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My last SO said that she can feel something energetic in her body when a guy ejaculates inside her, and that's why she is into sex... I took that as her actually consciously taking the male's energy.

That idea intimidates me. A partner of mine had an emotional attachment to me ejaculating. And if I didn't and when I told her I wanted to conserve it she couldn't accept that idea.

 

It says alot I believe about what sex is to some women. I always imagine it to be a very sensitive and energetic connection that brings two into the deepest moment. But many women and men are just conditioned to think the objective is a climax.

This is one major reason why I am decided to remain without sex until I find a women who agrees with me.

 

How do you feel about what that girl said to you?

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This is "drew hempel" registering just to respond to bodhidharma's multiple post question to me and the previous question in same thread in 2012 at above link. Most males are completely clueless to what I discovered by accident and I dubbed the "O at a D" until I also discovered independent corroboration achieved by Gurdjieff and by the online video demonstrations and healing business of "tantric mongoose" and also by Michael Winn and Shaktimama mentioned this also and then Mantak Chia. So the information is out there but it's just difficult to find and as far as achieving this ability - it is quite rare.

 

Now then the post I made was in 2010 and it's now six years later so what have I learned? The answer is that you need to study the traditional alchemy book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" in great detail to know what what I discovered and practiced is actually the single greatest error you can make in the alchemy qigong training. This, unfortunately, is covered up in the Westernization of qigong training. For example if you study the original school that my teacher trained in - Master Zhang - he lists one of his main rules as no thoughts about the opposite sex that are obscene. Obviously the paradox of this, made fun of in Old Skool kung fu flicks from the 1970s, is that there has to be secrecy in order to be effective and so to just reveal explicit images to a qigong master is a means to steal his power. That is why it's jokingly called "virgin kungfu" in the Old Skool movies - but in the 1980s in China the general society was still repressed enough and traditional enough that this strict standard of celibacy training could be achieved, especially when practiced in retreat, as Master Zhang did have his retreat training center at the most sacred Taoist mountain in China.

 

So now the claim is that I have made up this ability - but in fact a qigong master did verify I have this ability (along with a few females verbalizing it to me although they normally would not generously share such intimacy verbally, especially in public). But the qigong master, after I first shared with him what I discovered, urged me not to talk about it as just talking about the subject "attracted the type of energy" - it is too low frequency for the qigong master. The original qigong master then shared that he himself never practices tantra - the taking in of the female energy - because the frequency of the energy is too low and so it just causes energy blockages. And finally Bill Bodri shares how tantra is inherently limited to emptying out the consciousness of the "lower realm of form" in Mahayana Buddhism - and so as a training tool it does greatly accelerate the early stages of energy training but it has to be rejected in the end. You can read his article for his details on it - http://www.meditationexpert.com/meditation-techniques/m_sexual_tantra.html  on sexual tantra. So for example Michael Winn also gives his experiences - http://www.thedaobums.com/topic/22174-nicole-daedone-female-orgasm-and-shantam-nityama-tantric-mongoose/

 

It's in a previous thread I posted. In fact this topic, is of course, the MAIN topic on thetaobums - why? Because as Gurdjieff pointed out in the West the training usually never gets beyond the lower emotional blockages and romantic love is the final emotional blockage - called "over excitement" in traditional Taoist training. Indeed I can say from experience that the lust drops away and instead as the realm of form is emptied out there is the opening of Yuan Qi as two hearts interwoven astrally - with strong magnetic bliss in the heart - along with heart break at physical separation from the person. I don't mean actual physical separation but no longer in visual contact. Why? Because the tantra is based on the psychic "yin qi" energy as the heart's fire going out of the eyes via the heart-pineal gland connection. And so as the qigong master discovered for me - and as I then corroborated with the Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality book (a book he's never read) - what happens with the "O at a D" is the yin qi energy is going up the front channel and out of the eyes. This is actually via the lung energy - as the lung organ is the metal element and so combines with the heart as the yin qi energy of passion out of the eyes. So then what happens is that if you use too much of the yin qi heart fire energy out of the eyes - sending it into the female - what's called the "love gaze" in science - this creates love sickness as depression.

 

Guess what? Science has proven that a person can die from love sickness as depression! How? Because there is over-activation of the vagus nerve which is the right side vagus nerve connection to the heart. The right side vagus nerve is the unmylieated reptilian vagus nerve that goes down to the reproductive organs and goes up to the right side of the brain and then goes down to the right side of the heart. The reason science puts microchip implants to treat depression on the left side vagus nerve is because over-activation of the right side vagus nerve of the heart can kill a person. This is the cause of death by fright or too much stress causing a person to pass out. You get vagus nerve rebound - at first the deep lung breathing activates the sympathetic nervous system to the pineal gland which increases the "over-excitement" of adrenaline (sympathetic) and dopamine. Sexual lust is based on dopamine. But the typical male at ejaculation then switches from dopamine of the vagus nerve (right side) to cortisol as sympathetic nervous system ejaculation. So the vagus nerve is parasympathetic but ejaculation switches to the sympathetic which then increases the stress hormones. This is why the male often goes to sleep after ejaculation and how Taoist alchemy is based on celibacy.

 

The key thing to know is that when we look at something our vision is mainly subconscious - it directly is process by our emotional brain first before our visual cortex then adds our conceptual analysis to filter out the subconscious information of the thalamus. This is why controlling what the eyes see is the most critical step of the alchemy training - because biophoton light with the qi energy shoots out of the eyes. The yuan qi originates out of the right side of the heart. The right side vagus nerve increases the dopamine from the reproductive organ to the brain - and it's this reason why there is such a strong subconscious connection between lust and aggression. The thalamus controls both adrenaline for fighting and dopamine for lust. So as Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality teaches - what happens is you increase your yin qi energy and so when you see the "form of love" this subconsciously immediately sends a signal - via your pineal gland connection to the hypothalamus - to increase dopamine and to deconvert the qi into reproductive fluid. This deconversion originates from the right side of the heart as the vagus nerve connection to the brain, as the source of yuan qi energy, which then goes up to the brain and then goes down via the cerebrospinal fluid.

 

So in fact the only way to reverse those subconscious "form of love" energy deconversions is by Quick Fire method - which is strong reverse breathing activated by the kidney energy - the strong reverse breathing then converts the dopamine back into adrenaline as the adrenal medullae are activated by the diaphragm strongly contracting against the kidneys. This has the force to sublimate the energy - and is why the knees are the sign of the jing energy - with the horse stance causing a 7 beats per second vibrating of the legs. In alchemy the "yin qi" heel channels have to be built up first to then fill up the "Ocean of yin qi" - which is below the lower tan tien. Only once the yin qi energy is filled up is then the yuan qi activated and the pineal gland opens up as the psychic lunar Tai Chi experience - the Cavity of Original Spirit - via the "Cavity of Spirit-Vitality" of the lower tan tien. So the yin qi is created by the yuan shen of the heart being focused below the jing energy to then convert the jing into yin qi. This can only be done by controlling the mind through purification - the "yuan shen" is then the holographic subconscious energy. So it's well known that at orgasm our mind empties out conceptually - what the French call the "little death" - but also when we have the strong reverse breathing the same happens as a sympathetic nervous system rebound. So the vibration of the legs at 7 beats per second then causes a sympathetic rebound to the opposite extreme of the vagus nerve activation as internal orgasm. So then the lower body floods with serotonin which is why people are psychophysiologically - get the "shit scared out of them" - this is because when the intestines flood with serotonin it causes the bowel movement.

 

The other way to do this, as Master Nan, Huai-chin details, is by staying in full lotus until the legs are numb then eventually the qi energy returns back to the legs to open up the channels - and this is also a parasympathetic rebound causing the internal orgasm of the vagus nerve, the right side vagus nerve connection to the reproductive organs. This is well documented for females with spinal injuries - they can still have orgasm because the right side vagus nerve connects to the cervix. And in fact that cervix orgasm is considered the "real" orgasm that females crave by males being well-endowed - but in actuality the qi energy is a direct activation of the vagus nerve of the female. In fact even if a female stares at a male in lust the female is then sucking up the males yin qi energy (assuming the male has actually built up their yin qi energy). The pineal gland can then sense if a female is staring at the male in lust - just because the male will feel his energy being deconverted - because the pineal gland senses energy in all 4 directions. So this is the main cause of not continuing in building up the energy in the alchemy training, as Taoist Yoga details along with the book that Taoist Yoga is mainly based on Hui-Ming Ching. Also this issue is the main one protested against by Westernized qigong trainers as this issue belies the subconscious blockages of modern society - postmodern society - where "sex sells" and so traditional gender dynamics no longer are possible.

 

So what happened with me is that I was in the car with the qigong master and I was driving and suddenly I felt this strong qi energy in my nether region as he began doing healing on me. I did not even talk about it but rather I talked about other things as I didn't want to cause a problem about him healing me - even though obviously it was quite a bit disturbing to feel the qigong master's energy in my nether regions. From my experience I know the qigong master does long distance healing - so it's not just his qi - but he sees the information that is stored there. And this is why the tantra practice is so limiting because you don't just take in the yin jing energy of the female when she climaxes - but in actuality it's the "yin shen" of the female. It's the "yin shen" that is the carrier wave of the qi energy. The yin shen guides the qi and the yi intention but only when the qi energy is built up does the yin shen have the energy to be able to make the energy-matter transformations. And so with tantra I was holographically storing up all the females with whom I psychically had mutual climaxes. So then when the qigong master was done healing me I actually felt "lighter" physically - because the yi or intention of lust is a lower frequency yin shen energy blockage. This is why the lower chakra is red because it is longer wavelength and lower frequency - or higher amount of time and lower frequency energy as yin shen energy.

 

The Yuan Qi is the Emptiness formless awareness but it can't be visualized as a "form of love" and so this is why "yuan qi" is "unconditional love" energy. Tantra is very fast since the yuan shen guides the qi directly to the heart but the yuan shen is on the left side of the heart while the yuan qi is on the right side of the heart. As the book Taoist Yoga states in fact with the "O at a D" I was using up my "yuan qi" energy from the right side of the heart and I was deconverting it to yin qi as passion - psychic passion - and then when the female fills up with yin qi and my yin qi is pulled up from the lower tan tien then there is a psychic mutual climax at the same time. But it's only when the light as yuan shen intention - yi - is focused on the "clear light" is there a natural resonance of the photons into the quantum Emptiness of the formless awareness as yuan qi. I go into more details about this on my website - http://conspirachi.blogspot.com

 

After the qigong master healed me I said I felt lighter but otherwise we didn't talk about it - until a couple months later. While he had been healing me he did say one word "Interesting." That is a word he says often when he does healing and he finds out new information. So a couple months later I asked him what he meant when he had said interesting - and he said it was all the women I had exchanged energy with. Because the qigong master can leave his body at will based on his direct access to the yuan qi energy and his third eye being fully open so that he can see in 4 directions out of his skull at the same time. So his spirit guides the qi out of his body to do healing and also he can then travel back in time and into the future because the yuan qi is the quantum entanglement origin of 3D spacetime. In other words the yuan qi is what in the West is called God - and so 3D spacetime is a holographic projection of the yuan qi - and so it is "not" the qigong master doing the healing. Spiritual healing is based on the Emptiness doing the healing - you send your yuan shen into the Emptiness and then the Emptiness knows what to do - and the Emptiness has the energy to do the transformation needed - and then the Emptiness provides the information or yuan shen spirit light holographically - and this is like a computer download - a very fast rate of holographic experiences.

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This is "drew hempel" registering just to respond to bodhidharma's multiple post question to me and the previous question in same thread in 2012 at above link. Most males are completely clueless to what I discovered by accident and I dubbed the "O at a D" until I also discovered independent corroboration achieved by Gurdjieff and by the online video demonstrations and healing business of "tantric mongoose" and also by Michael Winn and Shaktimama mentioned this also and then Mantak Chia. So the information is out there but it's just difficult to find and as far as achieving this ability - it is quite rare.

 

Now then the post I made was in 2010 and it's now six years later so what have I learned? The answer is that you need to study the traditional alchemy book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" in great detail to know what what I discovered and practiced is actually the single greatest error you can make in the alchemy qigong training. This, unfortunately, is covered up in the Westernization of qigong training. For example if you study the original school that my teacher trained in - Master Zhang - he lists one of his main rules as no thoughts about the opposite sex that are obscene. Obviously the paradox of this, made fun of in Old Skool kung fu flicks from the 1970s, is that there has to be secrecy in order to be effective and so to just reveal explicit images to a qigong master is a means to steal his power. That is why it's jokingly called "virgin kungfu" in the Old Skool movies - but in the 1980s in China the general society was still repressed enough and traditional enough that this strict standard of celibacy training could be achieved, especially when practiced in retreat, as Master Zhang did have his retreat training center at the most sacred Taoist mountain in China.

 

So now the claim is that I have made up this ability - but in fact a qigong master did verify I have this ability (along with a few females verbalizing it to me although they normally would not generously share such intimacy verbally, especially in public). But the qigong master, after I first shared with him what I discovered, urged me not to talk about it as just talking about the subject "attracted the type of energy" - it is too low frequency for the qigong master. The original qigong master then shared that he himself never practices tantra - the taking in of the female energy - because the frequency of the energy is too low and so it just causes energy blockages. And finally Bill Bodri shares how tantra is inherently limited to emptying out the consciousness of the "lower realm of form" in Mahayana Buddhism - and so as a training tool it does greatly accelerate the early stages of energy training but it has to be rejected in the end. You can read his article for his details on it - http://www.meditatio...al_tantra.html  on sexual tantra. So for example Michael Winn also gives his experiences - http://www.thedaobum...ntric-mongoose/

 

It's in a previous thread I posted. In fact this topic, is of course, the MAIN topic on thetaobums - why? Because as Gurdjieff pointed out in the West the training usually never gets beyond the lower emotional blockages and romantic love is the final emotional blockage - called "over excitement" in traditional Taoist training. Indeed I can say from experience that the lust drops away and instead as the realm of form is emptied out there is the opening of Yuan Qi as two hearts interwoven astrally - with strong magnetic bliss in the heart - along with heart break at physical separation from the person. I don't mean actual physical separation but no longer in visual contact. Why? Because the tantra is based on the psychic "yin qi" energy as the heart's fire going out of the eyes via the heart-pineal gland connection. And so as the qigong master discovered for me - and as I then corroborated with the Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality book (a book he's never read) - what happens with the "O at a D" is the yin qi energy is going up the front channel and out of the eyes. This is actually via the lung energy - as the lung organ is the metal element and so combines with the heart as the yin qi energy of passion out of the eyes. So then what happens is that if you use too much of the yin qi heart fire energy out of the eyes - sending it into the female - what's called the "love gaze" in science - this creates love sickness as depression.

 

Guess what? Science has proven that a person can die from love sickness as depression! How? Because there is over-activation of the vagus nerve which is the right side vagus nerve connection to the heart. The right side vagus nerve is the unmylieated reptilian vagus nerve that goes down to the reproductive organs and goes up to the right side of the brain and then goes down to the right side of the heart. The reason science puts microchip implants to treat depression on the left side vagus nerve is because over-activation of the right side vagus nerve of the heart can kill a person. This is the cause of death by fright or too much stress causing a person to pass out. You get vagus nerve rebound - at first the deep lung breathing activates the sympathetic nervous system to the pineal gland which increases the "over-excitement" of adrenaline (sympathetic) and dopamine. Sexual lust is based on dopamine. But the typical male at ejaculation then switches from dopamine of the vagus nerve (right side) to cortisol as sympathetic nervous system ejaculation. So the vagus nerve is parasympathetic but ejaculation switches to the sympathetic which then increases the stress hormones. This is why the male often goes to sleep after ejaculation and how Taoist alchemy is based on celibacy.

 

The key thing to know is that when we look at something our vision is mainly subconscious - it directly is process by our emotional brain first before our visual cortex then adds our conceptual analysis to filter out the subconscious information of the thalamus. This is why controlling what the eyes see is the most critical step of the alchemy training - because biophoton light with the qi energy shoots out of the eyes. The yuan qi originates out of the right side of the heart. The right side vagus nerve increases the dopamine from the reproductive organ to the brain - and it's this reason why there is such a strong subconscious connection between lust and aggression. The thalamus controls both adrenaline for fighting and dopamine for lust. So as Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality teaches - what happens is you increase your yin qi energy and so when you see the "form of love" this subconsciously immediately sends a signal - via your pineal gland connection to the hypothalamus - to increase dopamine and to deconvert the qi into reproductive fluid. This deconversion originates from the right side of the heart as the vagus nerve connection to the brain, as the source of yuan qi energy, which then goes up to the brain and then goes down via the cerebrospinal fluid.

 

So in fact the only way to reverse those subconscious "form of love" energy deconversions is by Quick Fire method - which is strong reverse breathing activated by the kidney energy - the strong reverse breathing then converts the dopamine back into adrenaline as the adrenal medullae are activated by the diaphragm strongly contracting against the kidneys. This has the force to sublimate the energy - and is why the knees are the sign of the jing energy - with the horse stance causing a 7 beats per second vibrating of the legs. In alchemy the "yin qi" heel channels have to be built up first to then fill up the "Ocean of yin qi" - which is below the lower tan tien. Only once the yin qi energy is filled up is then the yuan qi activated and the pineal gland opens up as the psychic lunar Tai Chi experience - the Cavity of Original Spirit - via the "Cavity of Spirit-Vitality" of the lower tan tien. So the yin qi is created by the yuan shen of the heart being focused below the jing energy to then convert the jing into yin qi. This can only be done by controlling the mind through purification - the "yuan shen" is then the holographic subconscious energy. So it's well known that at orgasm our mind empties out conceptually - what the French call the "little death" - but also when we have the strong reverse breathing the same happens as a sympathetic nervous system rebound. So the vibration of the legs at 7 beats per second then causes a sympathetic rebound to the opposite extreme of the vagus nerve activation as internal orgasm. So then the lower body floods with serotonin which is why people are psychophysiologically - get the "shit scared out of them" - this is because when the intestines flood with serotonin it causes the bowel movement.

 

The other way to do this, as Master Nan, Huai-chin details, is by staying in full lotus until the legs are numb then eventually the qi energy returns back to the legs to open up the channels - and this is also a parasympathetic rebound causing the internal orgasm of the vagus nerve, the right side vagus nerve connection to the reproductive organs. This is well documented for females with spinal injuries - they can still have orgasm because the right side vagus nerve connects to the cervix. And in fact that cervix orgasm is considered the "real" orgasm that females crave by males being well-endowed - but in actuality the qi energy is a direct activation of the vagus nerve of the female. In fact even if a female stares at a male in lust the female is then sucking up the males yin qi energy (assuming the male has actually built up their yin qi energy). The pineal gland can then sense if a female is staring at the male in lust - just because the male will feel his energy being deconverted - because the pineal gland senses energy in all 4 directions. So this is the main cause of not continuing in building up the energy in the alchemy training, as Taoist Yoga details along with the book that Taoist Yoga is mainly based on Hui-Ming Ching. Also this issue is the main one protested against by Westernized qigong trainers as this issue belies the subconscious blockages of modern society - postmodern society - where "sex sells" and so traditional gender dynamics no longer are possible.

 

So what happened with me is that I was in the car with the qigong master and I was driving and suddenly I felt this strong qi energy in my nether region as he began doing healing on me. I did not even talk about it but rather I talked about other things as I didn't want to cause a problem about him healing me - even though obviously it was quite a bit disturbing to feel the qigong master's energy in my nether regions. From my experience I know the qigong master does long distance healing - so it's not just his qi - but he sees the information that is stored there. And this is why the tantra practice is so limiting because you don't just take in the yin jing energy of the female when she climaxes - but in actuality it's the "yin shen" of the female. It's the "yin shen" that is the carrier wave of the qi energy. The yin shen guides the qi and the yi intention but only when the qi energy is built up does the yin shen have the energy to be able to make the energy-matter transformations. And so with tantra I was holographically storing up all the females with whom I psychically had mutual climaxes. So then when the qigong master was done healing me I actually felt "lighter" physically - because the yi or intention of lust is a lower frequency yin shen energy blockage. This is why the lower chakra is red because it is longer wavelength and lower frequency - or higher amount of time and lower frequency energy as yin shen energy.

 

The Yuan Qi is the Emptiness formless awareness but it can't be visualized as a "form of love" and so this is why "yuan qi" is "unconditional love" energy. Tantra is very fast since the yuan shen guides the qi directly to the heart but the yuan shen is on the left side of the heart while the yuan qi is on the right side of the heart. As the book Taoist Yoga states in fact with the "O at a D" I was using up my "yuan qi" energy from the right side of the heart and I was deconverting it to yin qi as passion - psychic passion - and then when the female fills up with yin qi and my yin qi is pulled up from the lower tan tien then there is a psychic mutual climax at the same time. But it's only when the light as yuan shen intention - yi - is focused on the "clear light" is there a natural resonance of the photons into the quantum Emptiness of the formless awareness as yuan qi. I go into more details about this on my website - http://conspirachi.blogspot.com

 

After the qigong master healed me I said I felt lighter but otherwise we didn't talk about it - until a couple months later. While he had been healing me he did say one word "Interesting." That is a word he says often when he does healing and he finds out new information. So a couple months later I asked him what he meant when he had said interesting - and he said it was all the women I had exchanged energy with. Because the qigong master can leave his body at will based on his direct access to the yuan qi energy and his third eye being fully open so that he can see in 4 directions out of his skull at the same time. So his spirit guides the qi out of his body to do healing and also he can then travel back in time and into the future because the yuan qi is the quantum entanglement origin of 3D spacetime. In other words the yuan qi is what in the West is called God - and so 3D spacetime is a holographic projection of the yuan qi - and so it is "not" the qigong master doing the healing. Spiritual healing is based on the Emptiness doing the healing - you send your yuan shen into the Emptiness and then the Emptiness knows what to do - and the Emptiness has the energy to do the transformation needed - and then the Emptiness provides the information or yuan shen spirit light holographically - and this is like a computer download - a very fast rate of holographic experiences.

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This is "drew hempel" registering just to respond to bodhidharma's multiple post question to me and the previous question in same thread in 2012 at above link. Most males are completely clueless to what I discovered by accident and I dubbed the "O at a D" until I also discovered independent corroboration achieved by Gurdjieff and by the online video demonstrations and healing business of "tantric mongoose" and also by Michael Winn and Shaktimama mentioned this also and then Mantak Chia. So the information is out there but it's just difficult to find and as far as achieving this ability - it is quite rare.

 

Now then the post I made was in 2010 and it's now six years later so what have I learned? The answer is that you need to study the traditional alchemy book "Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality" in great detail to know what what I discovered and practiced is actually the single greatest error you can make in the alchemy qigong training. This, unfortunately, is covered up in the Westernization of qigong training. For example if you study the original school that my teacher trained in - Master Zhang - he lists one of his main rules as no thoughts about the opposite sex that are obscene. Obviously the paradox of this, made fun of in Old Skool kung fu flicks from the 1970s, is that there has to be secrecy in order to be effective and so to just reveal explicit images to a qigong master is a means to steal his power. That is why it's jokingly called "virgin kungfu" in the Old Skool movies - but in the 1980s in China the general society was still repressed enough and traditional enough that this strict standard of celibacy training could be achieved, especially when practiced in retreat, as Master Zhang did have his retreat training center at the most sacred Taoist mountain in China.

 

So now the claim is that I have made up this ability - but in fact a qigong master did verify I have this ability (along with a few females verbalizing it to me although they normally would not generously share such intimacy verbally, especially in public). But the qigong master, after I first shared with him what I discovered, urged me not to talk about it as just talking about the subject "attracted the type of energy" - it is too low frequency for the qigong master. The original qigong master then shared that he himself never practices tantra - the taking in of the female energy - because the frequency of the energy is too low and so it just causes energy blockages. And finally Bill Bodri shares how tantra is inherently limited to emptying out the consciousness of the "lower realm of form" in Mahayana Buddhism - and so as a training tool it does greatly accelerate the early stages of energy training but it has to be rejected in the end. You can read his article for his details on it - http://www.meditatio...al_tantra.html on sexual tantra. So for example Michael Winn also gives his experiences - http://www.thedaobum...ntric-mongoose/

 

It's in a previous thread I posted. In fact this topic, is of course, the MAIN topic on thetaobums - why? Because as Gurdjieff pointed out in the West the training usually never gets beyond the lower emotional blockages and romantic love is the final emotional blockage - called "over excitement" in traditional Taoist training. Indeed I can say from experience that the lust drops away and instead as the realm of form is emptied out there is the opening of Yuan Qi as two hearts interwoven astrally - with strong magnetic bliss in the heart - along with heart break at physical separation from the person. I don't mean actual physical separation but no longer in visual contact. Why? Because the tantra is based on the psychic "yin qi" energy as the heart's fire going out of the eyes via the heart-pineal gland connection. And so as the qigong master discovered for me - and as I then corroborated with the Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality book (a book he's never read) - what happens with the "O at a D" is the yin qi energy is going up the front channel and out of the eyes. This is actually via the lung energy - as the lung organ is the metal element and so combines with the heart as the yin qi energy of passion out of the eyes. So then what happens is that if you use too much of the yin qi heart fire energy out of the eyes - sending it into the female - what's called the "love gaze" in science - this creates love sickness as depression.

 

Guess what? Science has proven that a person can die from love sickness as depression! How? Because there is over-activation of the vagus nerve which is the right side vagus nerve connection to the heart. The right side vagus nerve is the unmylieated reptilian vagus nerve that goes down to the reproductive organs and goes up to the right side of the brain and then goes down to the right side of the heart. The reason science puts microchip implants to treat depression on the left side vagus nerve is because over-activation of the right side vagus nerve of the heart can kill a person. This is the cause of death by fright or too much stress causing a person to pass out. You get vagus nerve rebound - at first the deep lung breathing activates the sympathetic nervous system to the pineal gland which increases the "over-excitement" of adrenaline (sympathetic) and dopamine. Sexual lust is based on dopamine. But the typical male at ejaculation then switches from dopamine of the vagus nerve (right side) to cortisol as sympathetic nervous system ejaculation. So the vagus nerve is parasympathetic but ejaculation switches to the sympathetic which then increases the stress hormones. This is why the male often goes to sleep after ejaculation and how Taoist alchemy is based on celibacy.

 

The key thing to know is that when we look at something our vision is mainly subconscious - it directly is process by our emotional brain first before our visual cortex then adds our conceptual analysis to filter out the subconscious information of the thalamus. This is why controlling what the eyes see is the most critical step of the alchemy training - because biophoton light with the qi energy shoots out of the eyes. The yuan qi originates out of the right side of the heart. The right side vagus nerve increases the dopamine from the reproductive organ to the brain - and it's this reason why there is such a strong subconscious connection between lust and aggression. The thalamus controls both adrenaline for fighting and dopamine for lust. So as Taoist Yoga: Alchemy and Immortality teaches - what happens is you increase your yin qi energy and so when you see the "form of love" this subconsciously immediately sends a signal - via your pineal gland connection to the hypothalamus - to increase dopamine and to deconvert the qi into reproductive fluid. This deconversion originates from the right side of the heart as the vagus nerve connection to the brain, as the source of yuan qi energy, which then goes up to the brain and then goes down via the cerebrospinal fluid.

 

So in fact the only way to reverse those subconscious "form of love" energy deconversions is by Quick Fire method - which is strong reverse breathing activated by the kidney energy - the strong reverse breathing then converts the dopamine back into adrenaline as the adrenal medullae are activated by the diaphragm strongly contracting against the kidneys. This has the force to sublimate the energy - and is why the knees are the sign of the jing energy - with the horse stance causing a 7 beats per second vibrating of the legs. In alchemy the "yin qi" heel channels have to be built up first to then fill up the "Ocean of yin qi" - which is below the lower tan tien. Only once the yin qi energy is filled up is then the yuan qi activated and the pineal gland opens up as the psychic lunar Tai Chi experience - the Cavity of Original Spirit - via the "Cavity of Spirit-Vitality" of the lower tan tien. So the yin qi is created by the yuan shen of the heart being focused below the jing energy to then convert the jing into yin qi. This can only be done by controlling the mind through purification - the "yuan shen" is then the holographic subconscious energy. So it's well known that at orgasm our mind empties out conceptually - what the French call the "little death" - but also when we have the strong reverse breathing the same happens as a sympathetic nervous system rebound. So the vibration of the legs at 7 beats per second then causes a sympathetic rebound to the opposite extreme of the vagus nerve activation as internal orgasm. So then the lower body floods with serotonin which is why people are psychophysiologically - get the "shit scared out of them" - this is because when the intestines flood with serotonin it causes the bowel movement.

 

The other way to do this, as Master Nan, Huai-chin details, is by staying in full lotus until the legs are numb then eventually the qi energy returns back to the legs to open up the channels - and this is also a parasympathetic rebound causing the internal orgasm of the vagus nerve, the right side vagus nerve connection to the reproductive organs. This is well documented for females with spinal injuries - they can still have orgasm because the right side vagus nerve connects to the cervix. And in fact that cervix orgasm is considered the "real" orgasm that females crave by males being well-endowed - but in actuality the qi energy is a direct activation of the vagus nerve of the female. In fact even if a female stares at a male in lust the female is then sucking up the males yin qi energy (assuming the male has actually built up their yin qi energy). The pineal gland can then sense if a female is staring at the male in lust - just because the male will feel his energy being deconverted - because the pineal gland senses energy in all 4 directions. So this is the main cause of not continuing in building up the energy in the alchemy training, as Taoist Yoga details along with the book that Taoist Yoga is mainly based on Hui-Ming Ching. Also this issue is the main one protested against by Westernized qigong trainers as this issue belies the subconscious blockages of modern society - postmodern society - where "sex sells" and so traditional gender dynamics no longer are possible.

 

So what happened with me is that I was in the car with the qigong master and I was driving and suddenly I felt this strong qi energy in my nether region as he began doing healing on me. I did not even talk about it but rather I talked about other things as I didn't want to cause a problem about him healing me - even though obviously it was quite a bit disturbing to feel the qigong master's energy in my nether regions. From my experience I know the qigong master does long distance healing - so it's not just his qi - but he sees the information that is stored there. And this is why the tantra practice is so limiting because you don't just take in the yin jing energy of the female when she climaxes - but in actuality it's the "yin shen" of the female. It's the "yin shen" that is the carrier wave of the qi energy. The yin shen guides the qi and the yi intention but only when the qi energy is built up does the yin shen have the energy to be able to make the energy-matter transformations. And so with tantra I was holographically storing up all the females with whom I psychically had mutual climaxes. So then when the qigong master was done healing me I actually felt "lighter" physically - because the yi or intention of lust is a lower frequency yin shen energy blockage. This is why the lower chakra is red because it is longer wavelength and lower frequency - or higher amount of time and lower frequency energy as yin shen energy.

 

The Yuan Qi is the Emptiness formless awareness but it can't be visualized as a "form of love" and so this is why "yuan qi" is "unconditional love" energy. Tantra is very fast since the yuan shen guides the qi directly to the heart but the yuan shen is on the left side of the heart while the yuan qi is on the right side of the heart. As the book Taoist Yoga states in fact with the "O at a D" I was using up my "yuan qi" energy from the right side of the heart and I was deconverting it to yin qi as passion - psychic passion - and then when the female fills up with yin qi and my yin qi is pulled up from the lower tan tien then there is a psychic mutual climax at the same time. But it's only when the light as yuan shen intention - yi - is focused on the "clear light" is there a natural resonance of the photons into the quantum Emptiness of the formless awareness as yuan qi. I go into more details about this on my website - http://conspirachi.blogspot.com

 

After the qigong master healed me I said I felt lighter but otherwise we didn't talk about it - until a couple months later. While he had been healing me he did say one word "Interesting." That is a word he says often when he does healing and he finds out new information. So a couple months later I asked him what he meant when he had said interesting - and he said it was all the women I had exchanged energy with. Because the qigong master can leave his body at will based on his direct access to the yuan qi energy and his third eye being fully open so that he can see in 4 directions out of his skull at the same time. So his spirit guides the qi out of his body to do healing and also he can then travel back in time and into the future because the yuan qi is the quantum entanglement origin of 3D spacetime. In other words the yuan qi is what in the West is called God - and so 3D spacetime is a holographic projection of the yuan qi - and so it is "not" the qigong master doing the healing. Spiritual healing is based on the Emptiness doing the healing - you send your yuan shen into the Emptiness and then the Emptiness knows what to do - and the Emptiness has the energy to do the transformation needed - and then the Emptiness provides the information or yuan shen spirit light holographically - and this is like a computer download - a very fast rate of holographic experiences.

 

Can I contact you directly somewhere?

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Can I contact you directly somewhere?

This question is directed to Drew Hempel, not to me.  I am not directly involved.

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bodhidharma can read my previous posts - as anyone who has read this forum since 2005 or so - I have a zillion posts on this subject but there is a steep learning curve so my more recent posts are much clearer. You can read my blog for the details.

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