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I don't know how to explain this. If this was said to me some five years ago, when I had not done semen retention, I would call them directly crazy. Some very strange things have taken place in my life. Right after ejaculation great suffering follows me. In my mental state I am completely fine but what happens is people who surround me, family, friends, neighbors, people on news(in my country), everything suffers. This has not happened only once. I don't remember exactly when this phenomenon started to come in cycle. Now it has happened more than I could count. I stopped thinking about it, but it follows, even if I forget or try to live a normal life. Here are some repeated phenomenon that occurs after the loss of sexual energy: Same people contacting me or coming to my house after relapse. (i even see this phenomenon in facebook, people sharing posts and updating status.) Neighbor having a fight and attacking each other. Hearing news about car accident and someone dying or bus accident and a group of people dying all at once (my streak goes from 20- 30 days and in those periods of time no such phenomenon happens. Exactly after 4 days everything stops or I don't see them happening until I relapse) New problem arises in the mind of my parents and they have a negative discussion as well. Everything changes. Also, I feel that those people who are unawakened, or those who walk on everyday life as normal beings, are affected. Sometimes positively as well. My analysis is that we all have our perception. Retaining seed makes one individual's perception a lot stronger that it bends reality. All people near you, people in your imagination, everything that is related to you is affected once you relapse. There is no escape from it. Bad luck is mandatory after relapse. Also, what I have found is that retaining seed stops some event from happening and as soon as you relapse those events will follow. Like today I got stock dividend from the companies I had invested on. And all other events followed me one by one. My only question remains is how and why this is happening? Is retaining seed making me live in another dimension that as soon as I relapse earthly things follow me? Or is there something vaguely unknown energy on work? I don't want this to happen. I want things to go in a smooth flow, not relapse changing things and making many event happen. I know some of you have not experienced this. (because maybe you have not still awakened your sexual centers, or whatever through lots of force retaining) But I know some of you have experienced this exact phenomenon. Please comment your experience. Your explanation would be helpful as well.

hi im new in eastern teaching. began with mantak chia doing his exercise to criculate enery directly to my head and transmuitation i already feel more intellligent like a genius like napoleon hill said im his book about think and grow rich with sexual tramsntation so i wathc naruto and there is a character called rock lee and he can open his 8 gates to achieve the lotus and gain speed resisance and more for a period of time im wondering if there arer some practixes or exercices to make myself able to make do it by myself to incfrease my strehngt and speed and semen treretion sory for my bad grammmar my kekbard is a lite bad nowadays and im witjout money amd a little conf used recently emaybe too much energy am also recovering form pornm adcicdtion thansx

Will come back to it later.

An interesting article I came across: http://www.kundalini-tantra.com/rtbrain1.html If any field expert here can vet the article for what it is really worth, I'd be grateful. Edit: Dear admins, if you can please edit the Tantra spelling in the title.

Hi everybody! Regarding injaculation, is it possible to injaculate and ejaculate at the same time? if not i'm probably not doing the technique right.ohh well i guess i'm off to some more testicle breathing. . . "An impatient mind kills progress"-Mantak Chia

Circulating Qi, Kundalini awakening, and moving energy in general, moves you to the top of the food chain in the astral realms, where energy moves in lucid, liquid tides. The practitioner is consciously moving their energy to various locations across their body, via metaphysical meridians that do not actually exist in the physical realm. These meridians have physical counterparts, however, but the meridians, nadis, themselves, are mapped out in a realm that is not limited by time and space. Breaching physical laws, and moving these flows of etheric tides, and consciously attaching awareness to them, is what powers you up. Jing, shen, prana, chi - this is power, transformation, streaming across dimensions and coloured by intent. Someone who is working this, and then, masturbating, utilizing visuals, porn, imagination, is creating a web of energy, thoughtforms and streams/cords all over the place. If, for instance, you are using a porn movie, and watching it several times, you are actually strengthening these cords. With power really does come responsibility. Pumping, building energy, aiming, and releasing a cord of energy. That's masturbation. That's also a magick ritual. These are very real laws. If you are popping your root or sacral chakra, and bleeding the energy in form of sexual arousal, while checking out your neighbor's wife, she will feel this intuitively, somewhere in her being. Religious myths tell parables of, if you think it, you did it. We can feign ignorance by replacing it with innocence, but if you are preparing a body for godhood, you are responsible for the Frankenstein light body you have created. In the astrals, if you could view these aura shifts, you would see the mess you have created. A web of energy, some strong, some bleeding, some backwashing. Remember, time and space is breached by these energies. I started discussing this here: http://thetaobums.com/topic/30582-movements-during-orgasm-and-sex/page-3 "As the myths of old, sex unites as one flesh. The performers, viewers, create a web of etheric cords. Not judging anyone, just a thought. Kundalini is strong energy, using those lower chakras/Dan Tien, etc, radiates interdimensionally at the viewed target/recipiant. Coloured by intent/emotion/enchantment/lust, empowers it." "Chaos magick, has a law, that magickians create a sigil, and although unknown to the casual spectator, will empower it for the mage's own personal use. Display this sigil on a T-shirt and stroll through the mall one Saturday afternoon. This will charge that sigil just as well as a coven of witches can raise a cone of power."

There are a lot of men out there, who can't attract women. They can't get sex. Some of them are even adult virgins. Now while it is understandable that being in such a condition will cause extreme mental pain and drive men into extreme emotional distress, and in addition to that they will be viewed as deficient and socially unintelligent by others, the amount of rationalizations they engage in to explain their predicament can be just....hilarious. These rationalizations are usually in the form of extreme negativity towards women, or rationalizing that they are just ugly men and looks are everything. They obsess about their jawlines, their height, their noses, and of course, having a small chin is the ultimate indication of inferior beta male genes according to them. They also go on and on about how western culture is completely biased against and hell for ugly men. While I feel bad for the amount of intense stress these men are certainly under due to their situation, I know their rationalizations are ridiculously untrue. Looks don't mean shiat. I know from seeing in real life, a good looking guy with a beta personality has no chance, where if that same guys shows the personality of an alpha male he is in, and vice versa. P in V'gee. DTF. Down to Fuck. Looks mean nothing, and it is very unhealthy for men to worry about their looks. Looks mean nothing. I couldn't stop laughing, throughout these entire videos. omg these guys.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukxD5Un3ucM This one is really good, laughter is very healthy, and it has been a long time since I laughed for 40 minutes straight

It seems to me that spirituality forums, and especially this place, have a consistent record of attracting guys who basically, for whatever reason, can't attract women. I'm not sure why this is. They always get strong reactions from other posters, and often create a commotion. Some people call them sexist, blame them for their own problems, women rarely can grasp the concept of involuntary celibacy, etc. They don't bother me, and if anything I tend to sympathize. I understand that if someone is in their 20s and is a virgin, they are socially far behind most other males, and are considered weird by society. This in turn makes them even more hopeless. The Documentary Shy Boys: IRL http://vimeo.com/28466163 More-