Loveherbs

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  1. I tried everything to leave this but i just can't leave porn. I don't have any significant goal in life. I just waste my parents money and masturbate to porn. i sit around all day in house don't go out. i feel anxiety and social awkwardness around people. help. plz help. i just wanna remove porn from my life but i can't.
  2. I felt some lustful thoughts. What should i do now.

    Horse stance and prostate massage helped. Other than that i had cold shower. Meditation is helpful for me to bring back balance. I'm ready to experience wet dream. Lol.
  3. I felt some lustful thoughts. What should i do now.

    I am afraid that I'll be prone to stagnation of semen.
  4. I felt some lustful thoughts. What should i do now.

    I'm afraid that i have depleted dome of yuan qi with the fire of yin. And also I'm worried about prostate gland which is full of seminal fluid after arousal. I'm also worried about what will happen to the fluids i have produced during arousal.
  5. I felt some lustful thoughts. What should i do now.

    I know but what should i do in this situation? I could either masturbate to clear heat or i could do something else. Watching porn was a grave mistake but now it's a thing of a past.
  6. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    it'll probably go out in wet dream or in urine. Don't you think meditation is going to seal the leak?
  7. I have started cultivation of jing to chi to shen which involves staying celibate for 100 days. It's been a week since i am celibate. i am doing spiritual practices also which will help in transmutation process. last night I slipped and watched a bit of porn, But i instantly closed it and went outside of my home jogging to distract myself. When i watched porn i felt like if i have sprung an energetic leak and i feel quite uncomfortable and energetically uncomposed. I know i shouldn't be watching porn specially when i am on spiritual journey. But i am afraid since this event because i think i have accumulated a bit of heat in my genitals. Now i don't know if i should just masturbate and clear it out ( but that will waste my week long effort) or i should do something which could reverse what lust has done.
  8. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    Wonderfully explained !!! I still have some doubts on one thing. It's been a week since i am celibate. i am doing spiritual practices also which will help in transmutation process. last night I slipped and watched a bit of porn, But i instantly closed it and went outside of my home. When i watched porn i felt like if i have sprung an energetic leak and i feel quite uncomfortable and energetically uncomposed. I know i shouldn't be watching porn specially when i am on spiritual journey. But i am afraid since this event because i think i have accumulated a bit of heat in my genitals. Now i don't know if i should just masturbate and clear it out ( but that will waste my week long effort) or i should do something which could reverse what lust has done.
  9. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    I am also trying to be celibate for 100 days to cultivate jing to chi to shen. but i don't last more than 15 days. if i feel lustful and accumulate a bit of heat in my genitals then what should i do? should i masturbate to clear heat from my genitals?
  10. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    I am also trying to be celibate for 100 days to cultivate jing to chi to shen. but i don't last more than 15 days. if i feel lustful and accumulate a bit of heat in my genitals then what should i do? should i masturbate to clear heat from my genitals?
  11. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    Thank you. Your advice is making sense to me. I also wanted your view on my edging practice- Normally my semen is white and healthy. But when i practice edging (masturbation without ejaculation) i accumulate a lot of heat in my genitals due to prolonged lust and stroking penis. I however refuse to ejaculate and get busy in some other work. After few days when i finally ejaculate i find coagulated jellies in my semen. Which i think now is because of accumulating heat in that area. so what i want to ask is - 1. Does edging causes yellow jelly like semen? 2. Is ejaculation is the only answer to it? Can i do something after edging which could prevent the yellow semen. i avoid ejaculation because it costs me a lot of energy.
  12. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    I think you are right about dampness. I also sweat all the time. whenever i eat mangoes or other hot things i get boils all over my bums. i gotta cool down things and balance out hot and cold in my body.
  13. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    I live where there is no TCM practitioner. Can i do meditation and qigong to balance out the excess and less around my genitals? i'll also keep my diet clean and healthy.
  14. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    i know about this but it still didn't quite addressed the yellow semen phenomenon. I thought it's common with those who practice semen retention.
  15. Yellow jelly like balls in semen.

    Doctor said it's just some old sperm that will get recycled by the body. However i was looking for spiritual perspective on the same.