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  1. Good day peeps, i was doubting wether to post this here or in the health section but i tought there might be more readers in general. my hyper mobility https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypermobility_(joints) meaning looseness of joints because of having to unstable/long/ stretchy. Connective tissues, Causing joints to overstretch and subluxate its gotten alot worse the last year Because of a condition required me to fully relax all the time, i also couldnt do any muscle training. i think its put alot of extra strain on just those tissues stretching them further and away from the muscles. Ive started having trouble sleeping on my side because my shoulders sublux n seem to get worse everytime i wake up on my back my legs roll outwards left and right, stretching the hip sockets and my spine vertebraes seem to get loser and the lower curve part is having some issues has there been anything that known thsts been able to reduce this? has qigong been known to reduce this, basicly laxness of the tendons and ligaments? i havent been able to find much on it. Any information would be appreciated thank you for your time, -tc
  2. Hyper mobility curable?

    Good day peeps, i was doubting wether to post this here or in the health section but i tought there might be more readers in general. my hyper mobility https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypermobility_(joints) meaning looseness of joints because of having to unstable/long/ stretchy. Connective tissues, Causing joints to overstretch and subluxate its gotten alot worse the last year Because of a condition requiring me to fully relax all the time, i think its put alot of extra strain on just those tissues stretching them further and away from the muscles. Ive started having trouble sleeping on my side because my shoulders sublux n seem to get worse everytime i wake up on my back my legs roll outwards left and right, stretching the hip sockets and my spine vertebraes seem to get loser and the lower curve part is having some issues has there been anything that known thsts been able to reduce this? has qigong been known to reduce this, basicly laxness of the tendons and ligaments? i havent been able to find much on it. Any information would be appreciated thank you for your time, -tc
  3. Will to resist the flu (and other illnesses)

    500 mg is nothing. the dayly recommended dosage is set at something ridiculous (i think 75mg) almost useless amount. however its based off of deficit prevention. Instead of optimal health promotion as in if you dont have at least x amount levels youl start to notice serious issues - therefor supplement c amount to avoid falling to the ground and dying one camp says everything above 1000mg gets secreted out via urine but but not everybody beliefs thats the case. The other camp says The body will uptake what it needs and secrete the rest sick people will uptake alot more vita c then healthy people before it starte secreting out so it varies Id take at least 2000 mg spread over the day if im sick with fevee at least 4000 spread all over the day
  4. yeah those are all good points, but you gotta appreciate though how he may have kinda lost hope, his own body fighting against him, messing him up everyday, exhaustion, in pain - no clear path out. Not knowing wtf to do, Being in 2 years deep. he may have not seen the point of being extremely consistent and following it to the tee. Its true that there are many secundary gain from being unwell but you also shouldnt underestimate the power or the damage of lack of vision, hope, and belief, Not thinking a way out is possible not seeing any light at the end of the tunnel basking in defeat and learned helplessness thats a real shitty place to be in and tough love isnt always the right way to approach that. i could relate to his situation he Just didnt really seem in a place to start proactively engaging in all kinds of plans. some extra help in the right direction via some kind of treatment or maybe just the support and certainty on some kind of path forwards may be just that thing that helps him holdon, hang in there and ultimately find his way out. he doesnt seem to visit the forum anymore however so its not much use amyway i hope he finds his way out
  5. Good day, I wanted to ask what are the really good energy healers outthere available to the public? ive had a pretty unpleasant nervous system condition for the last 11 months that may or may not be a form of qi deviation I have a current Moving up the front side of my legs, belly and head then circles down the back. it causes constant stomach pain, pressure on the eyes, head and in my forehead. And foggyness. and feeling unwell. ive also been told some disturbing things are going on spiritially, Who would be wise to iconsult on these issues that are worth their salt? i was Considering consulting chun yi lin from spring forrest qigong, i also heard michael lomax recommended. and wang liping though i dont think he does consultations and gm doowai came up in a search, but i definatly couldnt find anything indicating he offers Any public services chun yi seems to have a pretty commercial setup though - youre first forced to spend around 200$ on a 30 min session with another healer before you can consult chun yi personally at 145$ per 10 minutes. Kind of has redflags all over it. But i have been told that apparently hes a very good healer. I also read that being said on the forum besides that ive had some conversations with freeform who recommended i go on walks in wooded ereas everyday. Whitch ive been trying to do dayly As well. thanks for your time and input, best wishes, -tc
  6. multi vitamins

    About the vitamin c - there are 2 camps, camp 1 says everything above a 1000mg you pee out the other camp believes very different. That you uptake untill you start to feel light irritation, when your intestines stop uptaking the ascorbic acid goes to your stomach apparently how much your body can uptake changes dramaticly when youre sick, and then diminishes as you get better. i take vita c d zinc algy oil (replacing fish because of the pollution) magnesium
  7. multi vitamins

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  8. Is there really nothing else or nowhere else this person can reach out to? Theres got to be somewhere right Clearly hes in a very bad place, even having nerve damage, with not much of a plan or any idea besides masturbating to keep it down. i doubt he has been doing his walks in his condition Is there really nobody that can help this person? That he can consult? Theres gotta be somebody thats skilled, knowledged and in the open? That he can reach out to im very sorry that you’re going through this man. i really hope That you find your way out of this, get the help that you need and return yourself to health!
  9. Elixirs

    Are these prescribed via any form of diagnosis? Or do you just randomly order something and take it?
  10. Dissolving meditation not working after 8 years

    sorry to hear all this man, the one good thing about this story is that you are one seriously committed person to your growth and development. with that kind of an attitude theres always a way. real quick, i saw you mention severe depression, anxiety these kind of things. what results were you looking to obtain by using the dissolving method? since its basicly a technique (and not some path or ''way'' ) geared at undoing blocks in your system , im kind of assuming you were trying to resolve these issues you were mentioning of trauma, depression, anxiety low sef esteem. did i assume right?
  11. im curious, how would distant healing help him with his issue of severely overeating and obsessive habits? i mean there is tons that i dont know about the abilities of high level healers im open to hearing. im personally also looking for a healer with real ability for some issues im experiencing but is that really the first port of call considering what he presented as his issue? id look into finding a good hypnotherapist that has experience working with issues. Of habit change and a good regression to cause hypnotherapist to begin making some real internal ahifts to put yourself back at cause (rather then at The effect of your aggregated habit patterns) Transform habits, and uproot what got you there in the first place. At the unconscious level australia has some quality practitioners
  12. where the heck did he walk to though every night, thats alotta of walking
  13. severely depressive, victimised locked in worldview backed by a strongly invested narrative why everything is absolutely horrible, everything is impossible and women are the most evil creatures on the planet depressed, and broken spirit, that would be my take on why
  14. Entity attached somehow

    No apologies needed to me, . I have no issues, i definatly did not read it as being assigned a morbid mental condition (I think thats what was said) i just did not agree with some of the things you said n asked about it
  15. Entity attached somehow

    Good day people, So A person has told me, i have a entity some kind of dark energy dark something attached to me in the deeper dimension. he calls it an entity or sediment or deposit. (Ive never heard those last 2 words in that context) so i find that pretty disturbing. how can i verify wether this is true? i know this person has some abilities so it could be true, but id like to be sure of it. He also cant tell me much more about it then just that. Id like to verify wether this is fact. how would something like that normally get removed? Are there risks involved i dont know that much about these matters. And im not sure where to reach out about these kind of things. i know it wont be at my local new age studio however. best wishes and thanks for your time,
  16. Entity attached somehow

    well this topic is taking off.. So far whats being presented right now, is that there is an element attached to me that came from the outside, assuming the readings are correct how would diving into my own psyche directly Resolve that? You seem to be coming from the viewpoint of entities being parts of yourself. (do i understand that right?) whereas im talking about detectable external things, seperate from the person Honestly i find this a kind of over generalisation that to an extent denies reality. is that really always the case? With every entity in every situation? obviously being of sound mind healthy n feeling great will Have you far better then say, being being deeply depressed, broken in spirit and physicly depleted where your natural defences will be very impaired. But in my culture they have lots of practices where they send things to eachother. And your state of mind has little to do with it being there or not. you wont automaticly be a bumbling Drewling person unable to form coherent sentences, that would be an example of a real dire situation. This i also dont understand. I looked it up but This is a process that uses the word “ demons” only in title, but is about working with internal parts. Its a psychological process basicly, or a mental-emotional process (however you want to call it.) Feelings of jaelousy, tensions , hurt etc tuning in to it so you can engage with it and resolve it. its a form of parts therapy or working with imprints and basicly bringing the missing but needed emotional state or other resource, Fullfilling the need so it dissolves and reintegrates But what im talking about is a detectable , external element seperate from my being. An external entity In the case that thats really going on actively trying to take that further into my system would be about the Very worst thing i could do. i think thats pretty irresponcible advice, I mean in the case of doubt, perhaps more action would need to be taken to get more clarity but just saying go do this process and integrate it, welcome it in doesnt strike me as a very good idea im with earl grey on this, Regardless of wether in my case it ends up being true or false. This idea of “im just being positive and it isnt happening im just gonna focus on im healthy, strong and everything is great” - thats just a recipe for denial of reality in my opinion. But why are you talking about that though? Do you think those are one and the same? Just to be clear, Im not (and i dont think anybody) is talking about posession as in the movie the exorcist. Fair question. I inquired via e-mail if there were to be an entity attached to me if hes able to detect and identify it. I also stated somebody told me this may be the case but i have no idea wether its true. and he e-mailed me back his findings. so i definatly pre mentioned the word entity, what i didnt do though was mention anything about location He mailed back that he found a dark energy showing showing up as an entity attached to my throat chakra and extending outward affecting the body. the other person didnt specificly mention a point but he pointed around the height of the base of the skull The chance always exists that eric perhaos did Get it wrong. Nothing is fullproof but i think there might be something to it. With 2 people seeing it around the same ive contacted terry dunn, to see what he recommends,
  17. Entity attached somehow

    Will do, Il contact terry dunn see what he says. and check out the link Thanks for the info.
  18. Entity attached somehow

    Ok well erik isen just confirmed that there is a dark energy that appears to him as some kind of entity, he doesnt really know what it is beyond that. I was enquiring if he could pinpoint something like this with a session but he was kind enough to just e-mail me back with the scan results stating what he had found. i guess thats that then.. i need to go looking for an exorcist
  19. Entity attached somehow

    Quick reply, basicly its this: on the one hand my bullshit detector is going off, with all the vagueness no clear description and vague treatment explanations . All basicky vague on the other hand he doesnt strike me an as ill intentioned person. But one can never know for sure so it could also be that perhaPs hes just unfammiliar with it, or doesnt know exactly. about the dreams, well ive had dreams suggesting some shit is going on. Before he told me about it. But yeah who knows i have very unpleasant nervous system issues that may be affected by that “dark energy” but again thats also vague and unsure. so il see what erik has to say
  20. Entity attached somehow

    Whaddup earl grey, i did the Palm check from your link, everything lines up. So thats good. ive also e-mailed erik isen asking if he thinks he can help with my question. thanks for your suggestions. Hey nungali, exactly, its very vague. I asked him Later via e-mail if it was a spirit his answer was, “it’s not spirit, but more like entity, deposit, or sediment. He wasnt sure where it came from but it came from outside.” So Normally i would think Along the same lines as you. However its definatly not some person confusing his own inner feelings for reality hes a qi-gong healer from an authentic lineage, (as far as i can tell, his credentials are on his site) he definatly has at least some abilities, i did a long distance healing session with him. For issues im having that may be qi-deviation. im aware that long distance healing can often be self suggestion, confirmation bias, Positive expectancy, self delusion etc but this was not subtle, there was also no priming, no explaining, no ritual, no induction just “yes yes close your eyes “ and i was immediatly hit by a wave. he unblocked my chest whitch i forgot to tell him about , he said afterwards my front (Zen) meredian was heavily blocked around throat and chest erea. Whitch was definatly true , and that it took him a while to get it open. Whitch i could also clearly feel because my throat felt like it was getting yanked on continously.. and afterwards my chest was open again So he also isnt just feeding me positive sensations but actually doing something. he then said he also found a kind of dark energy but that it was not in my body but Inbetween the dimension between mental and physical something like that and he sounded surprised that he found that. i asked if that was normal if people have that often, he said no its definatly not a normal thing. He didnt know where it came from later i e-mailed. And then he gave the earlier stated explanation he said it will take a while to get that fully cleared. But its not clear how long a while is. So thats pretty vague For the record i dont get the sense hes an ill intentioned person. However the world is the world and not being gullible, keeping healthy skeptisism and doing your due dilligence is probably a good idea. i do find it very vague and unclear. Whitch normally would raise red flags i havent posted his name, because i dont think thats very respectfull in this context on a public forum. so thats the full story, ... yeah thats what i tought, one of the reasons i posted. I first off want to be sure something is actually going on there. ive emailed erik isen about it. as for me, in a nutshell well im having strange nervous system issues that may be qi deviations i also have strange dreams so there might be something to it.
  21. Strange sensation in upper dan tien

    kaiki how ya doin man? sorry that you’re going through this, Ive been having a simmilar situation. though different for the past 10 months now. Mine were caused by some trance processes i did. It hasnt been fun i just tought id repeat whats been said earlier. im not an expert in any way but i can tell you from the conversations ive had with freeform, that Pretty much the idea is to stop all messing around with the energy. Basicly all internal work you do now will mess it up further. And fuell the established pattern. the idea is that if you stop fuelling it and focus on dayly walks in the park, being in your body in your senses, stay outside of your head and do light physical exercise. At some point it will either dissipate by itself or can be shifted or so freeform promised me anyway Looking forward to that day. just tought id throw that outthere again. good luck to you, and stay strong! I hope youl have this resolved soon Edit| Im just repeating what ive been told but il leave the details for freeform to clarify
  22. Direct Transmission

    Im not an expert in any way. But from reading the many different experiences on here as well as my own issues. id say forget even the mark of can i attain enlightenment by myself or not Many many people going at it all solo seem to create chi deviations at some point and otherwise mess themselves up and get thoroughly lost. The forum is definatly full of posts like that. Including some very strange ones where people refuse to acknowledge the deviations even though having clear symptoms and Refusing to listen then getting worse over the progression of the thread pages. a good teacher, and the interaction with one is probably important for real progress in any serious endavour my 2cents
  23. i would like advice, on how to best deal with this. I have an issue of going into other peoples bodies, or otherwise said creating instances of what it is like to be as the other person and then creating an imprint of the experience so what happens is: -i see a person on my computer screen lying on their back with their legs up in the air. i will feel what it is like, to be lying on my back and physicly feeling a bed suppprting me under my back, and what it is like to physicly use my my muscles to have and keep my legs in the air, while in actuality im sitting on my chair looking at a person doing this on tv. -i will see a woman, walk in a kind of seductive feminine jessica rabbit hip swinging way putting her legs and i will feel what it is like to walk in that way, and how to actually place my feets crossed legged in front of eachother having a hipsway. i actually know how to do this now, while not actually walking in that way -now if i were to watch porn, well it gets a bit uncomfortable, i will taste things and feel things im not looking to feel or taste. and if say a finger were to go somewhere i will feel it in my body. it has various degrees, i can go all the way or il just have the general sense but not to much detail. taste for example would be alot of detail. or i can just have a hint of what it is like without very noticable physical sensations but still having a sense of it. ive also had instances where i dont have it at all or almost not at all ive had degrees of this for a longer time the last 8 months ive had a nervous system issue - where there goes electricity underneath my footsoles and up on the frontside and it affects my brain made it foggy and impaired. and because of that i could not apply pressure or interfere as much with what pattenrs werre running. and it instantiated to kind of to new heights because i just kinda had to let it all go in whatever way it went for months. and go it went. what advice, perspectives etc can you offer whats going on here? and especially how do you recommend i resolve this? so a couple things on my mind: -definatly im not thuroughly grounded in my own body and my senses and just my body and my senses -this happens when watching tv and not so much or heaviliy and uncontrolled when outside in activity with a world happening around me and exercising my body. the world forces me more into my senses. i do have issues of being to stuck in my head and feeling disconnected while being outside -ive had groundedness issues for a longer time im not imbodied as much as i want at all my body is not alive as much as i want. and to much in my head -it seems like i have somatic bridge between what i perceive and then able to feel it in my body. micro muscle modelling. its a good skill for faster aquiring physical skills. thats happening involuntarily the first thing i would think off is starting a mindfullness practice - with a focus on my body senses. for example playing a sound and then focussing all my attention on the what my ears are perceiving, then what my body is feeling, then go do the breathe in my nostrils, or how my belly moves i havent been able to do this - because anything eyes closed would make the electricity issues enhance its gotten alot less through. i think i should be able to do some mindfullness now. though it wont be perfect untill i have my nervous system issue completely resolved. what other practices are there? toughts, ideas, advice anything is welcome. lets talk!
  24. Going into other peoples bodies, and feeling them

    i Think i have pretty ok ones in my erea , if you compare to the oness that dont do herbs or even use pulse. at least 3 of them have walls of jars with herbs. They subscribe And use pulse as part of the diagnosis some of them studied in china i think. But it all seems to be tcm i stay clear of the fysiotherapists n beauty parlor type places. xian tian college - emailed all of them. They have no people here - and theyre the first batch of trainees - they were about to learn about chi deviations from damo when corona hit. i suppose i could try when i find an acupuncturist that knows about chi deviations.To see If both parties are willing to connect. its worth a shot. someone once mentioned john dolic to me I think it was earl grey i will try emailing him as well yeah he helps with regular stuff like when my energy is low that kind of stuff, and that helps with that. monday im gonna call up a whole bunch of acupuncturists again and see what they say. How do i best explain it to them in my native language? “chi changes caused by meditation, that need to be treated in a different way?” (Even though it was hypnosis in my case) Problems that normallly arise through faulty chigung practice? I already kind of hit some troue there The previous ones i tried explaining it to were kind of like you described said what do you mean a couple of times . ask me some history how it happened and then transition into that acupuncture may be able to fix it - basicly “wanting to take a crack at it” So for monday when i call them up - what would be a clear description i can give them when i call them? Do you have any tips. I notice the talking about how hypnosis caused it When they start asking what happened, derails the conversation and kind of confuses the conversation everytime. i think because they dont have a clear idea what hypnosis is - and sortve turns it into just come in and wel have a crack at it. I need to tweak that because it isnt helping getting the right outcome. theyl ask what kind of hypnosis but since they dont know hypnotic processes it all kind of goes downhill from there yeah thats clear im gonna sort for that. do you have any tips on a clear consise explanation they will understand easily, thats in a language they understand. imstead of my rambly making it up as i go n then losing it when we get to the hypnosis part? yeah i stopped the walks since im back home again since this weekend i live in an erea that isnt very walkable. And i dont have a car but i need to Try n keep doing them
  25. Going into other peoples bodies, and feeling them

    Yeah thanks im glad that at least the eye rolling hallucinating stuff is over that was crazy - n that acupuncture can at least tame that. Othrwise i dont know what i wouldve done im not nearly out of the woods though that timeline process that started it activated trauma states and some kind of Young child state and smeered it all over my timeline so ive been in very nasty unpleasant “icky” dirty feeling states for the past 8 months and had to sit by at the mercy of how i was slowly taking me over and replacing all the ways i felt and experienced myself before as a result of what was set in motion by the process. Reaping the fruits. Fun times.(not really) Because of the nervous system stuff i couldnt do anything about it at all. no inward processes of any kind to act on that. so Its been pretty shitty I also feel very feminine and super giggly - like a small child. Thats the child imprint. Its all very strange to experience About my results with acupuncture so far. Ive done a set of sessions now its been good at reducing the flaring up it calms it down .it stopped the flaring causing the hallucinations in 1 session but on actually changing the flow and the main issue: the person js very well meaning but i dont get the sense he has an idea what hes doing in changing that. He told me something about the wood element. And how in classic acupuncture its all about the 5 elements n if he balances those out any chi deviations will just disappear by itself n the right direction and flow will happen by itself. But i dont get the sense its changing anything or that we have a real gameplan. he pricked a feet sole spot 1 session. Said it would pull things down And that just felt painfull, felt a downwards vaccuum like things getting pulled down that couldnt move down. So i had him stop it. It seemed like he just reasoned. “ things need to go down - ok wel do the feet spot that pulls things down that should work” what did help were basic things, like when i was really tired n didnt recharge well.from the stress without me saying it. He said my kidney energy was low n he pricked liver n kidney points i think. N he said my pulse felt right now. And i definatly felt better after that Energy vitality wise. and another session i told him to stop the session because i was full of stress n negative emotions i was repressing through distraction and laying on the table it all came up and it felt like it was heavily affecting the chi- it started to burn like i was heavily tainting the energy. I told him we needed to stop. And he added some needles on my head. crown spots to release emotions - he says it opens up the crown n it can all flood out that definatly did something very noticable , it all started to flow out but i think those are pretty basic things though thst any acupuncturist should be able to do. im gonna start looking tommorrow for a different person to try. Il re-read through the topic for the advice given on finding somebody is there anything you have to add to it? -i could askem about chi deviations -see if they have training in classic acupuncture instead of just tcm? -see if they do any chigung? Though thats a murky water in and if itself with all the different styles outthere -not go for the fysiotherapists or anyone doing electro or funky modern styles its very frustrating to need to interview them but dont have enough knowledge to properly interview them thanks for all the support its been of great help being able to talk about n getting some level of advice on how to proceed