I see things differently now. I was vetting my frustrations, based on my past experience and reading some bits and pieces of information here in the forums from past, and posting things out of context. I see that my posts were giving wrong impression. I truly thought my post may be of some value to someone. Definitely not the way, I would expect some one to introduce themselves.
I got worked up unnecessarily. I see now, that it was unnecessary. I was used to seeing a certain pattern, I just jumped to the conclusion that I saw that pattern in Karen's response. Karen's point about what I was doing was valid. Moreover, I was not responding to her post. I was responding to the "perceived patterns" I had, or the ghosts of my past. That was clearly dumb. I still standby the fairness part, though realize, it is not relevant at this point at all.
I see that my frustrations are not helping any one and just doing damage to me, internally. It's officially over. So, moving right on. thanks for reading my rant and responding, apologize if I hurt anyone's feelings.
I don't know if I can delete this entire topic. Admins or other members, please chime in. Not because I didn't mean the things I said. I feel the crux of the post I made was valid. But, totally out of context, wrong place, wrong time & poor way to express what I wanted to convey.
Brain: Thanks for giving me the benefit of doubt. I wonder if I would have done the same if someone came out the way I did.
Edited by cauvery, 06 January 2017 - 04:03 PM.