Hello iam Porteer
iam seeking help for condition i developed after my spiritual(?) practice.
i used to practice key sound multiple orgasm technique (by jack johnston) and some parts of qigong. i kinda mixed what i learned on internet not knowing it could be dangerous and paid heavy price.
theres some posibility that i suffer from schizofrenia or something similiar ( doctors atleast say that its the case ) but over years i felt so much energy and my condition seem to be so tied to those feelings of energy that run through my body that i just cant believe i have SZ.
i would like to discus my condition and gain maybe some insight.
i have been here before ,but didnt folowed advice i have been given . i can be quite apathic ... now iam motivated to get out of this living hell
