What is the chi, that you can see as like water in someones eyes(not physical water)? I think it is housed in the midsection, and if you don't have a chi ball in your midsection to house it, some of it can be extinguished with antipsychotic medicine, or by watching porn(these are the two I have experience with).
I still have some of it, even though I'm on medication, but a strange thing happened, that when I got paranoid that my friend has made a trap to kill me, that night I fell to the urge of porn and masturbation and then my paranoia went away after that.
Before I thought that my ruined energybody may be the source of my mental illness, but could it be that this chi is circulating ncorrectly and it causes schizhoprenia?