I was involved in LMP for a while, up until a few weeks ago. I had taken acid several times in between cultivating which opened many doors. This is one of the reasons I was kicked out as well. i was told recently that I was the closest to break through Earth's "shield",not in a good way, and that I channeled a lot of lonemanpai's evil energy into the planet. I'm still dealing with the repurcussions. I still use the LMP techniques, but separate myself from the group. I feel extremely lost spiritually and mentally right now, and I am at a point where the gates between world's CAN open very quickly for me. I get the impression a lot that I am ruining other people's energies. I want to begin working chakras in addition with qigong techniques. I need some help, honestly.