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Hahaha. Pardon my laugh. But your experiencing 'Oneness'. Where there is no distinction between you or me. A certain state of awareness before non-duality. Be glad you are experiencing this in a non-violent manor. Many wiccans fail to understand this truth when spell casting and they end up reaping what they sow, becoming what they need to be for their spell to be successful. I also just saw a imaginary spider crawl across my desk... I will let you interpret that. It also seems you have been feminized. Your experiencing this through the Goddess within you. The Moon. The left side/hand. Google Kundalini sun and moon. Read up on the left and right channels. Then there is the narrow path, the middle path as well. Refers to Christ in the bible as well. I cannot tell you much else, because to speak of such awareness is unknowing. You must experience it yourself to truly understand.

Check this out. It aired on national TV during a CUBS game and now conspiracy theorist are going nuts about it. If you notice the serpent with the cross, it symbolizes Moses raising the bronze serpent in the bible.. A bunch of alchemical symbols that people fail to understand...

Many Americans are not happy. America is FAT and OVER WEIGHT. So is the economy and it is going to deflate for the time being. Many corporations know this and have gone abroad to find 'growth'. The only down to earth people I have seen who are genuinely happy are farmers in America. They work the land and ponder all day long, they go home, eat, sleep, and do it all over again the next day. Everything else in Amurrriccaa is a game of politics and sorcery. Literally. People are usually too busy working or seeking to obtain more money. I see nothing wrong with other nations seeking to establish a higher quality of life, but do not seek to be American when it comes to fast food and materialism. Many have committed cultural genocide and have forgotten their ancestors. Many have forgotten about others. America is ranked the top nation for mental health disorders. It is a mess here. Especially in the cities. The country side is nice if you can find a decent job out of the cities. Blessings to you all.

Why do you seek to handle it? " I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." Isaiah 45:7

1) No. WHY? WHAT FOR? 2) In the mode of becoming.. Yes. 3) Feel - Think - Will. SO MOTE IT BE!

If your a male, most of the time this energy will cause you to acknowledge your female side. Most of the time K will cause the mind to be extremely open to experiencing new things. This can be dangerous for some time, until one has grown into this new state of awareness and has found what they are looking for. Whatever that might be. I have felt this bioelectricty up my spine before, but it wasn't from K. Any time you start energy practices, your going to start clearing certain things out of your field of consciousness. Those who subscribed to Taoist practices, refer to a pipe that needs cleaning. Past lives, etc. As for the ears, read up on the Buddhist Ear or clairaudience for more info on that topic.

Ugh... The "problem" with western kundalini folks is they fail to see where this energy is coming from. FYI, Kali is apart of the process folks. This is what kundalini does.... This is why most yoga studios are full of mental folks who don't understand what they are doing but simply looking to become "Gods" or obtain powers. The God's don't like this notion of thinking or the fact that people are seeking to pay for such things in the first place. That only feeds the ego. Not to say that the ego is bad, but one can not simply pay for a gnosis. If that was the case, the whole world COULD be enlightened. I have read plenty of articles of people becoming anhedonic due to kundalini. One needs to read up on the Hindu pantheon if one is practicing K. One needs to become familiar with said Gods their traits and one definitely needs to pray for guidance and assistance as there are plenty of spiritual gifts, siddhis, and abilities that one can garner if one has a 'sound' practice. Not saying that K is not worth it, but every teacher has their own way of teaching. I have read of yogins who have experienced utter-nothingness by the Goddess showing them and it garnered further wisdom and a deeper realization. Many of things man worries about, means NOTHING. This nothingness can be intruding on one's ego and sense of self. It tends to slap people in the face when they realize that they themselves are not the center of the world or the universe, nor do they need to be. The gratitude man has before K is usually less compared to what man will find gratitude after K. K practices will open things up and allow one to fill that they are beyond expansion and can never be full or cause one to want to die. This sense of expanse is over bearing and belittling for said persons ego. K practices WILL humble you in the long run. Kali is the destroyer of worlds, becareful what you wish for. There are no free lunches, even if the ego believes that there is. There is only unconditional love. And unconditional will always come before love in this case.

Hahaha. Everything to its measure. Indeed. Constantly stressing about material success is enfeebling and depreciating at best. There is something to be said about money, it only makes us more of who we already are. Whether we have a little or a lot, it magnifies who we truly are. The fact that there are many souls willing to focus on spiritual pursuits is note worthy. The wisdom and virtue garnered in this life WILL hold it's relevance in the next, compared to the material riches we possess in this life. I refrain from using the word 'value' as if wisdom and virtue could be bought or sold. We are all on the same path, but many are willfully ignorant at times and are driving themselves insane with expectations that they must fulfill. Furthermore, the fear of death compels one to take risk and live life in a haphazard manor. It is good to learn and stay motivated. To pray, meditate, and be mindful. But most importantly, it is good to find that one can depend on themselves and others, even the higher beings, concerning life. "We all need each other", is what a woman told me in a dream once. I ponder the relevance of this message for some time and realized that this notion was true and that it was also the reason why there is so much grief and stress in the world. Many are living lives in a selfish manor, constantly focusing on themselves and their riches, feeling as if they are all alone. Man has settled for a broken economy where greed is paramount and seems to infect everyone who seeks these 'riches'. hahaha. This system will eventually kill itself and die off, or kill man in the process and then die off. Man needs to learn how to share and this will be a ever-bearing lesson in the coming years. I have chosen to constantly learn new subjects and to keep my mind invigorated. Whether or not I assume a mass of debt concerning school, I care not. It is a challenge and something that I enjoy. Man should know that money is pointless without man himself. I know I possess enough ingenuity to live life if I desire to do so, with or without money. Learning to die is hard. Living is easy. We seek money for convenience, but convenience has never been a great teacher it seems.

Very interesting how you take to your healing. That is the thing that I found, there is no 'RIGHT' way concerning these matters. The only thing I have found that is relevant is the topic of Order within rituals and performing magick. Now, don't get confused, the matter of intent is vital. The practice itself, is not. But yes, I have found myself in various dreams concerning past lives with other people. I have literally walked through streets where time changes from one point of time into another. Everything IS connected. Everyone does influence each other when you are able to see from this perspective. I have dealt with people from various past lives who were once native americans and who are now voodoos. It was interesting. hahaa. The higher beings get to see it all play out it seems. Time is innumerable for them to an extent that it does not exist. I too have seen cops plenty of times before in dreams. I have never understood the relevance. Sometimes I have seen full blown swat teams seeking some one. It reminded me of this new movie R.I.P.D. But speaking about the topic, I have found that the color of orbs is usually pivotal concerning the intent of a being. Black orbs are not necessarily good or bad, it depends on what side of the coin you are on. Most of the time it involves the infliction and antagonising of others. It can be true nuisance if one is not willing to help solve the situation for what it is. Red orbs I have found to be full of passion, which is a double edge sword. The most understanding colors I have found are white and gold. Glad you were able to help some one move on and find peace! P.S. One thing I have also found that certain beings will feed off of fear. I'm not sure WHY, but I know from my own experiences whenever somethings happens in the astral, if fear takes a foot some how that energy becomes relevant in this realm. People have failed to realize that they have made some so 'powerful' by simply believing in a superstitious manor. There comes a point in time where one can see the creation of belief and how it works. If I can get one to believe that God hates them and that they will be punish, they will live life in such a manor that perpetuates this line of thinking well into the afterlife. On the other side of the coin, if I can one get to believe that God is all merciful and loves unconditionally, this line of thinking will result in a different sense of awareness as well. It's interesting to think about. I was once dealing with a satanist women in the astral realm concerning the craft of a relative. My family is a bunch of lunatics by the way. Which is why I have studied so much. Needless to say, if it wasn't for the malice of this old woman, there would have been no force in my life to teach and compel me to learn. hahaha. She was miserable and wicked as hell. Needless to say, she was quite the blessing for me. I found that she simply found a craft for her that worked and never bothered branching out so to speak. She grew ignorant of the metaphysics involved and what is truly possible. This idea of satan being all powerful is a farce at times. Yes treachery is a force that many will use, but the bearer of such a force must become what they sow. Not a wise trait to bear, unless you can re-compensate some how. Or else one is destined for a hellish state of awareness. One's own soul becomes highly inflicted with pain, remorse, anguish, and eventually one simply becomes a horse for other practitioners to ride and use.

Yes. While I was in the hospital a few months I literally saw gold and white orbs from time to time. In this time and space. I wasn't to sure what to think or even say. I do know if I would have spoken up about it, the doctors would have given me more meds. haha. Needless to say, it was reassuring.

Depends. There are secrets that many are unaware of, but it would be a shame to reveal these things and not allow one to discover the magick on their own.

What are your guys thoughts on stuff like this? http://sacredsemen.com/

Great, you succeeded, you know what is possible. No go back and start from the bottom and build slowly, you need a solid foundation.

Magick can not be defined directly, it has direct correlation to being a Creator in a sense, that is innumerable and infinite in essence. When you speak of covens, you will be studying rituals and crafts that require a certain degree of Order. A certain process, but even then the results are not always the same. Most of the work should be concerned with developing a 'inwardness' of completion. To say that one's craft is superior to another is FALSE. This is why I spent time studying satanic covens, their constructs, and perceptions. There defintely are demons and beings who are heartless and ruthless, I paid the price from a while but realized that most of this magick enimates from utter hate, covetness, and greed. So I found that it was not HOW the magick was working but WHY and WHAT FOR. I already had experience in Christian circles, but I did not understand the relevance of witchcraft, voodoo, dark shamanism, and satanism. Mind you, I wasn't even aware of Bodhivistas and the Hinduistic Pantheon concerning yoga as well. The universe is vast, and I learned that we all don't view it in the same manor. Some feel that God or higher beings hate them and so they seek to oppose through joining dark circles and crafts, due to the cards one may have been dealt in life. Others are just plain greedy or have been exposed to some craft of power that worships creation rather than Creator. But in my honest opinion it comes down to intention. Even Aleister Crowley, revered as crazy and out of this world most of the time, understood this relevance of magick... "Black magic is not a myth. It is a totally unscientific and emotional form of magic, but it does get results — of an extremely temporary nature. The recoil upon those who practice it is terrific. It is like looking for an escape of gas with a lighted candle. As far as the search goes, there is little fear of failure! To practice black magic you have to violate every principle of science, decency, and intelligence. You must be obsessed with an insane idea of the importance of the petty object of your wretched and selfish desires. I have been accused of being a "black magician." No more foolish statement was ever made about me. I despise the thing to such an extent that I can hardly believe in the existence of people so debased and idiotic as to practice it." http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Aleister_Crowley But ultimately I seek to view magick from a supreme point of view, Brahmin as this state is called in the East. The Lord as this higher being is called in the Bible. The heavens are full of highly astute beings while hell rages with the inferno of indignation. "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things." Isaiah 45:7

Can virtue be chosen?

Interesting. I actually agree with you for once. But you could ALSO say that the reality that one chooses to partake in is in fact 'CRACKED' as well. Which is why you seek...

If you play with enough magick, you will begin to see plenty of parallels and constructs. You begin to see the forces behind the words. The TAO itself, The Great Architect, The Creator, if you will. The only difference in black and white magick, is one's intention. Inner-tention.

I just experienced a heart cleansing the other day in a dream. There was a being in my dream that was following my mom. A child like being with long hair and was wearing a blue robe. I was pissed off at her in the dream. I was walking around my house and she was telling me I could have whatever I wanted and then I began to ask who the frick was with her and I went into this strange state where I some times morph energy and I felt as if I was going to attack her and the being behind her. But what ended up happening was I had felt this surge of energy go threw me, solar plexuses and heart chakra as this being morphed into a vampire and my mom turned into a zombie, it was rather peculiar. I felt all this grief leave me once and for all as I woke up groaning. I remember as this cleansing or renewal was happening I became aware of this area within me again (heart charka) and it freaked me the f0ck out, so I woke up. My upper chest doesn't feel 'clogged' any more. Strangely enough, females are a lot more receptive the last couple of days. I had been praying for healing lately, I just wasnt expecting to see what I saw.

Yes let me know when you do! That seems like a cool book.

So what is the author's take on Spirit Guardians and Servitors? Is he referring to the God's? Or his own beliefs and customs? What is the author's take on reversal as well? Is it beneficial to attack back or to simply neutralize a situation?

Also there are SEVERAL forms of magick that can be studied. It requires tools, the development of the subtle body, or an 'awakened' state. Some forms of magick have there pros and cons. Some lineages require a pact or devotion to those who came before you who usually act as guides. One eventually takes their place when one dies or passes over it seems. The way I study magick, is how I study mechanics. I need to know all the possibilities of what this mechanism can do and how it can be worked before I have truly mastered the subject. Learning to acknowledge one's energy body is a good start, learning to purify one's energy body is another great skill to have, learning to ascend and have access to infinite wisdom through purity is another invaluable tool. Most of the time 'healers' end up getting caught up in other people's BS and half-truths which can drag them down a dark path to 'help' others.

Hrmmm. There is nothing wrong with "magick" or the occult per say. One does need to study the occult and become learned to study the 'mysteries' of God and develop their subtle body, third eye, etc. But there is no free lunch. I have read countless stories of conjuring and spell castings gone wrong due to lack of self-awareness and inner development. If you cause one force to move, you will surely off set another. All you can truly move is yourself, the I AM. Not others. There are plenty of people out there who have 'powers' and 'siddhis' but only use them when they are in accordance with higher beings. Which is a matter of wisdom, because ultimately one will be responsible for whatever the outcome maybe with such workings. In my opinion, to truly get a grasp of magick is to study alchemy and the manipulation and use of forces. There is alchemy all over and in the bible, but most do not study or perceive such a holy book in that manor. There is plenty of alchemy in the vedatas and sutras as well. In almost every holy book. Rosicrucian and Hermetic-ism can make for a fascinating read. Unfortunately people do use magick and alchemy for selfish purposes never truly acknowledge their own responsibility or integrity in the manor and it eventually leads to more darkness, self-deficit, and utter blindness. If you ever get the chance to experience a exorcism, it usually involves the reversal of some kind of weaving or possesion of an entity that does not want have it's truth be known or brought to the light, as abstract as that seems. It something is deceitful it is usually dark in nature, if is benign it can be of light. Hence the reason to study alchemy. Too much Light can cause one to ascend here on earth and become a celestial being, immortal, saint, buddha, God, etc. Others will feel or be put off by one's presence or glory. This is why we rarely see the God's, but rather demons, as the God's can easily kill a mortal being just by being in one's presence. (personal experience) If there is anything that I have truly learned that is beneficial and has helped me the most is the use of Holy Fire to purify my aura/energy field and allow me to cleanse myself from the influence and dominion of others. For most magick is a game of power, control, vanity, and identity. There are plenty of covens and 'energy healers' out there who can easily take you for a ride. A true student could give a sh*t less for the material gains involved with the craft, but the science and philosophy it self. It is like learning how to fix your own car, rather than relying on the perception of a mechanic. Who can know you more than yourself? This is what is known as worshiping the Creator, not the creation. Study the art if you are truly interested, many Catholic priests and people who live celibate lives are secret alchemist. haha.

I would like any seasoned mage or practicioners take on this video. Putting religion aside, Joseph Smith wrote some interesting stuff concerning Spirit. Unfortunately the occult tends to turn people off right away, especially here in the west. It seems to be one big secret for most. Quite silly in my opinion. Also has any one here ever practice Talisman magick?

This is what the statue I saw in my dream looked like concerning some black priest and that temple.. Not to sure about the lady in the middle. Might be Isis? Any ways I found this pic last night and had another crazy dream. A lot of traveling. Found myself at a temple that read Rose de Crux when I tried go into the temple, but the door was blocked with a inscription and a heading of Rose De Crux. Twas interesting. Rose Croix. It was Rose something. Possibly Rosicrucianism.

I wish they would find the bloody labyrinth already.. There is said to be statues of the Pharaohs of old. Supposedly the Pharaohs of old were hermaphrodites, a-sexual, imagine those powers? haaha