bluebird

Were I to do so here it would turn into a 20 page argument. I put my email out there, you and whomever else would like to contact me off site are welcome to do so. I have to be very careful what I say, and perhaps even how much I say it if I don't want to wind up like my friends.

Welcome.

Who says I am living?

I don't know if he can or not. As to your other question that's something best discussed off site, my email is [email protected]

I am not so sure it's a good idea to go with the group consensus.

The problem here I see is that everyone has different definitions of these terms. For some feeling a psi ball is significant, even if it is only placebo. To others that is just silly. Can you feel psi balls while washing the dishes? Sure I suppose you can. Is that going to imbue you with any real abilities or put you on a path of real spiritual development? In my opinion no it absolutely will not. I think it really depends on your long term goals for practice. What is it you are trying to accomplish? Does feeling psi balls while washing dishes help you towards this goal? No one here but you can answer those questions.

What you heard was true, but I doubt most people grasp what meditation in that context is. What most people call meditation isn't going to hurt you irregardless of if you ejaculate or not. It would be smart to track down someone who actually knows what they are talking about, rather than listen a hundred random people on a forum who all come from different systems and have different definitions of everything. You are just going to keep spinning your wheels here.

I am interested in many arts. I would like to be a part of the community. I like to meditate on rainy days. I like to swim at the beach. I am interested in Buddhism, and Taoism. If you want to know more about me just ask.