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This definitely needed a bump

This definitely needed a bump

When you mix certain amount of hydrogen and oxygen at proper temperature, you get water. You can prove this phenomena. When a man tells a woman that he loves her with all his heart and will do everything he possibly can for the rest of his life to make her happy, there is no way he can prove that. There is no way she can find any concrete proof of his love. Both of them have to feel it and trust their feelings. No concrete evidence. :-)

As expected, this discussion has become way too emotional. I hope God shows you the right path. Hahahs

People have been trying to debunk the Poor Guy for long time. I feel bad for Him sometimes. Lol

Did the Creator finally get debunked?

All you need is love. Love is all you need.

I really appreciate all you guys giving me valuable advice. I need to start working on these things. Hopefully I learn to live with myself and accept everything about me that I can't change and improve the things I can change. Wish me luck and send me your healing prayers.

How do I go about purifying myself internally and externally?

Honestly it sucks that I could have had sex with these girls but didn't. but what bothers me more is that I may have hurt them. I recently had a chance to get hooked up with this girl and marry her... But I freaked out about my history and thought of her finding out about it scared the hell out of me. I really liked her too.

I feel like if a girl pursued me, she spent time, I hurt her if I don't respond. Especially if she tries multiple times. I am 28 years old. Imagine how many girls. But there were only really a couple of them who I really feel bad about. I went through a period of mad depression. I didn't know why I was the way I was until the memory of me having been molested as a child came to my mind. I had repressed it. But my constant shame about my sexuality was a result of me having been humiliated as a child. This made me very anti-social and shy person. Girls use to love me because I look good. I have a nicely built body. But I never managed to muster up the courage to even say no to them. I would just stare at them. And whenever they stared me back I use to lower my head no knowing what to say. I guess this thought that you had girls chasing you and you didn't do anything about it weighs heavy on me. I just need to get over it.

Thank you for your replies, guys. I guess I am worried too much about it. Whatever has happened in the past has happened I guess. I just wanted to make sure that there were no moral issues involved in this.

Not sure if this is the appropriate place, but here it goes. If you want to move it, no problem. I have been masturbating for as long as I remember. I have faced humiliation because of masturbation. I have had the most beautiful girls in the world want to have sex with me. But instead of pursuing them, I always hid inside room and masturbated. Some of these girls went to lengths to disrespect me because they felt disrespected by my not responding to them. At one point, I even thought that I was gay. I had sex with a couple of gay guys and got blowjobs. But at the end of it I was never satisfied. I knew that this wasn't what I wanted. I learned about semen retention so I tried several methods to overcome addiction to masturbation. I went for around 130 days once. I kid you not, I started feeling like a man. I wanted to have sex with women. But having been disrespected by several women is not nice. It stays on your mind for long time. Its a very guilty feeling. She wanted you to do it, but you were not man enough to do her. And she went with somebody else. This is a really guilty feeling. However I did get a chance to have sex with a couple of really slutty girls who I didn't really even care about. and honestly I liked it much better than any of the gay experiences I have ever had or all of them put together. I don't want to masturbate again. and I want to experience sex and love with a woman or many women. But my previous sexual history is messy. I don't know if I should tell the next girl I meet about all this. I don't know if I should be worried about it. Can somebody help me? Would you be worried about telling her or no? I don't really care about this. This is the truth. I wouldn't hide it if she asks me, but do I need to tell her beforehand?

You have to become one with god. Like a river becomes one with the sea. Then all your actions will be motivated by God.

Move out? I want to kick him out.