfless act. Thirdly, it’s important to be humble. I am probably not the best person to tell you about this, but will anyways try to do my best. In most religions when people talk about being humble, they think of absolute humility, which means that they show meekness while praying and hoping that God will just change them for the better like casting a spell. Unfortunately that doesn’t work. What we actually need is radical humility. Radical humility is about accepting that we have faults and errors and be willing to surrender them to God. Or if that doesn’t work, to be willing to do everything in our power to change ourselves. ‘We must be the change we want the world to see’; Gandhi. Conclusion At this point I want to remark that my psyche is broken, my personality has become so warped through the use of drugs and my possession that it has become the most difficult task to understand myself. However, no matter how many drugs you take or how many more layers we put on our ego, our Higher Self remains unchanged. I only got to experience my Higher Self a handful of times by now and that was already enough to put me off an addiction that seemed impossible to solve. Feeling whole and complete again after not having felt like this for 20 years or maybe never, well that is truly wonderful! So if you feel that it is impossible for you to change, that you are too evil to change, be assured that EVERYONE can change as long as they will it. So please don’t give up, I definitely won’t. If you are a person considering suicide then please by all means don’t do it! There is true happiness/meaning in life you will be able to discover by meditating and helping people. If you really try it I assure you that not soon after you will be laughing at your previous problems and wondering how you could ever consider killing yourself and you will be laughing out of joy that you didn’t do it, just like I am doing right now Finally, I want to try myself at a definition of Karma. Karma is a very misunderstood term for most people. That is very understandable as it is very hard to explain. However, I will try to do my best explaining it. Karma means the law of cause and effect. It means that every effect has a cause. The causes of these effects however are not only because of actions, but also thoughts. Yes, you heard me right. Thoughts have real power! We tend to manifest what we hold in mind. If we think ourselves evil then that is what we will get to experience. However, rest assured that even if we have evil thoughts, actions score much higher on the Karma scale than thoughts. This means that with one virtuous action you will be able to cancel out a hundred evil thoughts. ‘There is always someone who loses out’ is a good example of Karma. This is a commonly held belief, one that isn’t true however. In every situation we can find a solution that benefits everyone involved. We only need to manifest the will to find it. When we start thinking of solutions that benefit everyone, good things are going to happen to our lives because God starts to support us. That’s why I have taken the habit of asking myself in every situation now: ‘Does this benefit everyone involved, myself included, or does it only benefit myself?’ A comment from Sifu Jenny Lamb: It is good to see that he is willing to take a step to redeem himself. It is never too later for repentance and redemption. From his story there are a lot of lessens to learn for all of us. From years of helping people with entity issues I learned the most common causes are: 1. Longing for power. 2. Karmic debts or entangled karma. 3. Misguided by wrong information. 4. Loneliness and longing for company by any means. 5. Fantasy of connection with spiritual world. 6. Living in a haunted house or a negative environment. 7. Surrounded by Yin energy too long. 8. Inadequate self-evaluation. 9. Disrespectful or offended unseen living beings. 10. Being at the wrong place and wrong time while one is vulnerable. Most of all, it is the outcome of improper thinking and action. His story demonstrates that proper early childhood education is vital for a person to become a decent human being. Being parents, to bring a life into the world without a commitment to take care of them is irresponsible for the world, for the child and for themselves. Cause and effect is the natural law we all bound by. Desiring a peaceful and healthy environment, we all have to take our responsibility to benefit the world according to our position and the best of our capabilities. We all make mistakes in life, but willingness to change has to come from within. No external help alone will work if one does not want to make an effort. Be sincere, earnest, honest, and willing to do anything to make a change when one wishes to be helped. Without commitment, one will only walk half way and leave things unfinished. Without being honest, one may be unable to accomplish one’s goal. When this young man first contacted me he never stated any of his ongoing drug issues, nor his sado-masochism and improper sexual behavior addictions etc. Then again, all these major facts have everything to do with how he became possessed in the first place. Those important things you have to tell the person you rely on for helping you. Let them acknowledge your condition entirely. On the contrary, by responding to my requested information on, “the details of your health conditions with history”, he simple said, he had skin problems, ADD, experience fatigue all the time and shortness of breath when climbing stairs. If I knew his full story as I do today, I would require one month minimum energy healing treatment, not just 10 days. He needed a longer treatment beyond just entity removal. For addictions, three month’s treatment is more adequate for allowing a physical transformation to sustain a stable health condition and to walk away from addictions for life. Maybe I didn’t ask the right questions. Certainly, I will change that in my future work. But in any case, one should tell everything to your knowledge that may cause your issue and all the symptoms you have experienced. It is for your own benefit if you want to be helped. Being truthful and honest is the best policy. With years of conducting my healing work, I learned so much about people with issues, their individualities, habits, conceptual means, insecurity, confusion with truth and sugar coating, fear and indecision, choosing to be a denier, so easy to make a wrong choice, and for some, even sabotaging oneself whenever progress is made. What I see from this is a display of karmic phenomena both individually and collectively. I recognized that to acknowledge and respect Karma is the path to prevent self-degeneration and to promote self-correcting. To teach Karma through healing is the purpose of my work and what I am called out for. I hope his sorrowful story can be an awakening call for all of us. For those who are willing to help him to achieve his goal to redeem himself by helping others in preventing them to follow his steps, please take your action to share his story to all your communities and reach as many people as possible. May his good intentions and virtuous actions bring positive energy to the world and brighten his future as well. Namo Amituofo! Little update: In 2016 I found annother opportunity to not only to remove the entity, but to completely change myself. I was aware the opportunity was hiding at the place I went to, but I didn't go through with it, even though I had put in so much effort before. In 2017 I returned to that place and was nearly able to do it, the opportunity was still there, however I couldn't because I was afraid to be vulnerable. The same year, even before I had been hearing voices, many more than before. Due to the voices, I started writing things. The first time I wrote something I could hear my teacher's voice saying it's a very bad thing. At the time I thought I was being surveilled by the police and normal people could sit in on it. I thought someone was sending my writings around to harm me, but that wasn't the case. It was just due to me not stopping writing. My teacher told me in 2017 that the voices were my imagination, but I didn't believe him because it felt so real, because of what I experienced. Also, I am convinced that these voices belonged to real people and were characteristic of their innate thoughts. At the time there were quite a few people supporting me, whom I am eternally grateful to. I promised at that time that I would give it all back by loving everyone on the planet unconditionally some day. There were a lot of people who wanted to prevent the bad effect I was experiencing with my writings. Unfortunately, what shouldn't have happened, happened anyway : my entity issue got worse. SInce then, the 15th january 2018 I have experienced IMMENSE suffering, it's just unbelievable. I was suffering so much that in 2018 I made the decision to kill myself. Also, I felt like the opportunity to remove the entity had been lost forever. Fortunately, my plans were thwarded by my family. I then made the decision to do it later, however I had already began to question it. I was hesitant to do it in the first place because of all the experiences I have had since 2015. Also, I had gotten more used to my new suffering. At the same time I made the decision to take drugs again because I thought it may keep me from killing myself which would still be a better alternative. The following year, 2019, I consumed quite a lot of drugs. That went on till just before Christmas 2019. At that time I got some Crystal which didn't quite agree with me, it upset my whole system. While I was on it I felt threatened and then the Light came and showed me that I was doing all this, that I was creating trouble for myself in order to get attention from my family. (I could see at that moment the child within myself. )Then it downed on me that the connection that I felt had been lost when my entity issue got worse had never been lost, only obscured and that I possess the power to get out. I was still doubtful though. Then I read Lao Fan's four lessons and became confident that I can remove the entity by (myself), even if the previous opportunity has indeed been lost. What I need to do is to correct my faults and learn humility, then God will help me remove it, guide the way to remove it. I will update this thread once I have been able to remove it, if someone reads this. Later I want to write a book, a more complete story which incorporates clarity and wisdom. (I am indeed the greatest fool in the world to miss the opportunity two times and the third opportunity if the second has indeed been lost, is much harder to grasp. The second was harder to grasp than the first already and the third even more so, however the heavens have told me that I can do it so it should be possible. I really hope that I will be able to do it so that in future I can use my life as an example to raise awareness on what should be done and what can be achieved with spiritual practice.) Final note on collective Karma : I experienced a strong counter-force that was working against myself, against life. I always thought this was due to the entity being so powerful. After re-reading Shifu Jenn's commentary in bold I realized that this counter-force is probably due to collective Karma. Collective Karma says 'he needs to be punished' because of what I did. (on the Deep Web) I believe this has played a major part, unfortunately Karma is hard to understand so I am not sure. It's mentioned in Lao Fan's four lessons once one's past transgressions have been redeemed one will have a dream. So this is what I am aiming. I believe once this has happened the opportunity to remove the entity will present itself. Lastly, I ask that you please don’t share the story for now. I am doubtful as to the extent it could be of help at this point. It should have been written without expecting anything in return which unfortunately was not possible for me at this time and ultimately, it depends on my own actions, that will decide my fate.
  4. An interesting article I came across: If any field expert here can vet the article for what it is really worth, I'd be grateful. Edit: Dear admins, if you can please edit the Tantra spelling in the title.
  5. question about injaculation ?

    Hi everybody! Regarding injaculation, is it possible to injaculate and ejaculate at the same time? if not i'm probably not doing the technique right.ohh well i guess i'm off to some more testicle breathing. . . "An impatient mind kills progress"-Mantak Chia
  6. Circulating Qi, Kundalini awakening, and moving energy in general, moves you to the top of the food chain in the astral realms, where energy moves in lucid, liquid tides. The practitioner is consciously moving their energy to various locations across their body, via metaphysical meridians that do not actually exist in the physical realm. These meridians have physical counterparts, however, but the meridians, nadis, themselves, are mapped out in a realm that is not limited by time and space. Breaching physical laws, and moving these flows of etheric tides, and consciously attaching awareness to them, is what powers you up. Jing, shen, prana, chi - this is power, transformation, streaming across dimensions and coloured by intent. Someone who is working this, and then, masturbating, utilizing visuals, porn, imagination, is creating a web of energy, thoughtforms and streams/cords all over the place. If, for instance, you are using a porn movie, and watching it several times, you are actually strengthening these cords. With power really does come responsibility. Pumping, building energy, aiming, and releasing a cord of energy. That's masturbation. That's also a magick ritual. These are very real laws. If you are popping your root or sacral chakra, and bleeding the energy in form of sexual arousal, while checking out your neighbor's wife, she will feel this intuitively, somewhere in her being. Religious myths tell parables of, if you think it, you did it. We can feign ignorance by replacing it with innocence, but if you are preparing a body for godhood, you are responsible for the Frankenstein light body you have created. In the astrals, if you could view these aura shifts, you would see the mess you have created. A web of energy, some strong, some bleeding, some backwashing. Remember, time and space is breached by these energies. I started discussing this here: "As the myths of old, sex unites as one flesh. The performers, viewers, create a web of etheric cords. Not judging anyone, just a thought. Kundalini is strong energy, using those lower chakras/Dan Tien, etc, radiates interdimensionally at the viewed target/recipiant. Coloured by intent/emotion/enchantment/lust, empowers it." "Chaos magick, has a law, that magickians create a sigil, and although unknown to the casual spectator, will empower it for the mage's own personal use. Display this sigil on a T-shirt and stroll through the mall one Saturday afternoon. This will charge that sigil just as well as a coven of witches can raise a cone of power."
  7. There are a lot of men out there, who can't attract women. They can't get sex. Some of them are even adult virgins. Now while it is understandable that being in such a condition will cause extreme mental pain and drive men into extreme emotional distress, and in addition to that they will be viewed as deficient and socially unintelligent by others, the amount of rationalizations they engage in to explain their predicament can be just....hilarious. These rationalizations are usually in the form of extreme negativity towards women, or rationalizing that they are just ugly men and looks are everything. They obsess about their jawlines, their height, their noses, and of course, having a small chin is the ultimate indication of inferior beta male genes according to them. They also go on and on about how western culture is completely biased against and hell for ugly men. While I feel bad for the amount of intense stress these men are certainly under due to their situation, I know their rationalizations are ridiculously untrue. Looks don't mean shiat. I know from seeing in real life, a good looking guy with a beta personality has no chance, where if that same guys shows the personality of an alpha male he is in, and vice versa. P in V'gee. DTF. Down to Fuck. Looks mean nothing, and it is very unhealthy for men to worry about their looks. Looks mean nothing. I couldn't stop laughing, throughout these entire videos. omg these guys.... This one is really good, laughter is very healthy, and it has been a long time since I laughed for 40 minutes straight
  8. It seems to me that spirituality forums, and especially this place, have a consistent record of attracting guys who basically, for whatever reason, can't attract women. I'm not sure why this is. They always get strong reactions from other posters, and often create a commotion. Some people call them sexist, blame them for their own problems, women rarely can grasp the concept of involuntary celibacy, etc. They don't bother me, and if anything I tend to sympathize. I understand that if someone is in their 20s and is a virgin, they are socially far behind most other males, and are considered weird by society. This in turn makes them even more hopeless. The Documentary Shy Boys: IRL More-