What a sight to see. Never heard of anything like this.
I wonder if maybe something in Paradoxal’s day to day life is causing a influx of toxins that is not allowing you to get pat this point.
I am very new to this myself and am very interested to see if I will have any of said effects related to my personal drug use.
Maybe a daily log would be useful? That’s what we do in ritual Magick. Very precise notes and observations that allow you to try to parse connections and then further try to discern correlation vs causation. What you ate, sleep schedule, etc... things you feel might have an outcome on your practice.
Cheers,
E. S. A.
