Lotus of the abyss

I always had a question about, that if there's no self in Buddhism, then who realizes its absence? Like who learns about Buddhism? Who does anything? I just don't understand how something that is not there, then who is learning about its absence?

But I thought buddhism didn't have a self at all. Isn't the idea of there is no self a central idea in buddhism?

I am pretty new these in earnest. I have been pretty depressed for a while. I am now rising out of it. Thus, the name "Lotus of the abyss". I look forward to learn and share my thoughts.

To be honest, I think it's an ongoing process for now. But, yeah I am putting myself out of it by taking responsibility.

I think it is still going on. I just decided pull myself out of it. Its been intense depression and mental suffering for quite a time. Anyways , thank you.