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The struggle continues. Another interesting observation: they claim to another person they’d die before me. The last time they claimed this, I witnessed one of their many faces(literal face/outlook from a personality constructed by splitting their soul I guess) withered and “died”. One of the many reasons I believe them to be utterly corrupt and untrustworthy is that, every time I thought they might still have conscience and tried to trust them, I’d feel angry and cheated the next day. It took me some time to realize they were taking my soul energy. Also, this guy probably has the ability to affect the subconsciousness of an entire city(his lineage is one of the most effective in cultivating spiritual power, by far. The monks following this lineage were strictly trained to be “brainless”). Given his political affiliation in the past, he probably helped build a force that has been actively shaping the political landscape, much to his liking. I hope people take this seriously and help raise the awareness. The scale of the situation might be frightening. There’re already tons of material(about twisted and intricate monsters) in the entertainment industry.

He drained my heart light (I can’t breathe into it). Then he teleported a piece of someone else’s heart muscle?? I felt charkra in my chest and something moved in and started beating. A demonstration of power? He can do teleportation of this scale. He’s done it before.

They just showed me a vision of a humanoid or something and thanked me (sarcastically). I felt like it was built using my spirit. Is this the case? What’s their purpose?

I don’t like resentment either. I try my best to steer away from it. I guess I keep talking about his wrongs because he keeps brainwashing me. Every other day I’d feel it alright for him to do those things, and I’d know he’s brainwashing me again. It’s nuts. I feel it necessary to fight him and discuss things. It helps to clear my mind. I don’t feel like a victim.

I believe it could be one of his psyops. The entire point for him is to get away with everything. Sometimes forgiveness feels too cheap and undervalued. I just want the information out. EDIT: Last night he obviously broke the truce again and sent more dark energy. His philosophy is nihilistic and the point is to erase all morals and beliefs. It’s his lineage. It’s their understanding of buddhism - no self, no value, no nothing. If there is anything, he must destroy it. He’s able to split his mind and create multiple personalities. It’s completely psychotic. But of course my heart muscles are all gone (I know this, he’s shown me multiple times) and only driven by external energy sources.

I don’t know if it counts. First time I imagined he was my kid who did a a bunch of horrible things and hated me for not forgiving him. I emphasized his wrongdoings and he yielded. Since he yielded I thought maybe I should comfort him. But he seized my throat at once and told me he feigned his surrender. I pressed his wrongs again and once more he yielded. That was the end. Second time I was his servant or something and he obviously hated himself and tried to stab himself. I didn’t stop him.

You’re right. I hate to admit this but I was lured by a false promise to keep working with him. Allowing him to be both the damager and the savior. He did helped me a lot, after all, mostly in the beginning. However, it’s personal, and it’s not. According to him I’m the first to recognize his cult-like deception in his 40 years of practice. It’s safe to say he’s running an empire, the voices in his heads are innumerable (he made me hear it several times). This appalled me, so I fight him, mostly against his mind control. His mind control is unique. He keeps changing his own spirituality and resets everyone’s memory including his own - he’s choosing his own path. Whatever doesn’t work, he rolls back. This actually was the intention of my post - to discuss his method. Not many have shown interest, tho.

I believe my heart has been completely damaged and literally dead. He’s using some sort of witchcraft to keep it pumping. Will there still be pure Light in my heart?

I tried it steadily for some time. Some of my pathways become solid and feel like rocks. It has happened before. I guess he got impatient.

My body heat up a little. I’ll rest a little and try again later. Huge thanks for your help. It means a lot.

My forehead lighted up a few times. My head was a lot clearer, but then my forehead started hurting and the fog came back. My heart feels weak. Actually he’s damaged my heart pretty bad.

I can’t visualize it. Nothing seems to happen. I’ll keep trying. He claimed to have rebuilt all of my pathways in the body, which is plausible per my experience. He also opened up my forehead (heaven’s gate). It hurts when he’s up to something.

I don’t know if I can. He’s able to remotely send and retract energy to/from me. He’s done some permanent damage out of spite for my disobedience. That will be another story.

I didn’t. I only realize this after I escaped physically from where he practices.

Previous: Below is my eastern occult experience against a demonic cultivator. Background: The cultivator claimed to be one of the top dozens in the world who have opened up all of the qi pathways. Motivation(supposed): They tried to profit off of their gongfu. So they developed a system of lying and manipulation to run their business without having to give up anything they value. Short version of the story: I accidentally met a shifu who claimed he was really good and could cure my disease. At first, he seemed great — but then I started noticing the dark side of his practice. He kept demanding blind trust while acting secretive and untrustworthy. The money part was especially sketchy: he’d drop hints about how his family was poor or how his practice needed support, but the amounts he asked for were way more than reasonable. At first, he even denied ever asking for money, but if you ignored the hints, he’d get angry and unfriendly. We eventually agreed to put the money issue aside for a while and just see how things went. That’s when it got really weird — the necromancy side of things started to show up. After a while, it became painfully clear that something demonic was going on. So I escaped. But I never really did. To put it simply: it was something like spirit cooking in exchange for healing. Blind trust itself seemed like a powerful spirit he was feeding on. The true devil lies in their methodology of manipulation: When one doubts, they brainwash and act nice. They control one’s attention span so it’s hard for one to realize things are not right; When one believes and cooperates, they act abusive. The cycle goes on. It only truly ends when one is completely overcome: whatever they demand, one satisfies. On the other hand, if someone is an easy target (e.g. easily curable disease), he/she would never know what is going on. The shifu would be a saint (that still takes money and sometimes takes spirit without being noticed) in their eyes. There’re so much more to this experience. I’ll keep on updating given anyone is interested, stuff like the necromancy they’re using and their other intents. Thanks! — UPDATE: He’s actively brainwashing(affecting) people in my family, particularly my grandparents. Why would he do that? BIG REVEAL: He’s done so much damage to me, our fate is kind of intertwined. I deem him demonic and evil. He doesn’t like that. Is this the reason for all the brainwashing around my family? (Strictly speaking it’s not brainwashing. It’s more like manipulation of their spirits.) He’s been slowly managing my decline, probably because he thinks I’m not curable and thus, a burden and liability. He’s done this to other people before without being noticed. UPDATE2: I have reasons to believe there is a systematic effort to trick the purest and most precious spirit from people and to feed them to government officials.